Confessions tagged with 'swallow'.




I just ordered my wife a new life like dildo off-line, but what she doesn't know is that I use the dildos that I get for her on myself. I am 52 and have been having down low gay sex with men since I was 19. We have been married for 25+ years and she has no clue.

Since we started dating I have sucked off approximately 175-200 different cocks. Some of the guys I have sucked off multiple times, so all in all, I would estimate I have given around 500 blow jobs to completion and swallowed all of that cum.

When I first started my DL activities, I only would do oral. That all changed about 20 years ago when I met a guy that wanted to eat my ass out. I was hesitant at first, but when he spread my checks and touched my ass hole with his tongue and started to twirl it around I thought I had died and went to heaven. He made me feel so good that I was begging him to fuck me.

That started me getting fucked by DL men. I would say I have been fucked by at least 100 different cocks, so counting the guys that have fucked me multiple times, I would guess that I have been fucked at least 150-175 times.

Even though ever cock I suck I will let them cum down my throat or in my mouth and I will swallow it, I haven't let but a few guys fuck me bare and cum inside my ass. Don't get me wrong, if I wasn't afraid of diseases I would let every cock that goes into my ass breed me, because it is the best feeling in the world when a big cock, 7 inches or better, is fucking me from behind, sliding in and out of me and then he slams his swollen cock all the way in me as his cock pulses and pumps his cum inside me. I can't even explain how that feels to me.

My dick gets hard as a rock whenever I think about a hard cock pulsing as it shoots me full of cum.

Anyway, my wife's new dildo will be here tomorrow and it will be buried all the way inside my ass about 10 minutes after it arrives. I will probably get to use it on her within the next couple of weeks.

I think I am going to go out tonight to get a drink with the guys... which really means I will have at least one cock inside me and hopefully two before I come back home.




I remember probably from the age of 5or6 when we'd play house or anything to do with playing I always wanted to be the girl member him putting his finger in my butt hole when we'd bathe together as I'd fix the water to be hot again cause we would spend so much time in the tub we didn't know what we were doing just harmless fun to us at the time realizing I was always wanted by the men in my family and I was damn good at it to anything fucking skill 100%, sucking skill 1000% moaning like a bitch yess after we stopped probably around 11yrs old and i miss it me and my uncle are about 4yrs apart i moss him like that i remember i know he remembers to it was sexy as kids watch each other get hard and just go with it watch each other play with ourselves or kiss and not a care in the world i wouldnt change my childhood for anything used and abused by family and sitters and even my best friend now im just a cum hingry whore all the time dick dick dick dick mmmm one of my best friends donny took over he had a girthy ass fucking cock and used to force fuck me everyday used to go nice and easy at first but every day after seemed hotter rough and hard was so intense when he'd fuck me rough like pull my hair and fucking rawdog me no spit no condom just pure thick girthy ass cock we asked he stay the night often and he'd wake juring the Night wake with a boner and just fuck me awake ,but you can guarantee I like it just hurt for awhile thick ass cock I took just about twice a day from 11yrs old to about 17 he was always stronger then my female little ass and about 18 I became am escort from then til now I'm transgender pre op male to female always wanted to be a women have nice DD Tits femcock super tight hole and love to used or to use someone but damn most of all this cute pink hairless pussies is got to be the hottest ever and hot cute boy dicks I just get so horny thinking about sucking kids cocks and Horned right the ef up typing this, I'm now 40 smoking a little bit of meth maybe booty bump abit and it drives you intensely horned up the fucking wall , willing to fuck anything I even think about beastiality fucking my dog she watches me play with myself often I wanna put my fem cock in her pussy, were all alittle messed just get so horny I swear I masturbate about 7-8times a day




Male here. Last night with my wife asleep upstairs I invited a guy over who had a bbc. I sucked him off for a little then got up and let him rub his cock on my ass probing me but not entering me. He reached around and started to jerk me I was so turned on I was about to cum and I quickly turned around had him sit down and I came all over his cock I then went down on him and sucked his cock as much as I could eating my cum at the same time until he came in my mouth and I swallowed that too.




my husband and i are stag vixen types and we’ve known from the time we were dating 6 years ago but we never got passed the fantasy part until 2 weeks ago. i’m 25 years old and he is 26 we both have good jobs and workout regularly to keep fit. our sex life is great and we still have sex atleast 4 or 5 sometimes more a week.

