I (m54) got married young at only 17, I soon became a father and life was going well until 1991 when we had some major money troubles.

I had a way to earn money as where we lived there was a big gay community and I was soon giving head for money in the toilets at work, I was soon found out by the company and let go.

I had to explain to my wife not only where the extra money ad been coming from but that I no longer had a job, She was most bothered by my losing the job and said she understood why I had been sucking cocks for cash and appreciated that I would go so far to provide for her and our now three daughters.

I found a way to carry on earning by getting into fetish porn and was soon dressing up in lingerie and being gangbanged while cameras clicked away, after a few times I was asked to take a dog cock in my ass for three times what I had been earning for taking five cocks.

After a day or two thinking about it I agreed and was paid what amounted to a months wage up front with double that coming to me after. I was soon on a ferry going to Belgium and upon arrival at our destination I was given a room and slept until the next day, I awoke to the sound of dos barking and found a note had been pushed under the door asking me to ready asap.

Black lingerie and heels were laid out ready and I was soon looking like a transvestite whore, Then I was guided into a room and saw a video camera on a tripod and three men with cameras.

What followed was two hours of me sucking and being fucked in the ass before being knotted for what seemed like hours before licking and sucking the dogs cock clean.

The next day I was ready to o home when I was asked to do more videos with more animals, after some discussion I agreed to do three more days filming and end my time with a live show, I phoned my wife and explained the delay and went straight back to being a whore.

I did one film with a do and its owner one with two dogs two films were done of me taking horse cock and I was even filmed being fucked by a boar pig and finally I was filmed doing a gangbang with both dogs and men, I had worn different lingerie for each film and was getting to keep it all.

The evening of my last day came around and I wore a red and black Basque with fishnet stockings high heeled boots and for a change I tied my hair back and had makeup professionally applied.

The night started with me being groped and man handled like a piece of meat by a large group of men before a dog was brought in, I was soon sucking its cock and the jeering crowd faded into the background and I went to work I sucked and was fucked by three different dogs then the boar was brought in and finally a donkey I took them all as deep in my ass as I could and was flooded with cum, to end the night I was made to suck off anyone who wanted me to and allow them to cum on my face.

For what I had done that week I was away I got paid the equivalent of a years wage at my old job, I was given a set of vhs tapes when the editing had been done and as a booster to our income I went back four more times and the last time I went I was fucked by four horse's two donkeys twenty dogs and around fifty men over a three week stay.

After Belgium changed their law making Bestiality illegal to make I stopped even though I could have gone to Hungary and carried on I thought my ass wouldn't take much more punishment so declined.

We recently moved house and my oldest daughter found the Vhs tapes and not knowing what they were got them put onto DVD and arranged a family viewing of "dads family vids"

I'm now single and disowned by my entire family but can finally watch those films again as I get fucked by my dog!

I am going to have a rant about my wife! I love her and always will but sex has never been great, that said I have done some of the most perverted sexual acts in front of her which she really loves to see.

I have been gangbanged by six men, I have given both oral and anal sex to up to three dogs at once and have even been knotted while sucking a horse's cock and have taken a horse in my ass.

But a couple of days ago I was being spit roasted by two men when one of their wife's started to suck my cock which soon made me cum as my wife never gives me head.

She is now threatening to leave me if I ever cum for another woman! so crossdressing, bestiality, group sex and even incest with my brother is fine but I cum once and she is going off the deep end.

I am a mid fifties male who is married wit children and grandchildren and as far as anyone knows that's all I am, but given the chance I am a crossdressing slut who will literally do almost anything sexual.

I will however never understand a woman, This is because my wife has helped and encouraged me to fulfil every sexual fantasy and desire I have ever had.

She has watched me suck off and be fucked by my own brother, videoed me being gangbanged by six black guys even taking two ten inch cocks in my ass at the same time, she has witnessed me being fucked and knotted by several different breeds of dog and even arranged for me to get fucked by her friends horse.

All of those things were apparently fine but a photo of me from before we met being fucked by a Pakistani man who used to pay me for sex is way too freaky and she s talking about wanting a divorce over it.

But was still happy to watch me being used at a local dogging spot by about ten total strangers before falling asleep covered in cum just yesterday! so as I say I will never understand women.

I have never bee so embarrassed in my life as I was last night! I had been out to a "friends" place to get a good fucking, I spent from around 8pm until about am pleasuring several cocks and allowed the group of 4 "friends" to do whatever they wanted to me.

