Confessions tagged with 'masturbation'.

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There are nine boys who live nearby that see me naked every weekend. I own a small cabin upstate and go there every Friday after work. Some weekends I bring a friend but most of the time I am alone. Its been going on well over a year now. It started with one boy, and if I remember correctly it was in March of 2011. I didn't realize he was looking into my bathroom and am sure he watched me shower and dry myself. There is a large bush close to the cabin and I think he inavertantly ran into it. When I did look out he was running into the woods towards the main road. I was only devorced a few months at the time and admit the fact he saw me naked was arousing to me. It was two weekends after that and it had just gotten dark out when I saw two boys walking towards my cabin from the woods. One was the boy who was peeking into my window that first time. My cabin is fairly secluded and even the breif time I was married had little fear of privacy. The cabin only has one floor and I saw them from the kitchen window as they went around the bush near the bathroom. I had never done anything like this before and think now I was nervous about it but at the same time aroused by the prospect of them seeing me naked. I new my bathroom window was open slightly and I went in and began to get undressed knowing they were there. By the time I was only in my bra and panties I did have second thought about it but became excited and aroused again. When I was finally naked I felt myself get wet and took a very long shower and afterwards drying myself slowly and using the hair dryer while still naked. The next night the same two boys came again and I did the same. I began leaving my bedroom window open enough for them to look in and would be naked for an hour or more each time they were outside. After this going on most weekends I think it was probably about two months when I began masturbating knowing they were watching. I also began shaving off all my pubic hair, when for years I only trimmed it. I would say within 3 or 4 months other boys began coming and always with the original boy. So far I am sure there are nine that come often and perhaps a tenth boy who i have only seen twice. They always come about 8 pm and the only time I dissapoint them is when I have a guest for the weekend, which is seldom. I have recognied four of them when I go into town. One of the boys mother works in the diner I go to but when I see him I avoid eye contact with him. I have dated a few men over the past year or so but can't discribe the feeling I get when those boys are seeing me naked. As I know they are watching me masturbate I have have more orgasms than when I am having sex. I do use a vibrator all the time but just knowing they are watching gets me so hot I can't explain it. I do masturbate in the shower sometimes but 90% of the time I am in my bed wich is only a few feet away from the window. I think about it all the time and masturbate often with thoughts of getting away for the weekend again. I'm 33 years old but am sure these boys are thrilled to watch me. I make sure I get to the cabin before dark and sit at the window looking for them and they always show up. A few times we had bad storms when they didn't come but many times they did while it was raining. There are only two that I see often in town but I now recognise all of them. I do hear them sometimes and for that reason I always have music or the tv on rather loud to not scare them away. I can't explain why this is so exciting to me but I get goose bumps thinking about them watching me.

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I've always loved to masturbate. I started doing it when I was twelve, and, by the time I was thirteen, I couldn't get enough of it. I was masturbating as much as five times a day. I dated, a lot, and, experienced the usual progression of sexual experimentation, with the girls I dated. But, I still jerked off a lot.

At seventeen, I had intercourse, for the first time. I, quickly, discovered that if I masturbated before a date, I could last a lot longer during sex. It became a pretty regular thing. Then, at twenty-five, I married, and things continued pretty much the same. I was divorced at thirty. Then, the following year, I met my current wife, Tracey. We'd only been married for about six months, when it all started. I came home from work, one night, and, found her waiting for me, on the couch, in just her bra and panties.

"Take off your clothes!", she said. "Tonight, you ARE going to masturbate, for me!"

There was something very forceful in the way she said it. She didn't ask me to, but, told me I was going to. It turned me on, and embarrassed me, at the same time. But, I dared not comply! I took off my clothes, picked up the bottle of astro-glide she had sitting on the coffee table, and, after lubing up, started to slowly stroke my cock. I swear I came longer and harder than I ever had before. I loved it, and, so did Tracey. Afterward, she told me I was going to be doing that a lot more. I told her it was fine with me. We headed to the bedroom, and, had a long night of great sex, until the sun came up the next morning.

Sure enough, she began ordering me to masturbate for her, every day. Sometimes, she'd join in and masturbate, too, but, mostly, she'd just watch me. We always had great sex, afterward. About a week later, she got her camera out, and, started taking pictures of me as I stroked my hard cock. I didn't know it at the time, but, she was showing the pictures to her friend, Lynn. Tracey and her friend, Lynn were bi, and, sometimes Lynn had been in bed with us, both. It was only a matter of time, before Tracey ordered me to jack off in front of them. Soon, Lynn brought over her video camera, and started capturing the whole thing on video.

