Despite the fact that I am gainfully employed, college educated, and a all around up standing citizen, I occasionally play with Tina. When I decide to see her, I always find myself in the craziest situations.

Like, when I took two days of vacation from work, got a motel room, and let my dealer pimp me out via to his other customers, friends, other men staying in the motel, and even on craigslist.

I've never done such a thing. I'd usually get high and call up my regular fun time guys, but this time I don't know why I did this.

Day 1 I was with 15 guys before I had to stop. I made over a thousand dollars. that was just nice.

Day 2 My dealer convinced me that it would be more fine if all the guys could do me at once and if I allowed anal. I did, it was fun, sinful, kinky, and sexy. I've never been with that many men before. Can't believe guys would even pay for such a thing.Those who wanted to do anal paid even more. I even willing and eagerly accepted more money to give rimjobs to some of the guys. made a lot of money.

After day to was done and me and my dealer split the money (i kept most of it) I let him have me all to himself. He said he wanted to push me for being such a slut. He blindfolded me, tied my hand and feet, and made me lay on my stomach on the bed and left for what it seemed like forever. When he came back he wasn't alone he'd brought with him two of our mutual friends (more he's) and then they took turns fucking me in the ass. Since i was in the position i was in they'd only give me a hit of Tina in my ass.

It was amazing, but once I sobered up I'm not sure how i feel about it at all.

My dealer has all to ready for us to do this again and he feels that I shouldn't feel to bad because at least I got paid...I don't know maybe it's time for me to leave this drug alone. Or just be okay with turning into a totally disgusting slut