I lost my virginity to my roommate Kayla while we were both really drunk in college, and got kinda aggressive with her. I have always found Kayla really attractive, which was not an unpopular opinion - she was always highly sought after by the boys. Huge tits and a skinny little waist, flat stomach, long brown-blond hair. And she has a beautiful face - brownish green large eyes, and cute pouty lips, a slightly recessed jaw. It’s hard to describe over text, but she is really cute and sexy. We had been friends in high school, and then I developed a real crush on her while we lived together as dorm-mates in college. She tried on a couple occasions to kiss me, but she had always been drunk and I wasn’t drunk so I didn’t want to because I genuinely liked her and wanted her to like me. I always just told her I don’t sleep with drunk girls, but she was always really persistent. I didn’t sleep with her until a year after the dorms, when we were renting a house with two other girls. I forget the occasion, but we were all really drunk, partying in the living room. Probably singing karaoke off our projector. I remember my other roommate, Tati, cuddling up next to me as I laid on the couch. She always would say she’s straight, but she loved to cuddle. She was beside me with her leg partially over me. I could feel her crotch pressed up against my hip. I really enjoyed her cuddles, and wish I had tried to take it further with her at some point before moving out - I think I could have turned her (eventually I think she did realize she was gay, but I would have loved to pop her cherry). I was getting really drunk, and Kayla was pouring us all more shots. At a certain point Kayla piled on top of us, and began straddling me. I felt the heat of her cunt on my lower stomach and I felt my clit twitch. There was this look in her eyes and the tension crackled between us. She pecked me playfully on the lips and rolled off us slowly. “Do you want to go lay down in your room?” She asked me innocently. I told her I did, and eagerly climbed over the back of the couch, following her to my room that was right next to the living room. When we got onto my bed, we just cuddled and rolled around drunkenly together. Neither of us initiated it, but as we rolled, our lips met. That was all it took. She was a wet kisser, her tongue swiped against mine and we drooled into each other. I offered to get us some more booze from the kitchen and I scurried out quickly to retrieve it. When I got back I gave her a double and I took a shot of water. I was already drunk but I wanted her to be even more willing, although she was already really fucked up. As soon as she had downed them, we were kissing again. I sucked her tongue and held the back of her neck, my other hand hungrily groped her sides and stomach. Between the kissing we both took our clothes off, but I hardly remember our lips leaving each other. She eventually broke the kiss and started pushing my head down. Her pussy was always shaved completely smooth, something I had forgotten until that moment. I nosed her slit and and lapped at her hole. It tasted so good, she was so wet. She was the first pussy I had ever tasted and I wanted to lick and suck her forever. I probed my tongue into her and ate up her sticky wetness. My nose nuzzled hard against her while I tongue fucked her as deep as I could. I was so horny I was grinding and humping against the bed. She stared protesting quietly, saying something like, she hadn’t gone this far before, and she wasn’t sure. I pinned her with one arm over her pelvis and one wrapped around her thigh and kept going. My mouth moved up to find her clit and I sucked it gently. She started pushing my head away weakly. My head was spinning and I couldn’t stop now. My pussy was so swollen and hot. I slipped a finger inside her and felt her squeeze down on me and she let out a desperate moan. I added more fingers and curled them inside her while sucking her off. I felt her tightening and she pressed herself into the mattress to get further away, but that just made me go harder. Suddenly I could feel piss gushing out of her as I fucked her hard. I opened my mouth to suck her piss and clit at the same time. Her hot piss tasted so sweet and I slurped up as much as I could as she now humped her bald pussy into my mouth. She pulled me up to kiss her again and I eagerly crawled up to her and feverishly kissed her - I wanted her to taste her own cum. I was still so horny and started straddling her leg while kissing her aggressively. I wanted to get off too. Again she squirmed under me but I held her tightly under me and started thrusting my pussy against her leg, and my knee into her pussy. Her expression looked kinda scared but she wasn’t going to stop me. I didn’t care that she didn’t like it, in fact it made me so hot that she was so pathetic against me. I caressed her face gently and kissed her, smashing her lips. I repositioned us so I was sitting up, hugging her leg against my body, and forcefully fucked my pussy against hers. I was way stronger than her and held her tight, she couldn’t get away in the slightest. I roughly pinched and pulled on her tit while I rode her. My large clit was so swollen and it felt so good to rub against her smooth slick pussy, it felt like I was really inside her. Soon I could feel myself orgasming and I bucked against her uncontrollably as my clit throbbed and I peed a little. I slowed and rubbed my pussy against her in soft circles, jerking slightly as I overstimulated my clit. I collapsed next to her, and held her tight against my sweaty body until I fell asleep. When I woke up I found her in her room. We didn’t talk about it the next day and everything stayed the same as before. She said she didn’t remember anything from the night before, but didn’t bat an eye when I returned the shirt and shorts she left in my room, so I think she was lying about blacking out. I still have her panties that she left in my room and sometimes stuff them partially inside my pussy when I think of her and jerk off with the material against my clit and urethra hole until I squirt into them. I can feel my clit throbbing as I write this and remember her.