My friends all think I'm sexually active but I actually still a virgin.

I am an 18 year old female that was raised in a very strict Christian household and up until about two months ago was a virgin ...two years ago I became obsessed with porn...mostly naked girls...I am not a lesbian, I just felt that it wasn't as bad since I had all the stuff I was looking at...I still look sometimes now, but also at other types of porn even though I am in a very healthy relationship with a boyfriend of many months that I am very much in love with...

I'm a virgin but I fantasize about being fucked hard every night. some nights I wonder what its liked to be raped.