2 weeks ago we decided a night out to go see some bands was in order. i dressed like a typical groupie. my husband lets me flirt and it’s all in good fun, it fuels a lot of our fantasy talk in the bedroom with things we’d like to see each other do and have done to us.

we were friendly with a bunch of the people there as it’s a place we frequent when we decide a night out. a lot of guys flirt with me and they all know i’m married and to whom they think it’s all just innocent but a couple them actually have a chance if they could figure ot out.

there was one guy there he was about 6’7” and very muscular with long hair. we had seen him there a few times and my pussy would always get a little wet looking at him, and this night wouldn’t be different except he figured out it wasn’t just flirting to tease him.

when it was starting to get late i asked my husband if we could bring him home and usually we both get weak in the knees so to speak but. i said i’m going to invite him home with us what do your think? my husband asked if i was sure and i was. i went up to our friend and asked him if he’d like to come hang at our place for while as it was starting to wind down at the bar, at first he said he had to get up early and he thought it was just flirting then i said are you sure you may never get a chance to have sex with me again. he looked at me and i smiled. he said ok i’m game.

so we get to the house and my husband went and poured us some drinks and put in some music and our guest looked a little uncomfortable but i explained what type of people we are and that it is completely fine. after a drink he loosened up and i gotta say i was nervous because up until this point it had only been fantasy.

let’s get to the good parts. we were all sitting on the couch and it was kind of awkward because no one wanted to make the first move. i went for broke and put my hands in both guys legs and started rubbing up and down both of them out large friend chris took that as a que and starting playing with my tits and after a few minutes he unzipped his pants. and on instinct i reached and pulled his dick out it was seriously the biggest i had ever seen even in a porn. my husband had his phone out and started recording. i stood up took my shirt and bra off and knelt down to start giving our guest head. i was expecting my husband to play with me and he’d get to fuck me first but he just kept recording. i had in yoga pants and panties i stood up and removed them and looked at my husband who was rubbing his own and recording. i wanted that dick

more than ever and i climb ed in our friend and out my tits in his face and moved his head up and slowly pushed myself down on it. it’s been the largest thing to ever enter my body. i got a good rhythm going then he had me get off and pushed me down doggie style and fucked me really hard with king strokes that seemed to last an eternity. i came a bunch of times and when he said he was going to cum i got down and swallowed all of his massive load.

i wanted my husband to be a part of it so i knelt down in front of him and gave his dick attention. and it wasn’t long and i had swallowed my second load of the night.

our guest was ready again in no time and got me to ride him reverse cowgirl and he stick a finger in my ass and it sent me over the edge the pressure was so intense i squirted all over him.and he kept finger fucking my ass while i was reversed on him which kept making me cum over and over. when he was ready to cum i just rode him till he finished inside me. a few minutes later he thanked us for the great evening got dressed and left. my husband and i went to bed and when we woke up in the morning i had him put the video on our tv and gave him head as he watched it




For confessing, maybe my expectations are too high? Or I need more patience. Or I should not be sharing secrets.