Then, one night, they told me they were going to be having a girls night, at our house. I was to be the entertainment. First, I was to be a male stripper for them. Then, I was to put on "my little show" for them. And, the evening was to end with me serving drinks to the girls, completely naked. I protested, but, they informed me that I WAS going to do it. When the time came, I was pretty nervous about it, but, found myself going along with it, in spite of my inhibitions. It turned out to be one of the best times I could've imagined. The girls kept grabbing me, and groping me, all night long.

Then, just last week, Lynn came over, with her friend, Joey. The girls peeled off their clothes, and started to make out. Then, stopping, they made us stand up, and, take off our clothes.

"We're going to change things up a little, tonight!", Tracey announced. Then, they both giggled.

"Tonight, you guys are going to jerk each other off!", Lynn said.

I protested. I said there was no way I was going to do THAT!

"Yes! You WILL!", Tracey informed me.

I started to beg and plead for her to put a stop to it.

"It's just a different cock that you'll be playing with! Stroking, no different than if it was yours. What's the difference? We've let you watch us! I've even let you fuck Lynn. If you want any more of this", she said, grabbing her pussy, "you'll do it!"

Joey and I wound up jerking each other off, and, as much as I hated to admit it, I liked it. He seemed to know just what to do to me, and, when. And, I liked the feeling of power it gave me, making him cum.

"There. Was that so bad?", the girls asked us, after we were done.

I admitted I'd liked it. Joey agreed, but, added, that they knew he was bi.

The four of us got together, every evening, after that.

Then, last night, I went down on him, for the first time. I'd never sucked a guy off, before, but, I liked it. No, I loved it. Joey returned the favor, and, I have to admit, it was the best blow job I've ever had. I guess we'll be spending a lot of time together, from now on!

#441

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I'm not in a position to own or buy myself a dildo, so I use objects around the house. I'm terrified that I'll be murdered solely for the fact that they will take a black light around the house.

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I'm a guy who has a beautiful female friend who has a peculiar way of sleeping with her eyes open. One night I visited her and we shared wine and played music, and I couldn't help being turned on by her, and I think she was teasing me on purpose because she was a bit too obvious showing off her body and giggling and flirting. Later we decided to go to sleep. She let me sleep in her bed while she slept in the sofa next to the bed. I was tipsy from the wine and turned on, and I lay there fantasizing about her and felt myself becoming aroused so I slowly stroked my cock under the cover in a very silent and discrete way so she wouldn't notice. After about half an hour I figured she must be asleep. I turned towards her and saw she was lying on her side facing me, with her eyes open as she always has when sleeping, but I could hear from her breathing that she must be asleep. I felt too warm and decided it was safe for me to remove the blanket, so I did that and also removed my underwear and then I lay there totally nude with my rock hard cock eagerly waiting to be stroked. I started masturbating slowly, being very careful not to make any noises so she would wake up. And all the time I kept my eyes looking at her to see if she would stir or something but she was also drunk and lay totally still apart from the breathing. It felt weird to lay there nude while she had her eyes open sort of looking at me even though I knew she was asleep. But this turned me on immensely and my cock was almost pulsating with excitement and I felt my heart was beating faster like a drum. I realised if she would wake up I would have no chance of hiding myself, but this fear only made me more excited. I was so hard now and it felt wonderful to lie there wanking. Soon i started feeling dry in my mouth and I noticed the familiar tingling feeling in my balls as my orgasm was approaching. I was very slow which made the sensation prolonged and i felt I was in heaven. All the time I was looking at her, and I imagined what if she really is awake and just lying there observing me? Then I started fantasizing that she was really awake and even a bit turned on from watching me...I imagined kissing her mouth to wake her up, and she would slowly undress her pajamas, and let me kiss her little nipples...and let me please her with my tongue. I was fantasizing like that all the time while looking into her eyes and stroking my cock which was now so big and warm from the immense excitement. The tingling feeling became more intense and as my orgasm approached I realised I was breathing really heavily but couldn't help myself. I was terrified she would wake up but also very turned on by this..and then I exploded in a very messy cumshot with the cum squirting up like a fountain all over me and the bed. I have never had such a big cumshot in my life, and it felt like it lasted forever. I was now breathing very hard but I was beyond caring and control, only focused on my orgasm. After a while I calmed down and my breathing became normal, but I lay there totally exhausted and covered in cum, trembling with excitement and fear...and then as I turn to check on her, she still has her eyes open and says "go to sleep now" in a sleep dreamlike voice... I put my cover back on and fell asleep after a long time. In the morning after she didn't seem different from any other day, but was in her usual perky flirty mood, giggling and joking. But still to this day I wonder if she was just talking in her sleep or really awake the whole time. My best wank fantasy is to remember that sleep over, but imagining she was awake and saw me, even feeling a little bit excited.

