Since my divorce I've had more opportunity to indulge in my life-long crossdressing fetish. I have even made a new friend, he is married but we have managed to see each other every week or so for the last few months. He popped my cherry on our second "date" and I fell in love with his big hard cock. This past weekend he introduced me to his brother-in-law and I ended up in my first threesome.

Under the guise of a weekend casino trip I met them at the Belagio in Atlantic City. I had already dressed by the time they arrived and Bill and Alan were very pleased by my appearance, this made me very happy. Bill suggested I give Alan a nice slow blow job while he jumped in the shower. I was licking Alan's cum off my fingers when Alan emerged from the bathroom and presented his lovely cock for service. I love it when he face fucks me and cums down my throat, It is uncomfortable and he can be quite rough but the act is so erotic. But the most amazing moment of the weekend was when Alan was bareback deep in my ass blowing his load while Bill painted my face with thick ropes of his cum. At that moment I felt utterly feminine and submissive for cock.

I moved in with my best friend. She had a cute 9 yo daughter who was developed like a 18 yo.... She has the plumpis, juicy butt,,, perfectly round... after a month or so my roommate had to go out of town to nashville for 4 days due to her work... I was laid off and offered to watch her daughter while she was gone... it was mid summer and she didnt have school... thefirst day alone with her i let hergo play with her friend wo lives next door... i had this awesome idea of letting her cath me naked. So i got naked and got a tawl and laid on the couch. position the towel to where my cock was easily showing... i figured she had never seen a cock. she was the only child, no men had been around her. so about an hr i see her walking up to the door. I immediatly got int postion and acted like i was sleeping with my cock out of my towel... it was half hard... she came in and immediatly seen me on the couch.. i had my eye barely open... she came closer and was checkingout my cock... it instantly got hard, hard like i had never had such a boner... her eyes got big, she just stood there fixating on my hard cock... then she said "wake up b****" I didnt move one bit... then she walked into her room for about 3 or so min and came back out this time tip toeing... she slowley walked up to me... at this time my cock was soft... till she got right next to me and boom! it got massivly hard again... she slowly touch my cock... and man! i had never been so turned on... i woke up and acted mad at her and threatin to call her mom and the cops! i knew i had her now! i know ill be able to have my way with her now... blackmailing a 9 yo... after i calmed down from fake being md i told her i was interested in girls private parts also... i told her i always wanted to see a girls butthole (which ive seen many" told her" ifyou let me see your butthole i will never tell anybody that she touched me while i was asleep... she didnt want to.. started crying agin... so i ated like i was calling the cops and she freaked out "OK! OK! ill let u see it, please dont call anyone.. so we went to the basement... i made sure i was recording this.. on my laptop.. she had no idea... anyway she pulled her pants and panties down to her ankles... i bent her over and made her spread her cheeks..... omg! the smell of ass was strong! no poop, just s smelly ass whichabsolutely turns me on... i ended up tounge fucking her ass and her puss while i jacked off... u should of seen her face when my tounge rubber her clit and she got off for the first time... it was the most erotic thing i have ever had... for 16months, at least once a week i was tounge fucking her ass... mainly in the shower... i tried anal with her... only got my head in her ass and she just cant handle it... so one night i put 2mg xanax in her drink, she passed out in her little panties, i got to fuck her 9yo ass finally! 3 x's that night... she never did noticed.. suprised i was....anyway, i moved back to flordia.. shes 14 now and absolutely hot! and a huge whore.. probably cause what i did to her... her mom found a video on her phone of her daughter using her moms dildo... she was fucking her own ass and molesting her 6 year old brother!!!! i would die to see that video!!!!

Growing up we lived across the street from Jean and Karen. I didn't know it for a few years that they were lesbians. I never gave it a second thought until my dad mentioned it one day. I was about 14 at the time and started to notice how they were always together and talked about sleeping in the same bed but they never mentioned anything sexual. Then when I was 16 I noticed one day through their front window that they always walked around the house in their bras and panties. Being a horny 16 year old I tarted to make excuses to go over to their house. They had a built-in pool in the back yard and said that I could come over and swim anytime I wanted. Even on days when it wasn't the warmest I would put my swim trunks on and go over to the pool, hoping to get a glimpse of them in their underwear. They both had really big tits and I stared a lot.