Age 11 I began learning my body. Then one day I noticed my brother's erect penis. My body touching grew and I knew something was happening. I was attracted to my brother even though I knew family was wrong. I was too curious. And sometimes he was too open to showing and revealing more than he should. As it turned out, he was just horny and wanted to teach me how to suck me how to suck his dick. All to eager I enjoyed learning and in the end I love sucking cock. Swallowing pre-cum was part of it but when he shot the full load, I hated swallowing. But he loved it and would tell me I was even sexier when I swallowed. So I was determined to learn the best way to do it. Stop eating it and just suck it down. If the taste was not good, I'd swallow like bad medicine. Being his pupil and pleasing him was a turn-on. I mastered the art of penis oral and thanks to him. I would some day like to teach my techniques. Our sex was awesome until he told how I was deliciously blossoming and he was proud I gave him the best orgasms ever and oh, he was accepted to college and more. It was the longest sentence ever not allowing me to respond. I was shocked even though I knew the day was coming. Being positive, still a virgin, only 13, and attractive it was time I find a boyfriend. Now I am 17 and still looking for a good man. My brother and his size spoiled me. Back then I had no idea how big he was. I still gauge everything based on him even though we are now far apart. But always friends. Size does count when enjoying dick and giving the bj with pride in tonguing, sucking, stroking, teething, going deep on a fat head, long shaft, hard fat balls and tight sac, timing, what's pleasing, body language, noises, words, teasing, and finishing him off. Resisting intercourse was the hardest part. I will remain a virgin until I find the total package that's not family. Girls give or tell me where to find advice. The internet is getting me nowhere except hot horny and masturbating to past memories.




This happened September 13, 2022 in Midwest City, Oklahoma. My sister, Mary, will be 72 in a few days. We haven’t seen each other for at least 15 years due to long distances between us. She has aged really hard, but is small and petite and hasn’t changed as far as her kinky ways.

Sis met me at the door in her robe which was loosely tied. She hugged me, kissed me on the lips and frantically slipped her tongue in my mouth. She never calls me by my name when she is horny, but calls me “baby brother”.

When we pulled back from the hug and kiss her robe was completely open. She is 4’ 10” tall, weighs approximately 85 lbs., has big saggy tits, (used to be 38D), and a completely bald cunt.

Grabbing my crotch she said “let’s see my baby brother’s cock.” I had hoped for this reunion so I had only worn gym shorts and a t-shirt with no underwear. I made sis pull my shorts down and my hard cock sprung into her hand. She shrugged off her robe and just before kneeling and sliding my cock in her throat she said “I hope you don’t mind but Sue lives with me.” Sue is her 19 year old granddaughter.

I was totally shocked and asked is she here? As I was fucking sis’s throat out walked Sue.

Sue was completely naked. She is 5’2” weighs 95 to 100lbs. has short brown hair, green eyes, shaved cunt, and 36D tits. She is drop dead gorgeous. She calmly walked over to stand next to her grandmother and while stroking sis’s back said “nice to see you again Uncle Josh.”

Last time I saw her she was 4 and running around naked all the time. She placed her hands on the back of sis’s head and started forcing her grandmother’s throat further on my cock while she rubbed her pussy on her grandmother’s back.

She slowly leaned over her grandmother’s head and kissed me swabbing my tonsils with her long tongue. Point of importance, I’ve not been with anyone sexually for over 12 years, (my wife of 42 years, stopped all sex after our 30th anniversary so I’ve been jacking off for relief for 12 years.), so I immediately shot a load of cum down my sister’s throat.

When she felt me starting to cum, my sis grabbed both of my ass cheeks and pulled me into her throat. Sis held my draining cock in her warm throat. As I was finishing blowing my load Sue, while stroking her grandmother’s tits, softly said “Now piss.”

Never breaking eye contact with Sue I simply started pissing down my sis’s throat. She told her grandmother “swallow you fucking cunt.” Sis gulped and swallowed without spilling a drop of piss.

Obviously I needed a little recovery time so I took a seat on the couch. Sue spun her grandmother around and started rubbing her cunt on my sis’s face. It was so erotic watching a granddaughter face fuck her grandmother while talking nasty.

Because I had told my wife I was just stopping by to check on my sister my time there wasn’t very long. While Sue told her grandmother what a nasty, piss, sucking slut she was Sue came & squirted on her grandmother and then walked over and straddled my lap placing her wet pussy directly on my currently soft cock.

Sue started grinding on my cock and said “I think I know just the cure for your tired cock.” All of a sudden I felt a warmth on my cock and realize she was pissing on my cock.

As I felt this happening she told her grandmother to crawl over and tongue fuck her ass and make sure she gets her nasty tongue deep. I can feel sis tonguing that tight ass, but I was to preoccupied sucking those 19 year old tits.

