I am 15 and I lost my virginity by raping my physics teacher after school. He is a nice looking guy, 23yo recent graduate and he turned out to also be a virgin. I basically stayed after class, it was a a friday afternoon already, to ask some question and be tutored a bit. I then drugged him by slipping rohipol or smthn that I got from a friend of mine into his coffee.

I then lied him down and take his keys to lock the door. Then I started to get naked and touch myself as I was becoming quite horny from the thought of getting caught there.

I gradually wanted to see more of his body while I was working on myself next to him and got him naked.

Then I decided to put his soft penis in my pussy to basically get the feel of it, but as I sat on him it started to be getting hard inside me perhaps from the warm wetness.

I did not really plan to go this far and started to panic but when I tried to get up my body sorta took over and my hips got down again.

It felt so good that I started to repeat it... but it slowly started to begin to hurt a bit from the pressure as he got really hard by then, however, I could not stop at that point.

After about 7 more sit ups I made on him I felt my legs to trouble and I collapsed onto him. I screamed because he now got fully deep inside me, I clenched my legs together and felt him pulsating inside me. At that moment it sorta felt like a being inside a human heart and hearing the deep *dum dum* sound, while trying to catch my breath. Ngl I pretty much lost sight in my eyes for the second when I fell.

Honestly I thought it was just my orgasm at that moment. I lied there for some time and then started to feel like I had wet myself. It wasn't untill few moments later I noticed sticky fluid dripping from me now onto my thigh.

I got scared and and tried to get it out with my hand and things got even messier, I literally had no idea what was going on. After basically accidentally getting it all over my body and unable to do anything while smelling terribly I dressed up and ran away, home.

I then googled what was going and realised my teacher 'came' inside me.

I mean... I was 15, I did have some idea about the stuff I wasn't complete idiot, but experiencing it like that with none instruction was terrifying.

I never saw him again and next week we had sexual abuse awereness and sex education workshop at school.

I never told anyone what happened.