One day I went over to take a swim when they weren't home. At some point they came home and walked out back with their swim suits on. Neither suit left much to the imagination and I nearly came in my suit when they took each other's tops off and started to make out. I said "Oh fuck" just loud enough for them to hear. They both chuckled a little and slowly moved over to me. After a few minutes they walked out of the pool topless and went inside. Fucking cock teases is what they were. I had to go home and jerk off that afternoon. I'm sure if they were looking they would have seen my erection through my shorts. For most of that summer from that point on they made a point of walking around topless. I think I knew every inch of their tits as much as I stared at them. One afternoon when Karen was gone Jean asked if I could help her with something. I got out of the pool and walked inside. She was topless and only had on her panties. I was pretty embarrassed but she ignored that. She walked into the kitchen as I stared at her ass. I was starting to get hard and had to really concentrate. I was right behind her by the sink and thought she had a plumbing problem but when she whirled around she just said "You've been looking long enough. It's time you got a taste." She held up a tit to my mouth. When I hesitated she said "go ahead and suck on it. Nobody will know." I leaned in and took her nipple in my mouth. What a fucking feeling that was. I nearly creamed right there. After a bit she said that was enough. I just stood there as she walked into the bathroom. Again I had to go home and jerk off.

About a week later Jean called and asked if I wanted to go fishing with them on Saturday. My mom said it was okay so I gathered all of my fishing gear and Saturday morning we headed out. We drove for about an hour and they pulled in to a secluded spot with a nice hundred foot beach. Nobody else was there. We were all set up to fish when Jean told me to go into the truck and get her cigarettes. I brought them back and she told me to light one for her. I had smoked one of my mom's cigarettes once so I sort of knew what to do. After I lit hers Karen said to light one for her also. They got a kick out of me lighting their smokes. When it got a bit warmer they both took their tops off, and a little bit after that they shed their bras. Then Karen said "Come over here and suck on my tits like you did Jean." I was shocked that she knew. "Oh fuck honey, it's the most natural thing a young man can do for a horny woman." I glanced at Jean and she just nodded. I knelt down and started to suck on Karen's nipple. She said "That feels so fucking good." She put a hand on my neck and was rubbing my neck. My cock was getting hard when I felt Jean reach around and unbutton my shirt. She started to play with my nipples and worked her way down to my belly. Karen was holding me against her tit when Jean unbuttoned my jeans and pulled my zipper down. "Have you fucked anybody yet?" Jean asked. I shook my head no.

Jean told me to stand up so she could take my pants off. Within a minute I was totally naked on the beach with these two women. I was standing there with a raging hard-on and didn't know what to do with it. Then Karen said "Don't worry honey, we'll take good care of you." Jean was pressed against my back with her warm tits and Karen leaned in and took my cock in her mouth. Then Jean said "Just relax and do what comes natural." The only natural thing I knew was to stroke myself until I came. It wasn't thirty seconds and I was cumming. Karen didn't seem to mind at all that I filled her mouth. She swallowed a lot of it and let some dribble out of her mouth. She kept sucking and started to get hard again. Then Jean started to massage my ass cheeks. I'd never had a feeling like this before. After I was hard they had me lay down on one of their blankets. Now Karen was kneeling between my legs sucking my cock. Karen took her panties off and squatted over my face. She had a pretty hairy bush as she slowly lowered herself down and put her cunt on my mouth. She was already wet and slippery and said to tongue fuck her. I did the best I could and pretty soon she was wiggling around on my face. I didn't even realize that Jean had stopped sucking me but when she lowered herself down onto my cock I sure felt that. This went on for about 10 minutes and Karen got off of my face and got on all fours. She said "My turn stud." Her ass was up in the air and Jean said it was time to fuck Karen. I knelt behind her and shoved my cock into her wet cunt. It was soft and slippery and fucking great. Jean was behind me and reached her hand under and cupped my nuts. She was helping me fuck her girlfriend. I finally came inside her and apologized. She said not to worry as neither of them could get pregnant.