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For years, I have window peeped and spied in other ways on my mother and sister while I masturbated. I sneaked into Mother's bedroom, where they both showered, and made slight, un-noticeable adjustments to the curtains so that when I slipped outside, I could see them after they came out of the bathroom to towel off and put on their night clothes. I'd then slip out my bedroom window when they went to shower. I'd position myself outside the window and masturbate myself to the edge of ejaculation while waiting for them to come out of the bathroom. When they thought they were behind closed doors, drying and dressing in private, little did they know that I was pleasuring myself while peeping on them!

I still to this day, sneak their panties and thongs and masturbate and ejaculate into them, then place them back into their drawer.

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The hallway was dark. It had a stone floor, and, was dimly lit by a candle, every once in a while. One of the guys held my hand, firmly. as they led me onward. When we arrived at big, oak double doors, the other guy opened them. The room was bright white, with a marble floor. The walls were white. It was lit brightly. In the center of the room there were two alabaster pillars.

Kim and Candy were sitting on a couch, together, in just bras and panties. The six girls who had been models at the office, were all naked. They were scattered about the large room. Some were sitting on the floor. Others stood and watched as I was led inside. I noticed that all six of them had leather bands on their wrists and ankles, just like I did. The bands had iron rings attached to them. They, also, had on leather chokers, with a ring on them, too, just like mine. Having read The Story of O, I knew just what they were for. Then, I glanced over to see three guys sitting on another couch. They had on black thongs, and, were talking amongst themselves.

"Come here!", Candy ordered.

The guy who'd been holding my hand let go. I walked over to Candy and Kim, confidently, determined not to let my emotions betray me. I was scared. My half hard cock bounced between my thighs as I walked.

"Spread your legs!", Candy ordered.

Candy and Kim began to discuss my body, as if I wasn't even there. They used terms most crude. Candy made me turn around. They discussed my ass, legs, and back. They asked the girls what they thought. They asked the guys on the couch what they thought.

"Masturbate for us!", Candy, finally, ordered, handing me a bottle of astro-glide.

I was so embarrassed. Never before had I jerked off in front of so many people. And, having the guys watching, too! But, I did as I was told. One of the girls was called over, and, told to lie, face up, on the floor, in front of me. I wound up cumming all over her. After I came, another girl was told to come lick my cum off of the other girl.

Candy got up, and, took my hand. She led me over to the pillars, on the slightly raised platform, and, fastened my wrists, high above my head, to each pillar. Next, she fastened my ankles. I knew what she was going to do, but, I knew not to resist. I was determined not to let her know I was scared. I was determined not to let her know how much she was hurting me, once the whipping started, as well. She selected a riding crop and made sure to let me see it. I heard a whistle. I heard a crack. Then, I felt my ass start to burn. Even though I'd cum just minutes before, my cock got hard, again, instantly. She whipped me ten times, drawing it out, long and slow, at first, but, finishing with a quick burst of three lashes. I"m not sure when I screamed and started to cry. But, my cock stayed as hard as ever.

I was relieved when she began to unfasten me. Next, she led me over to a chair, where she, again, fastened me.

"You did quite well, with the whipping, for a first-timer!", she said. "But, don't worry, you'll be brought back here for many more, in the future. You might even learn to like it! But, now, we have a more pressing issue to take care of for Suzanne and Julie. They said they would like you to have your nipples pierced". I squirmed in the chair. The restraints were tight, though, and, it was no use.

Candy grabbed one of my nipples, firmly. It made my cock get even harder. She pinched, pulled, twisted, and tweaked it. It got really nice and hard, and, it poked and pointed out proudly.

"Oh! You liked that, didn't you?", Candy asked.

"Well....Yessss!", I hissed. I did like having my nipples played with.

"Soooo.....You really like having your nipples played with, don't you? I've never seen a guy get so turned on by it, before. And, you have really nice, responsive nipples for a guy. They're very pretty. I can see why Julie and Suzanne would like them pierced. You'll like it, too. And, it'll come in handy when.......well......you'll see, later!!!!!", she announced, gleefully.

She pinched my nipple, again, and, this time she fastened a string around it. It looked like dental floss with a noose tied in it. She pulled it tight on my nipple. It hurt a little. Then, she produced a really sharp little needle, which she poked into my nipple. I screamed in pain. She took her time pushing it through, until it popped out the other side. I almost passed out. I was crying, hard. Then, she fastened a gold ring through the hole she'd just made in me. She repeated the procedure on my other nipple, then, began unfastening me.

I was given a pair of pink bikini panties, and, a pair of black vinyl pants to put on. Then, I was told I'd be taken back to Julie and Suzanne. Candy added that I'd be coming back, in a few weeks, to stay for a while, though. But, that would be part eight!

