#522

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There are nine boys who live nearby that see me naked every weekend. I own a small cabin upstate and go there every Friday after work. Some weekends I bring a friend but most of the time I am alone. Its been going on well over a year now. It started with one boy, and if I remember correctly it was in March of 2011. I didn't realize he was looking into my bathroom and am sure he watched me shower and dry myself. There is a large bush close to the cabin and I think he inavertantly ran into it. When I did look out he was running into the woods towards the main road. I was only devorced a few months at the time and admit the fact he saw me naked was arousing to me. It was two weekends after that and it had just gotten dark out when I saw two boys walking towards my cabin from the woods. One was the boy who was peeking into my window that first time. My cabin is fairly secluded and even the breif time I was married had little fear of privacy. The cabin only has one floor and I saw them from the kitchen window as they went around the bush near the bathroom. I had never done anything like this before and think now I was nervous about it but at the same time aroused by the prospect of them seeing me naked. I new my bathroom window was open slightly and I went in and began to get undressed knowing they were there. By the time I was only in my bra and panties I did have second thought about it but became excited and aroused again. When I was finally naked I felt myself get wet and took a very long shower and afterwards drying myself slowly and using the hair dryer while still naked. The next night the same two boys came again and I did the same. I began leaving my bedroom window open enough for them to look in and would be naked for an hour or more each time they were outside. After this going on most weekends I think it was probably about two months when I began masturbating knowing they were watching. I also began shaving off all my pubic hair, when for years I only trimmed it. I would say within 3 or 4 months other boys began coming and always with the original boy. So far I am sure there are nine that come often and perhaps a tenth boy who i have only seen twice. They always come about 8 pm and the only time I dissapoint them is when I have a guest for the weekend, which is seldom. I have recognied four of them when I go into town. One of the boys mother works in the diner I go to but when I see him I avoid eye contact with him. I have dated a few men over the past year or so but can't discribe the feeling I get when those boys are seeing me naked. As I know they are watching me masturbate I have have more orgasms than when I am having sex. I do use a vibrator all the time but just knowing they are watching gets me so hot I can't explain it. I do masturbate in the shower sometimes but 90% of the time I am in my bed wich is only a few feet away from the window. I think about it all the time and masturbate often with thoughts of getting away for the weekend again. I'm 33 years old but am sure these boys are thrilled to watch me. I make sure I get to the cabin before dark and sit at the window looking for them and they always show up. A few times we had bad storms when they didn't come but many times they did while it was raining. There are only two that I see often in town but I now recognise all of them. I do hear them sometimes and for that reason I always have music or the tv on rather loud to not scare them away. I can't explain why this is so exciting to me but I get goose bumps thinking about them watching me.

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