My bf cheated on me. Instead of getting mad, I got weirdly turned on .of course I was heart broken but he wanted better. He was a very attractive lean man, toned and tattooed. I had 4 kids and was loose, saggy, and 230 lbs. I had a friend, we’ll call her Jade. Jade was younger than me, blonde, cute c cup tits perky as hell, the fattest ass I’d ever seen… I started fantasizing about her fucking my boyfriend. I’d invite her over and I’d always tell him she was a total slut. I left them alone hoping he’d fuck her hard. Of course, it did work, and before long every time I left he was throwing her around fucking her hard everywhere in my house including my bed. She’d laugh about how clueless I was, he’d tell her how sexy she was and how it was the best pussy he ever had… I had hidden cameras and loved to watch how hard he’d fuck her. He NEVER fucked me like that, ever. She didn’t tell me I was fucking him, ad he didn’t either, but eventually she started texting me kind of bullying me and calling me down, sending me random sexy pictures. She’d ask me for pics of my fat or stretch marks and call me names… omfg it was so hot. I just wanted her to sit on my face so fucking bad.

A couple years later, I found out he had been seeing his ex again. Not sexually, just breakfast and stuff. I didn’t get mad at him because I wanted him to fuck her. I often fantasized about them fucking when he and I would have sex. So eventually, of course, he did. Sexy little Latina, fat ass, chubby but sexy chubby. He threw her onto my bed and said “look, you’re making me cheat, that’s what you want isn’t it?” She said “yes” and I melted. He fucked her all while calling her a whore, and she said “but you missed this pussy huh? I bet you get boring pussy now” and I’ll never forget his reply “you have the best pussy in the world, I always picture you when I fuck her” I came instantly. Now I watch the videos of him cheating and play with myself constantly. I can’t help it I know it’s wrong but omfg it gets me off so hard.