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I hadn't gone down on Kim, yet, when Judy walked into her office. Judy remarked that she liked my panties, and, asked Kim how she'd gotten me to put them on. Kim told her that I'd already been wearing them, and, invited Judy to stay. Judy leaned on the desk, and started to kiss Kim and fondle her breasts. I was told, again, to get on my knees and eat Kim. After Kim had an orgasm, she told me to eat Judy.

Judy left after I'd eaten her, and, Kim told me I was to fuck her, right then and there, on top of the desk. But, I was NOT to cum!

We only had a few minutes to get to the boardroom and meet with the V.S. exec., so we dressed quickly. The exec was a woman named Candy. She was a little older, about fifty I would've guessed. She had black hair, and was dressed sort of goth looking. I could tell she'd been really hot when she was younger, but, I did not find her attractive, or, like her, at all. She'd brought six models with her, and, they were all dressed in nothing but bras and panties. They were all very beautiful! She made them parade around for a few minutes, then, told them to sit.

Candy began the discussion by telling us that V.S. had built it's reputation on sexy. Kim and I said we were aware, and, agreed that the campaign should be very sexy. Candy told us that the campaign would be aimed at magazines, movies, and, more adult fare than usual. It wouldn't be aimed at T.V. She asked what we had in mind. Kim put me on the spot, and, deferred to me. I started off the top of my head, coming up with an idea almost immediately. I suggested a darker, more fetish kind of ad.

"You mean like some dark S&M kind of thing?", Candy asked.

Her eyes sparkled when I said "Yes". She asked if I had anything more specific in mind. I told her it could be a group photo scene, with a few guys in it. She lit up, at the idea. Then, she asked if the men would be in sexy costume, or, maybe even panties, too. Seeing that I'd hit on something with her, I said they'd be in panties, too, of course!

Kim smiled at me, cruelly. I knew, right then, I was in trouble. She told Candy that I was wearing a pair of pink bikini panties from Victoria's Secret, right then. She told me to stand up, and, take off my clothes. I protested, but, she slapped me and told me to do as I was told! Reluctantly, I did as she'd ordered. I hated her! I was so embarrassed! Candy said she thought it was hot, and, asked some of the models what they thought. They all said it was very sexy, and, it turned them on to see a guy in panties!

"I think we should continue this at my house!", Candy announced, suddenly. Kim agreed.

The models left the room, and, I put my clothes back on. Candy and Kim took me to a limo that was waiting outside. The driver was the same blond that had driven Julie, Suzanne, and me on our shopping trip. Once inside, Kim sat on my one side, and, Candy sat on the other. As soon as we started to move, Candy reached over and tore my shirt off. My pants were undone and tugged off, next. Finally, Candy reached in her purse and produced a pocket knife. She cut the pink panties off of me.

"You've read "The Story of O", haven't you?", Kim asked.

"Yes", I answered, fearing what would come next.

"Well, you are going to be a male "O", now!", she announced, sounding pretty pleased with herself. "There is no ad campaign, but, we planned the whole scene with the boardroom out. It was just a part of some of the things you'll be subjected to!"

They went through the whole opening chapter of the story, almost verbatim. I was asked to agree to be used by whomever. I was told I could stop it all by refusing, at that moment, but, if I agreed, I would be committed to living it ALL out. I couldn't believe it, as I heard myself agree. I was told I was always to keep my legs spread. I was to keep my gaze down, and, never look one of my mistresses in the eyes.

The limo pulled down a long tree lined drive. Kim opened the door, got out, handed me my clothes, and told me I was to go to the door, ring the bell, and, go with who ever answered the door. The cool evening breeze felt funny, as I walked, naked, to the door, with my clothes in my arms. I decided not to be timid, and, walked proudly, standing straight up with confidence. I rang the bell.

Two naked men opened the door. It was a huge oak door, on a big English Tudor. It looked like a castle! Both of the guys who answered the door told me they'd been expecting me. They were both half hard, and, their cocks swung as they moved. They were both very white. Covered with some sort of white powder, I guessed. But, Their nipples and the tips of their cocks were a dark brownish-purple. They began talking in a language I couldn't understand, as they took my clothes and put them in a closet.

They led me to a white marbled room, with a huge bathtub in it's middle. It was one of those old fashioned ones, on legs.

They told me to get in, and, both of them started to bathe me. I couldn't help it, but, I thought one of them was kind of cute. The other, not so much. Sometimes, they whispered in English, other times, in the other language.

I suspected they were talking about me, but, I couldn't be sure. They told me to stand, and began toweling me off. They seemed to enjoy grabbing my soft cock and playing with it, and fondling, grabbing, and groping my ass. They even played with my nipples. The really cute one even pinched, pulled, twisted, and, tweaked my nipples.

Finally, they said I was to come with them, and, they started to lead me down a long hallway. That's where part seven comes in!