Things went wrong at around 12:45am when someone put a can of monster into my ass!

I had taken one before but this idiot pushed it completely in, as he struggled to retrieve it as the last two guys sprayed cum onto my face.

No matter what he tried the can wasn't coming out so I had to go to a local A&E to get it removed, I was basically rushed out of the flat while still wearing only lingerie with cum dribbling down my face straight to the hospital.

I am a 42year old crossdressing slut but I still would have preferred not being paraded into the reception looking the way I did, to make matters worse a family fried was in the waiting room and my sister in law is the receptionist,

I had to have somebody shove their hand up my ass and position the can so it could be griped with forceps and removed, I am now sitting at home waiting for my wife to find out and will probably be getting licked out later! FML!!!

My wife's father was diagnosed with kidney failure and along with other medical conditions was been given 6 to 8 months prognosis, this led to a conversation with the family about getting some of his bucket list done before he passes.

My wife stayed until everyone else had gone and asked if there was anything at all that he hadn't already asked about that he wanted, the reason for this is before we were married my wife would regularly suck her fathers cock while he played with her pussy. they never had full sex as that would be cheating?

He told her the only thing he regretted not doing was that he had always wanted to watch somebody have sex with a dog before sucking his cock.

My wife has always known that I cross-dress and have always watched animal porn so asked me how I would feel about actually having sex with her fathers dog in front of him while she sucks his cock.

The day it was planned for arrived and the morning began with me getting dressed in lingerie and heels with a short summer dress before doing my makeup and wearing a mid length blonde wig, we went to her parents house and after a short conversation I was soon on my hands and knees sucking a very large dog cock before turning to allow the dog to mount me.

I was soon being stuffed full off cock in what can only be described as a brutal assault on my ass and was knotted with a grapefruit sized bulge, I looked over my shoulder to see my father in law balls deep in my wife's throat groaning as he was about to cum into her throat.

I asked him to pull out and cum onto my face which he did, and I loved it as he sprayed a huge load onto my face, as I licked the last drops of cum from the tip of his cock his wife entered the room called us all disgusting perverts and slapping him he argued with her for a minute before she broke down in tears,

When the dogs knot pulled free I again sucked its cock to the disgust and amazement of my mother in law, I soon felt my ass being entered as well as my father in law entered me and soon emptied another load into my ass.

It has been six months since he passed and despite her original reaction my mother in law has asked if I would like to have sex with the dog again I'm up for it I just have to talk to my wife who is still grieving.

I have been a closet crossdresser my entire life, I have never had any cause to think anyone knew and only ever had sexual activity with my collection of dildos and to my eternal shame my dog and a family owned horse.

Recently though the family dynamic changed because of a divorce and we no longer have the horse and my dog has developed cancer and his treatment means I get no sex of him.

This is where my embarrassment come's from as I was celebrating my birthday with my wife and her family I was opening my gifts of which I had never received so many before, I opened my gift from my wife and it was a lovely blonde wig with a dress and some high heeled shoes,

My in-laws had got me a fuck machine and a horse cock dildo and her aunts and uncles had clubbed together and bought me a makeover day at a top crossdressing studio.

It turns out they had all known for some time and even though they thought it was perverted and gross they liked the fact that I had kept it to myself and had never gone and had affairs with other men.

So to keep me happy they have provided me with a substitute for the horse cock until we can afford another and have told me that if my dog loses his fight with cancer they will get me a puppy of any breed I want as long as I keep it to myself and don't go fucking other men.

Right here goes, I am a married male and father of five but I am also a crossdresser who loves being used by men.

The Confession I am telling is about a revelation in my life, I have been going to a couple of local gloryhole spots for the last few years and about nine months ago I was servicing a wonderful cock with my mouth when I was asked If I would be interested in being gangbanged.

I took the chance and later that day I was being used by three guys, one of which turned out to be my Mothers Brother Richard who I have been seeing since, on Friday last week I was receiving a huge facial after an hour of sucking and being fucked balls deep in my ass by Richard when my Wife, Daughter and Mother walked in.

The shit truly hit the fan as my daughter turned and walked out but my Mother flew into an abusive rant where she let slip that Richard was actually my FATHER!!!and could not believe he would do this to me as he KNEW I was his son, my wife however just sat down and began laughing so hard she had an asthma attack.

My entire family now knows and have disowned both myself and Richard who has asked if I want to live with him as his girlfriend! I am tempted to say yes depending on what happens with my marriage.