when my daughter was born my husband was very absent. he worked a lot which wasn’t his fault but i was very alone with my daughter. intimately and emotionally. i was trying to masterbate one day but my daughter was crying. i tried to ignore it but i couldn’t. she was 7 months old by this time so i walked over the crib and picked her up. i wasn’t wearing any pants or underwear at the time and i was still trying to satisfy myself. after she calmed down i laid her next to me and i started rubbing myself again. it wasn’t enough even after i came. i know i’m going to hell for this but i took her diaper off and just stared. finally after a couple of minutes i licked her slowly. no reaction. i slowly started eating her pussy and it felt so good to do it. i made sure to lick her clit good. after an hour i grabbed my dildo and put some lube on it. i rubbed it against her pussy and slid the tip in. she started crying and i slowly got two more inches inside her. her pussy was basically sucking in it. i fucked her pussy in it a good hour and then i cleaned her up. her father still doesn’t know. she’s 2 now.