I am not a pedophile. But my friends daughter is making me feel like one. She's only 12. I'm 24. She is incredibly beautiful with long black hair, well read, intelligent, dark and mature sense of humor, loves horror movies, and stealing her mom's phone to sneak away and watch porn. I know about that because her mother told me about her search history. First time I met her, she was wearing a red shirt that cut off just above her belly, and daisy dukes. Her belly, sexy legs and bare feet were on display. She was very playful and physical from the start. Blowing bubbles at me and placing my hands on her hips. I was instantly aroused. She's had me playfully touch her since.

She loves having a hand around her neck, and her legs caressed. More than once, she has backed her ass up against my dick on purpose. I don't instigate much further. I've had multiple moments alone with her where I could have done something but didn't. I still sorta wish I did.

I love her sexy ass legs, I want them around my neck and down my back as I lick her pussy. So clean, untouched, wet and pink. I want my dick in her throat. I can't go to sleep without imagining her in my arms with her legs wrapped around me and my dick buried balls deep in her 12 year old cunt.

Next time we're alone and she tries to instigate anything, I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna take her to her room, get our pants off, and rub my dick all over her and in her holes, have her toes in my mouth. Godddd, I wanna die because this isn't right and I can't tell anyone.