I am a lesbian, virgin, 14 and deeply insecure about my body and pussy.

I've been that way for like 4 years, I started discovering my body at 8, but started only realising thats somethings 'wrong' at 11.

I saw so many people call my type of pussy ugly, gross and disgusting. I'm an outie. It made me very insecure and worried.

I saw many people also tell me that "you need to find a good man and he won't care" but I'm lesbian. I don't want men. What about women? Do they care? What if my future girlfriend will hate me for how my body looks? What if it engrosses her? What if my body will disgust her and make sex with me unpleasant?

I have decided to get labiaplasty when I turn 18 so I can finally feel that im not gross and dont have an ugly "roast beef"