I'm 15 and I just want to be raped or sexually harassed really badly. I fantasize about getting gang raped and beat by someone I trust and then they bring me really close to death. Like beat me and torture and rape me until I wish I was dead. Then after using me for a few years and having a couple rape babies with me (he rapes the babies too) he suffocates me and fucks my dead body. And he eats my flesh and cums all over my half eaten corpse.

I feel so bad for this. I go online on occasion and like a lot of people to look at porn and masturbate. I get hard and then lose it, then find something decent and get hard only to lose interest and my erection. I some point in my wandering around cyberland I find some naked little girls and when I see those beautiful hairless pussies I get so hard I swear I could bust a glass window with it. Maybe that is why I am still a virgin, I think I would want the first set of pussy lips to kiss my staff to be that of a pre-teen like a nine, ten or eleven yo. But that is what disgusts me so is that even though I want this I would never do because I know it can mentally hurt her. But if a young beauty was to offer herself up, I wouldn't say no.

Before I begin, I’d like to state that this confession will not be for everyone. In it, I describe things that happened to me during my childhood, things I did as a teenager and adult, and fantasies for the future. It includes underage, rape, beastiality and other “taboo” topics. Be warned.

I am a twenty-six year old female. When I was six, I was introduced to sex by my then thirteen year old male cousin. I was close to his little sister and often stayed the night. One time, when she was asleep, he woke me up and asked me to come to his room. When I got there, he asked if I knew what a penis was. I said no, and he proceeded to pull down his pajamas. It was the first time I’d ever seen one, and I remember immediately feeling curious about it. It wasn’t big by any means, just a few inches. But it was different from what I had, and I wanted to know more about it. He asked if I wanted to touch it, and I said yes. He grabbed my hand and placed his penis in it. I just stood there, both amazed and confused. After a couple minutes, he gently closed my fingers around it and started to hump my hand. When I tried to pull away, he held my hand in place and told me to calm down, so I did. I didn’t know what was happening, but I was too curious to stop it. It didn’t take long for him to cum, and it wasn’t much, but it was all over my hand. He told me that’s what boys do when they feel really good, and that he was happy I was able to make him feel that good. I remember feeling happy and sort of proud, though I didn't really understand why. He grabbed a dirty towel that I remember being kinda crusty and wiped my hand and his penis off, then told me that if I wanted to do it again anytime just to tell him and we would. We did, almost every night I stayed over. After the first few times of me jacking him off, I had gotten pretty good at it and even started to lick my hand clean afterwards. He always loved watching that. We did this on and off for about eight months, until his family moved farther away and I didn’t see him as much. I did find out years later that he had started doing the same thing with his sister shortly after doing it with me, and they did it until he went to college.

When I was 14, I was raped by my uncle. Not the father of the two cousins mentioned above, a different uncle. It was nothing like what I had done with my cousin, and not something I wanted to happen. I was staying at his house because I was helping him with some work around the house for some money. The first night I stayed there was when it happened. I woke up in the middle of the night to him sitting on my bed, his hand between my legs, rubbing my crotch. I was scared and confused, and started to ask for him to stop, but before I could he put his free hand on my mouth and told me to stay quiet. He told me he knew what I had done with my cousin when I was younger, because he and my cousin were close and my cousin had told him. He warned me that if I didn’t let him have some fun, he would tell the entire family what I had done, as well as make up lies about other things I’d done as well. He would make sure then entire family knew I was a fucked up slut. I didn’t know what to do, so I nodded and let him keep going. After removing his hand from my mouth, he pulled down my pajamas and started fingering me. He was not gentle, and it hurt a lot. I remember crying, and him only getting rougher after that. After several minutes of him doing that, he pulled his fingers from my pussy and pulled down his pants, showing me his dick. It was big, probably between seven and eight inches. It wasn’t super thick, but it was thick enough to fill my hand when he told me to jack him off the way I used to with my cousin. I did, and he wouldn’t let me stop until he came all over my face. Once he’d done that, he told me to leave it until the morning, then left. I remember staying up all night, balling my eyes out, after that. I remember feeling betrayed, both by my uncle and by my cousin for telling him what we’d done. I also felt ashamed, because despite the pain and humiliation I was feeling, I hadn’t cum and really wanted to. So while I laid there and cried with my uncle’s cum drying on my face, I fingered myself. I wasn’t able to make myself cum because of the mixed feelings I was having, but my fingers never left my pussy the entire night. The next morning, all I wanted to do was stay in bed and hide, but he came for me and told me to get up for breakfast. When I sat down, he laughed at the miserable state I was in and gave me a rag to wipe my face. He then told me that the work I was doing was going to be extended, and that I was to ask my parents for me to stay longer. He also told me that he was going to ask for my help quite often from now on, and that I could never tell him no. Lastly, he told me that every night I stayed over, he would play with me, and if I ever fought him or told him no, he would tell everyone my secrets. That visit turned into almost a week-long visit, and during that time he continued to make me give him handjobs as well as suck his cock and pose for pictures and videos. The last night of my stay, he even fucked me. It was the first time I’d ever been fucked, and I came hard. Harder than I was willing to admit to him. This arrangement continued for a couple years, with me usually staying at his place once a month or so for at least a few nights. He made me do all kinds of things with him, and pretty soon I started to enjoy it. After the first few months, I told him I didn’t care if he told anyone, and that I just wanted to keep doing these things. He was happy to hear that.