I realized my time was getting way too short and mention that. Sue asked if I would please fuck her ass and dump some cum in it so her grandmother could clean it out later.

By this time after getting warm piss all over me and my sis sucking my cock I was absolutely ready to fuck a gorgeous 19 year old’s ass.

Sue laid down on the floor on her back. She had her grandmother sit on her face. Sue lifted her feet towards her head and ordered her grandmother to hold her knees so my cock would have a clear shot at her asshole.

I slammed my cock in all the way to my balls and started fucking her tight little asshole.

Sue was slurping my sis’s cunt like she was dying of thirst. I was pounding with all my might and just as I was cumming, Sue started thrashing around like she was having a seizure which caused my sis to cum and literally piss all over Sue’s chin & tits.

So as I pulled my very satisfied cock out of Sue’s ass I leaned forward and kissed Sue and sis. They started making out while I sucked sis’s piss off Sue’s tits. Sue ordered her grandmother to get off her face and go grab an apple from the kitchen.

Sis quickly ran to the kitchen and came back carrying an apple. Sue told her “well don’t just stand there plug it.”

Sis bent down and shoved the apple up Sue’s ass. Sue slyly smiled and winked at me and said “Grandma you can eat the apple and Uncle Josh’s ass cum in a few hours.”

Sis shivered while she stroked her own pussy and said “I can hardly wait.”

I slipped my clothes on, kissed both of them on their lips, tits, cunts, & assholes and then headed home.

About two hours later I get a FaceTime call. Sis and Sue, still naked, were standing there. Sis knelt down and Sue turned her ass towards the camera & her grandmother’s face. She said “grandma don’t you get anything on the floor bitch.” Sis leaned forward and sealed her lips around Sue’s asshole and then Sue began to push.

The apple popped out coated in cum and sis immediately removed it from her mouth. Then my cream pie gushed out and into sis’s mouth which she preceded to swallow. Sue continued to wipe her asshole all over sis’s face ordering her to get it spotless.

Both stood up and while Sue was pinching her grandmother’s nipples and clit she told her grandmother to enjoy eating the apple. Sis ate the apple like she was starving.

