I was 11 when I got fucked for the first time. It was with my cousin who was 19 at the time. I have brother who is a little more than a year older than me. Back in 08 my mom had got a job in the city at a hospital. She was to worked overnights on the weekends, 12 hr. shifts. So we needed a babysitter to watch me and my brother to make sure nothing would happen to us. So the way the story goes, she asked my aunt if she could watch us but, she said she had a better idea, let her son baby sit us. He was a high school dropout and wasn't doing anything but, sitting around smoking weed and drinking with one of his buddies all the time. Anyway, my aunt said let him do it to give him some responsibility and keep him off the streets for the weekends. At first he said no way but, his mom said that if he didn't do it, she was going to kick him out of the house. I guess he agreed to it but only if his buddy could hang out with sometimes. My mom said it would okay as this arrangement was only temporary until she got some money under her to afford a "good" sitter. So when he started, he and his friend would usually just sit outside drinking and talking while me and brother just stayed inside watching TV. After about a month or so, on Friday, my cousin's pal didn't come over. I ask him why he wasn't there and he just shrugged his shoulders and kept drinking his beer. Anyhow later that night, all was about to change as I got fucked by him for the first time. My brother and I was watching some wrestling but, my brother feel asleep. So my cousin came in and started watching with me. "Do you like wrestling?" I said yeah I like watching. Then he ask me do I like to wrestle and before I could really answer, grabbed me and play body slam me on the floor. Then he started tickling me as he kept roughing me around. I was having fun with him as we kept doing this. Then he was on top me counting to 3 like he was pinning me to win the match. but, then I felt his had cock pressing against me as he was on top me flush. He started rubbing it around on me some. I asked "what's that hard thing in your shorts"? He got up off me and told me "lets go outside while your brother is sleep and will tell you" So we went to my room and cousin said he wasn't going to talk to me like I was a little girl. I just shook my head okay. He then just told me that it was his dick that was hard. He asked had I ever seen a dick before and I shook my head yeah. He asked whose and I said my brother's when we used to take a bath together when we were much smaller. Then he started explaining to me what guys do with their dicks. He said the 2 things we do with them is piss and put them inside girls pussies and then go in out. That's called fucking. I knew what it was but, just the fact that he was so blunt about it was crazy to me. He also told me that boys like to feel a girl's pussy with their fingers also. He asked had I ever let my brother or any other boy touch me there and I shook my head no. He asked me then would I like a boy to feel on my pussy? I shook my head no again. He asked me why not and I said that's nasty. He said no it's not, a lot of people do it all the time and someone's going to do it to you and you will like it. I shook my head no again. Then he started explaining like this and, I will never forget it "It's just like when you were little and saw all the big kids riding bikes or swimming and having fun, then you wanted to learn to ride or swim, right"? I shook my head yes and then he said," if saw people fucking and having fun doing it, you would like learning to do also. You just don't see people doing it because it's done in private." "You know why my dick got hard when I was on top of you, because I got excited to be on top and know my dick is telling me It wants to go inside your little pussy." "I want to be the first to go inside your pussy with my dick." He then put his hand between my legs and rubbed mu pussy though the pants I had on. He asked me had I ever kissed a boy on the lips from school and, again, shook my head no. I was so mesmerized by what he was saying because he wasn't using little girl terms like pee pee and thing. he was using "nasty" words grown ups used only around each other. He then said he was going to kiss me on the lips like a grown woman and he did and I liked it. He kept kissing me while feeling on my pussy through my pants. Then he put my hand on his cock. after a few minutes of this he told that because we didn't have a computer in the house (and smart phones weren't around yet) he couldn't how much fun people have fucking so, he was going to show me. We went outside in the back. We didn't live to close to anyone at that time so there really wasn't a reason to think we would get caught someone other than my brother and, he was still sleeping. There was a stone type something we could sit on. So he pulled his cock out and looked so big and I was scared to let it me. I didn't think it would go inside me. He told that "babies come out of the woman's pussy when they are giving birth so, my dick will go in. We will just have to slowly work it in." He then pulled down my pants and panties and began to rub my bald pussy with his fingers and I started getting wet. I though I had to pee but he said "that it's just natural pussy juice and that help me slide my cock in when I'm ready stick it in and fuck you." After a few more minutes of rubbing each other and kissing, he then lifted me up enough to go ahead and start slide his cock in. H started to gently ease me down on his dick. Little by little, my pussy was starting accommodate his, what I thought, massive manhood. As it kept going in, my pussy was stretching like it never had been stretched before. He kept kissing me to try and my mind off the slight pain I was feeling. The his cock reached mu hymen and that's when he covered my mouth and told this will hurt some but it will stop in a few seconds and it will start to feel good again. he wasn't to gentle then we he sorta rammed his cock through my hymen. I t really hurt and I tried to scream out loud but. his was firmly over my mouth and he was holding me pretty tight so I couldn't get off him. After ab out a minute or so the pain started to quiet down. He wiped away my tears and told me he was sorry that he did it the way he did but, that's the quickest way take a girl's cherry. He said to me that I will never experience that pain from fucking again. Well he kept fucking me, blood and all, I started enjoying it. It started feeling really good along with him kissing me like he was. When he was about to cum, pulled me off him shot his load right on to my pussy area. He told me that was cum and it helps to make girls pregnant and have babies. After that, we went inside and clean off the blood and cum from us. After put my brother to bed in his room, cousin fucked me again that night and he came in my pussy each time he fucked me. I eventually had my first orgasm that night as well. Fortunately, I wasn't having my periods yet because I'm sure I would have gotten pregnant that night. The next 2 nights he was there he did sneak into my room late and would wake me to fuck. A couple weeks later my brother went to a sleepover and my cousin and his friend were watching me and he talked me into letting both of them take turns fucking me. His buddy wanted to do a DP but cuz said no, my ass wasn't ready to be fucked like that. A two weeks later, because they weren't able to fuck me because my brother was always around, they wanted to include him, really so they could just fuck me whenever they wanted. Turns out my brother had been wanting to fuck me for some time. They started gangbanging me almost from the time left for work until the next before she got. Seems like one of them was always fucking me. My cousin then just told his mom and mine that instead of getting "good" sitter, he would just do it for free. They went along with it. This went on for about two years, the baby sitting and the fucking. After that we were old enough that it wasn't really needed. My cousin still fucked me when we could until I was 16. He and his buddy went to prison on some drug charges. My brother and I fucked each other regularly into our early twenties but, the novelty of incest and underage screwing has faded. We hook up once in awhile for old time sakes.