These events shaped the kind of woman I would become. As I grew older, I became more and more depraved. I started experimenting with sex, shoving random objects inside of me whenever I got the chance. I smeared peanut butter on my pussy, asshole and nipples and coaxed my family dog to lick it off. I did that quite a lot. Eventually, I even caved and asked my uncle for help getting toys. By the time I was eighteen, I already had several dildos, a few vibrators, some gags, nipple clamps, butt plugs and a few other things. I had been fucked more times than I could count, to the point where I gained a bit of a reputation at school. Even my graduation was fucked up, where I went with only panties under my gown and both my holes stuffed with toys. After I became an adult, I really started going wild. I started going to parties every chance I got, and fucked anyone who would look my way. Most of the time, I was too drunk or high to know who was fucking me, and would wake up the next morning at some stranger’s house, naked and covering in more than a couple bodily fluids. I became estranged from my parents and most of my family, devoting my life to partying and debauchery. Then I got pregnant with my daughter.

This is where the warning from before really takes meaning. As I write this, my daughter is in the living room watching TV on her tablet. I am a single parent, since I don’t know who her father is. I can barely support the two of us, and even to this day I party and get fucked any chance I can get away from her. Thinking about my life, my decisions and where I am now, I know I’m not a good mother. I don’t deserve my daughter, and I know I will probably never give her the life she deserves. I love her, of course, but if I’m being honest, deep down I hate her. She is the reason I was forced to act like an adult. She is the reason I can’t have as much fun anymore. She is the reason I can’t get fucked up as much as I’d like. And when I let my mind wander into fantasy land, as I often do, I often thing about what life would be like for us if I corrupted her the same way I was corrupted. She is only five, but I often think about pulling her aside one night and showing her the pleasures and pains of sex. Of ruining her life the way mine was ruined. Sometimes, my fantasies are so strong that its all I can do to keep myself from raping her the way I had been raped, of tearing open her holes and turning her into a slut just like her fucked-up mother.

I'm a tiny young mixed girl who's dating my black bf, he's my sugar daddy. He's 37 , tall and spoils me with whatever I want , the only thing he wants in return is my love and for me to keep his heavy black balls drained. He's gentle in everyway besides sex, he often loses control and just pin my tiny little girl body down and just rapes me cause he knows he pays for my pussy so he just takes it whenever he needs it. People give us weird looks when we're together but he doesn't seem to care , he loves showing me off to his older friends , he loves having a tiny babygirl to spoil and breed. He cums so quick but he stays hard, I hope I get breed, I want to have his black babies. I love getting paid to be a personal freeuse fleshlight for my black boyfriend, he deserves young pussy.