They kissed and we signed off…




Newly divorced, I was 26 and working like a madman to pay child support. Six months into a carpet cleaning job, I met countless housewives who flirted with me, mostly innocent stuff, but some were very direct and tried their best to seduce me. It was maddening. They're advances pissed me off because my wife had cheated on me and ruined our marriage. She had the excuse of being drunk and having an affair with an old flame in the parking lot of a bar, but my sister had caught her in the act and that ended our four year marriage. I deserved better. So, I remained professional and never responded to even the most attractive housewives who made advances. Instead, I became more and more disillusioned with women. They were disgusting cheats, all of them. Yes, I was very attractive in my mid-twenties and only about one out of five women were flirting with me, but I was cleaning carpets for fifteen or twenty housewives a week. Do the math. I had to ignore or even forcefully reject two to five wives a week. It sickened me. Then I met Carol. This wife was not the type to flirt or throw herself at a carpet cleaner, and she didn't. When I arrived in her million dollar home she made it clear that all she needed was her carpets cleaned. She said she had tossed the last carpet cleaner out for flirting with her and she wouldn't tolerate bad behaviors. I liked her immediately, and agreed that kind of thing was disgusting. I cleaned her downstairs carpets, mostly, without paying attention to her or her two small children, both about the age of my kids, who I missed with all my heart. Then I heard her call out her son's name, and I was amazed. It was the same as my son's name. I said, "Excuse me, Carol, did you just call your son Edgar? That's my son's name, too. I named him after Edgar Allen Poe." She looked stunned. She asked me how old he was, and I explained how he was about the same age as her son, but how I couldn't see him enough. This led to a very long conversation. We were both aspiring writers, Carol and I, and we had so many things in common that it actually got a little weird. She started testing me by asking very specific questions about books we both loved and things we both enjoyed doing. We were both avid tennis players and swimmers. When we were both satisfied that the hobbies and interests we shared were strangely identical and genuine, not one of us just faking all these similarities, the chemistry between us became overpowering. At that point she was the most beautiful woman I had ever laid my eyes on in my life. She had huge, pale blue eyes, thick long blonde hair, an athletic and toned body with above average sized breasts and a smile as warm and brilliant as the sun. I was smitten. I could see in her beautiful adoring eyes that the feelings I felt were mutual. Awkwardly, I told her we had spoken for far too long and I had to finish my work. We had been talking for nearly an hour. I broke it off and went back to work, but couldn't help notice her checking me out as I cleaned the carpets. She had ignored me all morning. Now she watched my every move. The doorbell rang and I shut off my equipment so she could answer it and talk to her visitor. The neighbor wanted to babysit her kids from lunch until dinner so their kids could play together. Carol looked frantic and flatly refused to let her take the kids. She glanced over at me with fear in her eyes. We both knew that would mean we'd be alone in that house together for hours. I subtly shook my head, indicating my reluctance to be alone with her, but played it off like I was oblivious, wrapping up my hoses and cords. The neighbor kept begging for Carol to let her take her kids. Finally, I heard Carol give in to the request. "Sure," she said, "Why not. But get them back by dinner. My husband gets home at six." She called the kids, got them their coats and gave them to the neighbor. As soon as they were gone, Carol approached me and said, "Listen. I think this needs to be said. I love my husband very much. He's a good man and a great father. I know there was an attraction between us, but nothing is ever going to happen. Do you understand?" I actually felt relieved, and told her so. We laughed it off and I went back to cleaning. About an hour later, after all our chemistry had eased off, I was done downstairs and Carol took me upstairs to show me what rooms to tackle. She talked a nervous blue streak, moving furniture, picking up clutter and pointing out everywhere to clean. As she was bending over a bed on all fours, showing me how dust had built up behind the bed, I noticed her ass was barely covered. Her tennis skirt had hiked up and the snap crotch on her one piece gymnastic top was stretched to its limit. Her ass was gorgeous and I became transfixed by it. Suddenly, I became aware of complete silence. Carol had frozen in place and was staring back at me staring at her ass in wide-eyed horror. "I'm sorry!' I said, immediately humiliates for being such a pig. "I am so sorry!" I turned and ran out of the bedroom. Carol actually sped after me and shouted that it was okay. She caught up to me and stopped me on the stairs. She told me everything was fine and that it was her fault. She said she shouldn't have gotten into that position. Then she joked and said, "Hell, you're only human. Of course you'd look. What mortal man wouldn't stare at a Goddess like me?" She slapped my chest and said, "A little peek never hurt anybody. Now let's get back to work." Carol showed me the rest of upstairs and I grabbed all my equipment and went upstairs. In the master bedroom I moved some potted plants and exposed a cruddy buildup of dust on the baseboard. Carol was mortified. She stopped me and told me to wait while she ran to get a rag. She returned and began to try and clean the baseboard without bending over in front of me. It looked ridiculous, stooping at the knees and trying to wipe the baseboard. I chuckled at her efforts. I saw her shake her head and scoff at the awkward position she had used for the sake of modesty. She stood