I'm 20 years old, not as dumb as people think of me but have let myself be manipulated by an older woman. Paula is 53 and since I was 17 has slowly inticed me into a submissive situation. Its not that I couldn't stop it if I wanted to but I am so used to it I now crave her attention. I was in high school when I first began doing chores for her, mostly painting and cutting grass etc. She is older than my mother, not at all an attractive woman but she always treated me and paid me very well. I lived 8 miles away so she would pick me up and take me home all the time. Her and my mother knew each other slightly and my mother approved of me working for her. She came for me every Saturday morning and would always insist I stay for dinner before she took me back home. It wasn't really like working because she catered to me all the time insisting I take a break often. She began insisting I wear the work clothes she bought for me and before dinner time always insisted I take a shower. I should have known she was a little crazy right from the start but she was so good to me I never questioned her. Only a couple months went by when she would come into the bathroom as I was in the shower. The door didn't lock but I never thought she would do that. The first few times she came in it was very embarrassing and I'd cover my penis with my hands. She began telling me there was no reason for my modesty and in a short time convinced me to let her watch me shower. She said she used to watch her children shower but I found out from my mom that Paula never had any kids. I think I got used to it because she would always give me an extra $10 everytime she watched me. I never told her I knew she didn't have any kids and I'm not sure why but I started likeing it when she was there and often got a hard on. I know I was still 17 at the time when she told me it would be ok for me to masturbate. I was to embarrassed but after a few weeks of her telling me to I finally did as she just smiled and watched me jerk off. After that things got wierd when she started asking if she could wash my back and I wasn't sure I wanted her to but I let her do it. Every Saturday she would wash more of me and as old and ugly as she is it got me turned on when she washed my penis and testicals. I always got a hard on and she would tell me to masturbate and I would. I'm not sure how long it went on like that but then she began jerking me off all the time. I never had anybody do that for me before so I never tried to stop her. She mentioned often that I shouldn't tell my mother that she bathes me but there is no way I would anyhow. I was 18 by then and she began asking if I would stay overnight and she would take me home on Sunday. My mom thought she had extra work for me to do but thats when Paula began giving me massages Saturday nights. I was embarrassed by it the first time mainly because I was laying there naked. She had already jerked me off before dinner and now she was putting oil on me and jerking me off a second time. I still don't understand her but I do whatever she wants me to. I have never seen her naked and she has never wanted me to touch her. I think she has a fetish for young guys and just found out a few weeks ago there is another young guy who goes to her house during the week. I don't stay overnight every Saturday but do most of the time. She gave me her old car last month so now I drive there myself every week. She likes seeing me naked and she likes jerking me off. I think she is crazy but I must be too.