ok, well I have had a few fantasizes about fucking the shit out of one of my guy friends (I'm a guy but completely stright, I think). And when he was sleeping over my house one night I got really horny and he wasn't fell that well, so I gave him and advil and some sleep meds. When he fell asleep after we played black ops I stood over him pulled and my dick I'm stroked it on his face and then worked up the courage to pull down his shorts and give him head while i dreamed of him fucking my tight little ass. thank god he never woke up during this, I don't know what I would o done because he's my best friend and I love him and I'm only 13 and if he didn't think the same way as me he would probably never forgive me and I would have to go through 5 more years of humiliation at school. like I said, I'm straight I'm wan to fuk a few girls in my school, but not as much a I won't to him. and somtimes I dream of his monsterous dick sliding around in my mouth. I'm so confused about my life and I don't think my parents would except the fact that I might be gay.