We didn't get much fishing done and finally headed home about an hour later. Needless to say I fucked each one of them several times and they sucked me off a bunch of times, one time even shoving a finger up my ass as I was about to cum. That started my life into oral and anal sex that for the last 20 years I've enjoyed. Even after I graduated and moved away I've discovered that having a cock in my ass was just as good as fucking a woman. I especially like the older heavier men as they aren't afraid to do anything with a cock. I've sucked, fucked, been fucked and everything in between. Guys, until you've had your cock in an old gay man's mouth you don't know what you're missing.

This happened about a year ago. I've been married for 25 years but don't get a log of sex these days. We have several office in the state and I'm pretty good friends with Mariah, oe of the ladies a couple of miles away. Once a year she comes to my town for training. We have flirted a number of times but that was about it. Last year when she came in for training she asked if I wanted to join her for a drink after work. I agreed and got to her hotel about 5:00. She was already about half drunk and offered to buy me a drink. Then she bought me another and a third. I was feeling pretty food when she started talking about Larry, one of her co-workers and said that the other day he grabbed her ass and she slapped him. I get pretty bold when I'm drinking so I asked her "What would you do if I grabbed your ass." She said she would welcome it. I was pretty surprised at that but thought this might be my chance. I told her to stand up, and when she did I put my hand on her ass and squeezed a cheek. She did nothing so I went farther and put my hand under her skirt and slowly moved my hand up her inner thigh and touched her pussy through her panties. When I asked if that was okay she said that there were too many people in here and I should take her up to her room.

I admit that I don't have the largest cock in town but I'm about 5 1/2 inches when hard. When we got to her room she locked the door and said that when she'd been drinking she will do about anything. I took a chance and turned her to me and kissed her. She responded and when I stuck my tongue in her mouth she moaned a little. When we broke the kiss she said she needed me to suck on her pussy. I told her I was game and started to undress her. In a minute she was completely naked. She had a killer fucking body with nice tits and large nipples. She took my clothes off as well and we laid on the bed. After making out a bit she said for me to make her cum with my tongue. She was pretty bold so I knelt between her legs and went down on her. Within minutes she was cumming. Her cunt was clean shaven and she had a large clit. I sucked on it like it was a small cock. After her second orgasm she told me to turn around. I straddled her chest with my cock at her mouth. I was nearly hard by this time. She started to suck me in a 69 position and after she had me hard as a fucking rock she said to fuck her. I rolled her over on her hands and knees and plunged my hard cock into her cunt. I started to fuck her, slowly at first then faster and deeper. I fucked hr for about 10 minutes and said I was ready to cum. She said to cum inside her and when I did she came a third time. When I was spent she had me lay down on my back and we were in a 69 again with her on top.

She sucked me until I was hard again. She had cleaned all the cum off of me and I had sucked both our juices out of her cunt. Then she asked if I could cum a second time. I said I wasn't sure but was willing to try. Then she said she had something that might help. She brought out a long thick rubber cock and said she was going to fuck me with it first. I let her. She worked it into my asshole. This was a first for me but was loving it as it was curved enough to rub against my prostate as she fucked me with it. MY cock was rock hard and she said I had to fuck her with this in my ass. She laid on her back and pulled her legs up a bit. I knelt between her and plunged my cock into her. What a fucking rush this was as I started to fuck her. It was like I was being fucked as I fucked her. I lasted about 20 minutes and said I was about to cum. She told me to cum in her mouth. I didn't argue and pulled my cock out of her cunt and quickly straddled her chest with my cock at her lips. She took me in and sucked like a vacuum. I started cumming and she took it all.

