I’ve never been into women… until recently.

I’m f32, dating a sexy m33. I’m very plain and have bad self esteem issues. I’m chubby and have stretch marks from having kids.

One day I came home from work early, and I could hear moaning. Assuming my bf was playing a prank, I burst into my room laughing… but it wasn’t a joke. He was balls deep inside my best friend.

He quickly jumped up and apologized over and over, said it wasn’t what it looked like. I’d had my suspicions about the two of them, but he assured me I was crazy.

I was devastated, so heart broken. I cried everyday. She’s everything I’m not. She has red hair, she’s thick, pierced nipples, tattoos. I kept hearing his moan in my head, seeing the look of ecstasy on his face, I heard the bed slamming into the wall and her screaming. Weeks went by of us arguing. He assured me he’d never see her again, he only wanted me, I was beautiful.

I went through his phone and to my heart break and horror, he’d been fucking her for months. He told her when he fucked me he pictured her, he jerked off to her, he used condoms with me but refused to with her. He’d joke about how I’d give him head unknowingly after he’d been inside her. They were insulting me and he said he got turned off by me.

I confronted her, destroyed. How could she? She was my best fucking friend.

She told me I’m a fat, ugly loser and my bf deserved better. She graphically described him pleasuring her and the things he’d say.

I attacked her, I couldn’t take it.

And she kicked my ass. Surprisingly, I don’t know why, during it her words started turning me on. She grabbed my hair and told me I’m a fat disgusting slut. She said he didn’t want me at all, just her. She asked if I could blame him, and beat me until I said no. She asked if I wanted to see the pussy that stole my man and I cried and begged her not to, but she lifted her skirt and shoved my face in her pussy. She overpowered me and told me to lick it. I cried and begged and pleaded, busted and heart broken, but she told me to eat it. So I did, and she tasted so good. After a minute I was reaching up to touch her big tits while she grinded into my tongue and told me my bf eats pussy better, that I’m disgusting and desperate for eating the cunt ruining my family. I was rubbing my pussy and soaking wet. She grabbed my back fat and gagged, then pushed me down to ride my face. She made me tell her she can have him, that I’m not as good as her, that she’s better in every way. I told her I’m disgusting, I’m desperate, I’m ugly, I’m fat, I’m a useless whore. She came all over my face and then smacked me. She spit on me while I cried.

She’s still fucking my bf in my bed. She still beats on me and humiliated me and now he does too. I listen to them fuck and play with myself desperately. I lie where they fucked and fuck myself. I read their texts and tease my nipples. I picture his face and hear his moan constantly. If he isn’t around she forces me to pleasure her while she tells me how disgusting I am for enjoying it. God I’m disgusting.

And I’ve never been so happy. I hope he does get her pregnant. I’ll raise their baby while he fucks her perfect pussy every night.