Drug addict? Yes I am, but over the last year I became able to control how much I use. Oddly, the reason for it is my compulsion to exhibitionism. I live alone and my small house became a hang out for 6 neighborhood girls. Mixed races, two under 18 at the time and for some reason they all seemed to like me. I admit giving them weed to smoke sometimes but my drug use was so out of control I made a fool of myself. I was 32 when it began and the oldest girl was only 21. The only time I was sober was once a week when I collect my profits from two small businesses I own. I make a fairly good living from them and know I could make more if I took more interest in them. Instead, I let 2 managers run them knowing they are skimming the profits somewhat. Anyhow, all these girls have family problems and I guess they felt comfortable hanging out at my house. It wasn't that I was having sex with any of them but I was so strung out most of them time it was common for them to see me naked. Now I'm not bragging or anything but I know I am a good looking guy. I'm not especially well hung but do have an average size penis. There are many times I can't remember things but know I jerked off in front of these girls many times. I never asked any of them to masturbate me but last year Janell did. The thing is, I was so buzzed at the time I didn't know she did until she told me the next day. That is sad and at the time my drug use began shortly after I woke up it day and only escalated. By late afternoon I would begin drinking, smoking weed and crack most of the time. Sometimes the girls were here and I didn't even knoe they were. Evette and Dana both had keys and they pretty much came and went as they pleased. Often one or two of them would stay overnight but I had never had sex with any of them. Once I was high without thinking about it I always took of my clothes. I was never sober enough to be embarrassed about being naked in front of them. Gail is the only girl that is actually pretty and built nice. Out of the other five two are very skinny and the other three heavy. I did a few years ago have a long relationship with a real nice girl but she dumped me because of my drug use. That is the last time I have real sex with a woman and from then on have only been masturbating. After I found out Janell jerked me off I began to realize how bad the drugs and drinking were affecting me. So I began to slow down with them not entirely giving them up. Thats when I began appreciating the fact that I could expose myself to these girls whenever I wanted. With less drugs I was aroused more often and even the girls would comment that I had more erections around them. Janell is one of the heavy girls, not very good looking but was more than willing to masturbate me even in front of the other girls. Over this year all six have jerked me off and about 7 months ago Evette asked if she could shave off my pubic hair and I have been bald down there ever since. Evette became the most aggressive of them and for the last five or six months they all have became that way. I suppose they only think of me as a drug addict and have began taking advantage of me. What they try to do is to humiliate me but I willingly allow them to do it. I never have any clothes on when they are here, sometimes only a few and often all 6 are here. They shave my pubic hair every week sometimes twice and have used a vibrator inserting it into my rectum. I think they enjoy making a fool of me and think I am still wacked out on drugs all the time. What they don't seem to realize is how much I enjoy it. What they feel or think of me is of no concern. I have never had sex with any of them and have never even seen any of them naked. The turn on for me is to have them see me naked and I truly appreciate how they are so willing to masturbate me.