This was hands down the best sexual experience I'd ever had. She swallowed every fucking think that came out of me. He rubber cock was still in my ass and I came hard. It wasn't as much as the first time but was still substantial. When she had me all sucked out I pulled my cock out of her mouth and she said to kiss her. She still had some of my cum in her mouth and I tasted her pussy juice and my cum mixed together. If I was more of a stud I could have fucked her again. As it turned out we fucked every night of that week while she was in town.

She made it a point to come into my town any chance she had and we've sucked and fucked each other at least three times last year and she's coming to town next week. I can hardly fucking wait...

When I was about 13 or 14I had my first gay encounter with a grown man. I knew him before this happened. His name was Albert. One day he told me that his wife and kids were out of town and he wanted to have a little party with me and some of my friends. He knew some of my friends so I figured it would be fun. I asked my mom if I could spend the night with a friend and she said yes. That evening I walked down the street and around the corner to where Albert was waiting for me. We drove to his house and when we walked inside no one was there. There was a porno playing on the TV and drinks on the table. Albert said they should be showing up but never did. I was a little scared and he sensed that. He gave me some drinks and after awhile I loosened up a bit. This is where things get fuzzy to me as far as remembering what happened. I do remember Albert showing me different porn videos and magazines. Next thing I remember is Albert asking me if I was ready for bed. I had a buzz going on and I said yes. Albert pulled the couch out into a bed, gave me some shorts to sleep in then I laid down. I started to doze off and then I felt him pulling my shorts and underwear down to my ankles. I was scared so I just pretended to be asleep. Albert rolled me onto my back and finished removing my clothes. He spread my legs and started playing with my underaged cock. Soon I had a ragin hard on and he started to suck my cock. I remember how good it felt and started to relax as far as being scared. I still pretended to be asleep. Albert started licking my young asshole while jerking my cock and I didn’t want him to stop. Then he grabbed me by my hips and pulled me toward him. Still between my legs I felt Albert rubbing his cock head along my asshole. I remember think to myself “Go for it Albert!” Then he slowly started to push his big hard cock into my asshole. It hurt at first but that didn’t last long. Soon he was steady fucking me and I loved it. I remember wrapping my legs around his back and locking my anckles together. Albert was kissing my neck and sucking on my nipples. I guess at that point I actually blacked out. The next thing I remember we were laying head to toe on our sides. I looked down and he was sucking and jerking my young hard cock. I had his big dick in my hand jerking him off. I didn’t want to put it in my mouth but Albert grabbed his dick and kind of forced it into my mouth. After sucking his dick for awhile I found that I actually liked it and continued sucking and jerking his big dick. I actually remember playfully chewing on his cock head. I looked down at Albert and he was licking my cock shaft up and down. Felt so good. I put my mouth back on his cock sucked on it like crazy. Then without warning he shot a huge load of cum into my mouth. I didn’t want to take my mouth off of his big dick so I swallowed every last drop. His cock stayed hard so I continued to suck it. Eventually I blew my young load of cum into his mouth and he swallowed as well. We continued blowing each other and swallowing cum until the sun came up. I didn’t want to stop sucking Alberts big cock but he had to go to work. We got dressed and he took me home. He promised me that we would do it again. When I got home I went straight to the bathroom because I thought I had to go number two. When I was done there was nothing in the toilet but a huge glob of Alberts cum.

Believe it or not, children get curious and aroused sexually at a very young age.

When I was almost 5 years old our neighbors grandson, Alan, came to spend the summer with them. We played outside the first couple weeks then getting more familiar started our play time in the house. One day he said we were going to play doctor -patient. He would be the doctor and I was the pretend patient. He had one of those toy doctor kits. There was nobody else in the house so we went to my room. He told me to undress and lay down for my exam. With his toy stethescope he pretended to listen all parts of my little body. Doing what he told me I spread my legs and he put the stethescope on my pussy opening. He told me to turn on my tummy so he could take my temperature. I thought it was pretend until he really pushed something into my butthole. I told him "no" but he said we need a temp so be still. It was weird and then I found out it was one of his fingers when he started to bend his knuckles back and forth. I didn't dare cry out because something in my mind told me we were playing nasty. I asked him to stop but he said the exam wasn't over. He kind of started moving his finger in and out of my butthole and it hurt a little. He stopped moving his finger but he left his finger inside my butthole for a few more minutes. When he finally took his finger out I told him there is something in there, "get it out, please get it out". That is when he started finger fucking my butthole seemed like a long time. I got dressed and we promised not to tell anyone what we did.