up and said, "Oh, the hell with it. Enjoy the show." Carol got down on all fours, her butt cheeks clearly viable under her hiked up mini dress and began scrubbing the baseboard. As she worked she smiled playfully and looked back at me as I enjoyed the show. I felt my penis go rock hard and the desire I felt for her, wiggling her ass and smiling back at me, was overpowering. Still, I never would have touched her, but then something unexpected happened. Carol's snaps on her snap crotch all let loose. The strain from her vigorous wiping and ass wagging had been too much. The stretch material snapped away, revealing her completely naked crotch. She didn't have panties on and I saw everything, her pink vagina with a crown of soft blond pubes, and her cute button of an asshole were both on full display. Carol froze in place, shocked at what had just happened. She slowly turned her head away with her eyes squeezed shut and shouted, "Oh my fucking God! Tell me that did not just happen!" But talking was the last thing on my mind. I hadn't even seen a pussy in six months. The sight of her glorious vagina was too much to resist and before Carol had finished her sentence my tongue was all the way up inside of it and my nose buried in her asshole. I remember her shriek of surprise and she definitely tried to get away, but the primal beast in me had been unleashed and there was no stopping it. By the time I began to have coherent thoughts, Carol had stopped yelling in protest or resisting in any way. Instead, she began moving her hips and moaning loudly in ecstasy as I ate the living fuck out of that pussy. Then, as we moved away from the wall and I turned her on her back to eat that pussy from a better angle, Carol pushed my head and hands out of the way and started frantically undoing my belt. In a gutteral voice she demanded, "Give me that big cock!" I helped her get at it and it was in her mouth as soon as she saw it. I never had a woman take it all the way in like that. I'm not huge, but it's over eight inches and very thick. So most women have trouble when it gets to the back of their throats. Carol only lunged three or four times, but my penis disappeared each time. She had engulfed the whole thing, making sounds like a starving animal devouring its meat in one giant gulp. Then she jumped back and pushed her pussy up in the air with her legs spreading wide. Grabbing the base of my cock and guiding it toward her pussy she growled, "Fuck me! Hurry! Fuck me now!" I grabbed a fist full of blond hair, looked into her eyes and shoved my cock into her. We stared into each other's eyes as my cock went deep and began fucking each other with long, warm delicious strokes. I said, "I'm going to cum in you." She said, "Do it. Fill me up!" I held off as long as I could, grunting with each deep pump. Then I saw Carol's eyes roll back in her head and felt her body stiffen. The pressure of an orgasm built up in my groin, grew in power as it surged through my cock until it exploded out of me in burst after burst of blissful release. Carol gyrated and shook in the throws of her own orgasm, both of us pulling with both of our arms and all of our might in a desperate effort to shoot all my cum inside of her vagina as deeply as possible. We collapsed on the floor, completely exhausted and fighting for air, both of us trying to catch our breath. Then she began to cry. I was softening, but still deep inside her. No words can describe how terrible I felt. Both of us were so intelligent, so moral and so full of ourselves that the idea we might succumb to such basic, primal instincts and fuck on the floor like two dumb animals was inconceivable... until we did it. I got off her and we sat there talking. We decided that we should never see each other or talk again. As we talked the connection we had and the genuine affection we felt was undeniable, so we gave in to them again and made love for the rest of the afternoon. We knew it was our last and only time together, so we explored each other's bodies and pleasured each other in every way we could. We were in a sixty-nine position when the phone rang and her husband's voice was leaving her a message about how much he loved her and how special she was to him. At that moment I blew my second big load in her mouth and Carol swallowed it all down. Her husband said, "So I'll see you at dinner, Sweety. Kiss the kids for me." He hung up and I turned his wife around on their bed and fucked her in the ass. It took me a very long time, after already cumming hard in both her pussy and her mouth, but after about forty minutes of pounding that tight ass, I ejaculated for a third and final time deep in Carol's bowels. She breathlessly thanked me for the ass fuck, saying her husband was too squeamish for anal, but I had given her two more orgasms because of my relentless pumping. She had thoroughly enjoyed how merciless I had been. We kissed, talked and held each other for a long time. Finally, I packed up and left. Carol handed me a check inside an envelope and after we said goodbye forever, she passionately kissed me. With tears welling in her eyes she turned away and went back into her house. Before I pulled out of the driveway, I opened the envelope. She had given me a check for five hundred dollars for a two hundred dollar job. And she had written a note. It said, "Thanks for the fuck of a lifetime. I think we both needed that and I will never forget you. Carol."

I put the check in my shirt and threw away the note. Carol was also a writer. I often wonder if she ever wrote this experience down and what that story might be like. Only Edgar's name was changed for this memoir. Maybe Carol's story is floating around the internet somewhere. I doubt it. She's probably still married and wouldn't want to hurt her husband. But she taught me something. Even good girls can cheat. Carol was a good girl. Shit just happens in life and sometimes the stars align against our best efforts. We all do bad things sometimes. Even the most civilized among us can find themselves fucking on the floor like a dumb animal.