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I remember going to a truckstop on a family vacation needing to pee when i was about 10 years old . Picked the middle stall and noticed a strange hole to the left and one to the right just in the height of my face. så i peeked in one and saw a really good looking truly gigantic veiny cock so i started rubbing my bean having the time of my life.

while in my own world i suddenly noticed how this monster of a cock had entered the hole and was hanging right in front of my face.

i got stunned i had never seen a cock this close before. i kept rubbing byself with my left hand and grabbed this meaty thing with my right without hesitation. I started Jerking it slowly with my tiny hands. after a few minutes i heard a voice from the other side "suck it you whore" feeling a twitch in my pussy i moved forward. I grabbed the shaft with both of my hands at this point he must have realised i was a kid because he was way bigger and harder than when he stuck it in there. so i imedietly stuck his tip in my mouth(only the tip fit in there) started working on it after sucking what felt like 30minutes my little pussy had soked pretty good. so i took a leap of faith i stood up on the toilet ring and grabbed it. Directed it to the right hole and just pushed down on it. had the time of my life in there

I'm in love with my friends daughter. It's fucked up. I know. I'm 24, she's 12. But she is so smart, artistic, funny and mature for her age. But also, she's a naughty little girl. I've been left alone with her numerous times and it always got steamy between us. She would touch me with her pretty feet like rubbing my back with them. She lets me caress her smooth legs. But it really got sexual when she sat on my lap and had her ass against my dick which I know she noticed it got hard because she rubbed on it. She took my hand and I squeezed her neck, she was really into that. And then we started dry humping while I held her close. There were no more words to be said, only lust. I took her upstairs and I ate her virgin pussy which looked and tasted amazing. She was eager to try dick so I let her suck on it and she was immediately a throat goat goddess. I asked why she was so good at it and she admitted to watching porn on her mom's phone so she was recreating what she had seen. It's probably the best blowjob you could receive. My dick was so hard. I fingered her and opened her tight little pussy. I put my dick in her and she immediately started to moan. I gave her some gentle long strokes but after she got comfortable with it, I placed my hand around her neck and started pounding her. I savored every moan, every thrust she made. After that, she's given me head a few times, some handjobs and a footjob (which was precious). I haven't gotten to fuck her again but I want to so bad. Thinking about her gets my dick harder than anything else could. I am not a pedo, I don't like kids. I can't help it that she is a brilliant person, that she is beautiful and that we have sexual chemistry. She could be 18 or 24 and I'd still love her.

I remember probably from the age of 5or6 when we'd play house or anything to do with playing I always wanted to be the girl member him putting his finger in my butt hole when we'd bathe together as I'd fix the water to be hot again cause we would spend so much time in the tub we didn't know what we were doing just harmless fun to us at the time realizing I was always wanted by the men in my family and I was damn good at it to anything fucking skill 100%, sucking skill 1000% moaning like a bitch yess after we stopped probably around 11yrs old and i miss it me and my uncle are about 4yrs apart i moss him like that i remember i know he remembers to it was sexy as kids watch each other get hard and just go with it watch each other play with ourselves or kiss and not a care in the world i wouldnt change my childhood for anything used and abused by family and sitters and even my best friend now im just a cum hingry whore all the time dick dick dick dick mmmm one of my best friends donny took over he had a girthy ass fucking cock and used to force fuck me everyday used to go nice and easy at first but every day after seemed hotter rough and hard was so intense when he'd fuck me rough like pull my hair and fucking rawdog me no spit no condom just pure thick girthy ass cock we asked he stay the night often and he'd wake juring the Night wake with a boner and just fuck me awake ,but you can guarantee I like it just hurt for awhile thick ass cock I took just about twice a day from 11yrs old to about 17 he was always stronger then my female little ass and about 18 I became am escort from then til now I'm transgender pre op male to female always wanted to be a women have nice DD Tits femcock super tight hole and love to used or to use someone but damn most of all this cute pink hairless pussies is got to be the hottest ever and hot cute boy dicks I just get so horny thinking about sucking kids cocks and Horned right the ef up typing this, I'm now 40 smoking a little bit of meth maybe booty bump abit and it drives you intensely horned up the fucking wall , willing to fuck anything I even think about beastiality fucking my dog she watches me play with myself often I wanna put my fem cock in her pussy, were all alittle messed just get so horny I swear I masturbate about 7-8times a day