Sometimes he was allowed to spend the night at our house to give his grandma a rest. The sofa was made into a bed for him but sometimes he would end up in bed with me. We just had to be quiet so nobody would find out we were being bad. I was facinated by his penis and why didn't I have one of those so I could stand up to pee anywhere. Things went further in my bed after getting naked and pulling the covers over us. We were head to toe and while he finger fucked my butthole I took his penis in my mouth and started sucking it like a nipple. We would go to sleep, me with his penis in my mouth and him with his finger stuck inside my butthole and I put my finger inside my vagina. We were able to hold our positions through the night. He even woke me early one morning and told me he was going to cum in my mouth, I nod my head okay and it wasn't cum but he pissed in my mouth and down my throat. I didn't dare let him piss the bed because I would be blamed. Of course at that early age he wasn't producing sperm but we did pretend.

We spent 7 summers doing everything together. We had our pretend world and carried our pretend world into reality. We would set up a makeshift camp with a tent pretending it was a cabin where I lived and him as a stranger would break in and kidnap me taking me into a forest to be his woman. The forest was a wooded area next to a creek where we would skinny dip and after our swim we would lay on a blanket in the shade as I let Alan suck my undeveloped breasts.

We played doctor many times and Alan would always come up with the story how he couldn't get my temperature so lets try this or that. He found a string of beads from costume jewelry. The beads were all same size about half inch diameter a total 25 beads. He would take his time pushing the beads inside my canal one at a time leaving the last one outside my hole. With each one, "how does that feel?" Good I told him. "How long before I am well?" After he had the entire necklace inside my butt we would go through the day running and climbing trees and swimming, all while I held the beads inside my hole. It was a lovely secret game. When it was time to remove the beads he had me on hands and knees telling me hold it in, count to 10, hold it, as he would pluck it from my squeezing anus. What I know is it felt really nasty and really good at the same time.

At that time in history nobody had thoughts about keeping their cats and dogs confined or neutered and spayed. We watched many times the dogs in the neighborhood mating and we both got excited about watching them do their thing. I'll never forget the first time we got adventurous while the dogs mated. I think I was 10 and while we were running around naked in our forest the male started hunching and humping at a female that was in heat, I spread my legs and started humping at the air then started rubbing my pussy. Alan was jacking his penis. We happened to have a jar of peanut butter with us for a snack and when the male dog finished with the female Alan told me "watch this". He smeared peanut butter around his stiff penis and called the dog over to him and the dog started licking the peanut butter off of his genetils. He said it felt good, kind of tickles but felt great, then he told me "hurry up put some on your coochie, he'll clean it off". After putting the peanut butter on my pussy I called the dog over to me "here boy, look what I have". His nose went right between my legs and I propped myself on my elbows and watched the tongue take over my hole. It was exciting and felt really good until the dog wanted no more and it was time to go home.

The following summer we were almost 11 then and we educated ourselves more about each others bodies. I was really happy to see Alan. We could hardly wait to see how much we had grown and changed. That first day we would be left alone for several hours we grabbed the chance to find out. Alan said "lets play doctor like we used to". Okay as he played doctor and I was his patient. He told me he would take my temperature, and I had so many times allowed him to finger my butthole I didn't object when he pushed his finger inside my anus. After 5 minutes he said it wasn't working so he would have to try my coochie. I lay there with one finger in my butthole and one finger inside my coochie hole. Then he started moving his fingers in and out of my holes getting me more aroused. My body betrayed me as I started hunching my hips back and forth until he told me "look, I'm getting bigger" indicating his penis was getting bigger ... and it was. I reached out and put my hand around it while it looked like it would explode, and explode it did ... he shot out cum from his pee hole. It was so exciting for both of us. I told him to do it again but he told me we had to wait a while. I asked what we could do next. My doctor boyfriend took a nozzle that fit a douch out of his bag as he told me to relax for a medical test. He coated the nozzle with vasaline, having me on my side he inserted the tip inside my butthole and began working it slowly in and out of my canal going slowly deeper with each stroke into my gut. By the time he had the entire length of the 6 inch nozzle all the way up my canal I was begging him to "do it, do it, do it" meaning him to fuck me with the makeshift dildo. I got on my hands and knees and worked my ass back and forth against the tool until I had my first true orgasm. I relaxed and told my doctor boyfriend to leave it inside me. We must have gone at it for half an hour. By that time his penis came to life again so I clutched it and started working his sheath back and forth. The whole time he told me how good that made him feel. I liked having control of his penis and when he was ready to cum he let me know he was ready. I pulled his penis into my mouth and let him shoot his wad of cum in my mouth. I made him put the bead necklace up my asshole and leave them inside me until the next day.

One day while we were at the creek having our picnic we were playing with each other and since I was his captive woman he told me to suck him until he came in my mouth. While I worked him with my mouth he finger fucked my pussy until it was almost raw. Just about the same time he started to shoot his cum in my mouth we were surprised suddenly by a visitor. His grandpa stood near us and said "well, isn't that the sweetest thing". We jumped and tried to cover ourselves, I had some of the cum dripping from my lips. His grandpa said "that's okay, let me show you something". He took his swelling penis from his pants and started jacking it getting closer and closer to us. I must have looked scared when his grandpa asked me "did you suck his cum?". I nodded my head yes, then he said that's a good girl now relax while he pushed me firmly but gently onto my back. He told Alan, his grandson, watch and learn boy. A big grown man had a big thick penis and thick fingers. He got on his knees and got closer to my face then he demanded "now girl I want you to suck this, get thirsty and suck the cum from my cock, it's happy to see you, see it smile". Of course I couldn't get the whole thing in my mouth and gagged as he would try to bury his penis into my face. "Good girl, drink it, drink it all down, don't waste a drop". His cum tasted funny kind of metalic but I managed to swallow everything he spent.

The next day we decided to stay close to the house and occupy ourselves. But the day after we went back to our picnic spot next to the creek. Skinny dipping and splashing around for a while then we saw grandpa coming to interrupt our fun. We got out of the water and going for our towels grandpa was sitting on our blanket he told me, lay down little girl. He had me on my back and told Alan "look at her titties, they are growing, why don't you suck her titties". Alan did as he was told. While he was sucking on one of my titties his grandpa told him to finger my pussy to open things up and get it juicy. I felt things happening inside my body and I got more aroused doing "nasty things" and with grandpa exposing his penis I put my hand around it and started jacking it back and forth. My hips were humping up and down on Alans fingers and started moaning. Grandpa was both gentle and commanding at the same time. He was saying, "good boy, treat her nice because she likes it and she wants it. Good girl, relax and let it happen, you are a sexy woman, show us how sexy you are". The sound of my juices meeting the friction of the fingers made it even more exciting. When his grandpa was ready to cum he got it to my mouth and again he told me to suck it and drink his exploding cum not to waste a drop. It felt so good I couldn't believe it. I was proud of myself and enjoyed being praised. After sucking his cum Alan said "I'm going to cum in your mouth now, put his cock in my mouth at the last moment to let me finish him. Grandpa left us to pick up our things to return home.

The next day Alan told me he saw his grandpa and grandma having sex that night. He said they thought he was asleep so they didn't close their bedroom door so he was in the hall watching and listening. He told me he got so excited he had wished I was there so I could suck his cum. I wish I would have been there too.

We continued our fuck fest of love all summer almost every day we did the deeds. One encounter at our picnic grandpa joined us again and things remained the same. He would speak demanding but so gentle to coax and coach us to go farther and make our fucking last longer and longer. He would complement us, "good girl, lets see your sweet honey hole, give dicky a kiss". I learned to have orgasms being finger fucked in my pussy and my butthole either at the same time or one at a time. One day grandpa came along just about the time Alan was finger fucking both my pussy and butthole at the same time. Grandpa waited a few minutes and said "let me help you with that boy". Grandpa had me get on my hands and knees and told Alan to go to my face to let me suck him then grandpa pushed his finger into my butthole in and out back and forth gently pushing my body forward to Alans cock. "That's a good girl, relax and let your body do what it wants". Then grandpa stopped stroking in and out and held his hand stationary firmly against my butthole. My body started moving to and fro spontaneously as I sucked his cock grunting and moaning. "Good boy, she wants your sweet creamy cum, the longer you make her wait the more she wants, make her wait. Good girl, beg for it".

When summer was over and Alan returned to his parents it would be a long dry spell before I could have so much fun. But it wasn't such a dry spell. Grandpa next door would sometimes find me at the picnic place. He asked me what I was doing all alone. I told him I was waiting to feed the dog that might come by. "But you only have peanut butter with you". I told him how we let the dog eat the peanut butter from my coochie. "Really?". When the dog was coming near I asked grandpa to help me, so he started pushing peanut butter inside me and then we waited. I saw the bulge in his pants as his cock was getting bigger. He watched as the dog gave my coochie a tongue bath, until I was cleaned out. I was happy to see grandpa and asked him to help me be a good girl. I begged him, please let me suck your cum, I'm so thirsty, I won't waste any. Thank you. Grandpa asked if I ever let the doggy dick inside my coochie. I told him, no of course not. Then grandpa said "we will work on that later".

That is another story.

Went to Atlantic City for two nights with a girl I work with who got a free room. Met a guy the first night and let him talk me into going to his suite in a different casino. I had smoked some weed earlier and then switched to crack and was pretty high when we got a cab. When we got to this guys suite it was amazing how nice it was and after a drink smoked more crack. I made out with the guy and did let him feel me up some but the next thing I knew there were two more guys there. I had more crack and before I knew it I was naked and having sex. I admit I never resisted anything but for the next few hours these three guys did everything sexually imaginable to me. I not only had intercourse with all of them but also performed oral sex on the three guys I think more than once.. it wasn't like I wanted to but like I didn't have a choice of what went on. I was also screwed anally by at least two of them and as many times as I wanted them to stop I never said anything. As high as I was on the crack I know I had an orgasm many times and seemed to be easily aroused. Then everything went blank and I guess I just fell asleep or passed out. I vaguely remember riding in a car and then having someone from the casino I was at taking me to my room in a wheelchair. The girl I was with let me in and I didn't remember anything until the next day. I don't know who these guys were and don't even know what casino I was at. When I got up around noon not only my vagina hurt but my anus was sore as hell. Then I wanted to throw up realizing I had the taste of semen in mouth. When I wiped my butt I also noticed semen on the toilet paper and then began to worry not knowing if these guys used condoms. I checked my vagina but didn't see any semen seeping out but knew I was penetrated many times by the pain I was experiencing. How stupid can I be to let three guys do all that to me. Its not like I never had sex before but I never had sex with more than one guy at a time. I never had anal sex before and just the thought of it still makes me sick. For the next 6 weeks I kept checking to make sure I wasn't pregnant. And went twice to get a blood test afraid of some infection. The original guy I met I remember what he looked like but the other two guys I have no recollection of them. The girl I was with kept asking me what happened but I never told her about the three guys and just said I had to much crack. I can't tell anyone about it and its the most shameful thing I ever let happen. My whole body hurt for a week an even my breasts were sore. I do remember quite a bit of it but a lot more then I remember must have went on. I can't believe I let myself be so abused and humiliated and am so ashamed of myself I can't stand it I recollect how I was in pain many times and think they intentionally spanked me because my butt cheeks were dark red the next day. I doubt I was ever asked to consent to anything and know I would not have let them have anal sex with me. What I don't understand is that I never once told them to stop and even through the painful things I never complained to them. Needless to mention that I haven't smoked any crack since then.