#496

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This is something few people know about even though I live in a very small town in up state NY. I'm a 42 year old female who has been terrorizing and demoralizing a young guy since he dropped out of high school. His name is Byron, his mother is white and the town drunk. His father is black and no one has seen him in more than ten years. I never liked Byron and always dispised his mother and father. Byron will be 20 next October but I have succeeded in having full control and obedience from him. He is so afraid of me I have complete domination of him and have totally broken him down. He was a little skinny, foul mouth punk and yet when his mother threw him out of her house I let him move in with me and my friend Connie. He had no job and quit school a few weeks before that. I set a list of rules for him and started by having him do yard work and painting. He knew I didn't like him and he knew my reputation as being a tough and arrogant woman. This I have to explain since my up bringing wasn't good. I was molested and abused as a small girl and had relationships with some men I don't care to think about. I'm a big woman and always felt used by the men I had relationships with. I don't think of myself as a lesbian but as a bisexual. Connie and I have been lovers for 6 years and she moved in with me 5 years ago. When Byron moved in both Connie and I read him the riot act and I informed him he would do as he is told and if not he would be punished. I belittled him and ridiculed him, telling him he was a shrimp and that I considered him trash. I informed him I was nothing like his parents and that I was big enough to spank him if he got out of line. That first day I even smacked his face just to show him who was the boss. It took less than a month the first time I actually did spank him and he wimpered like a small child. What caught my attention most was when I made him take off his underware in front of Connie. Tears rolled down his face even before I began spanking him. He is light skinned even though his father was black and has a small penis. I could see the humiliation in his eyes and rather than feel sorry for him it gave me a sense of power and domination which I have never had over a male before. I shamefully admit that I enjoy the aspect of humiliating males. I started taking more advantage of Byron more frequently as time passed and Connie also enjoys humiliating him as often as possible. After the first spanking it occurred to me that Byron was actually shy. He was so embarrassed that Connie and I saw his penis and that I made him lay half naked over my lap he wanted to cry. The second time I made him take all of his clothes off and and let Connie spank him naked. Afterwards I made him stay naked for hours dustiung furniture and mopping the kitchen floor that way. He had a frown on his face and tears in his eyes the entire time. From then on he is naked for every spanking he gets. Its probably over a year now that at least once a week I make him do chores around the house completely naked. He calls us Miss Nel and Miss Connie all the time and when I tell him to get his clothes off he always says "please no". Either me or Connie spank him every week and sonmetimes more than that. The fact that we make him go around naked bothers him more than the spankings and thats why I do it. There are certain friends of mine and Connie who we often let them see Byron naked. Julie and Dawn seemed to like it the most. I have them over more often than some other friends and will call Byron into the living room and make him strip down in front of all four of us. He has cried a few times but still obeys me when I tell himm to undress. What makes it worse for him is when he is naked I make him wax the furniture and vacuum the carpet while the other girls are watching him. He has become like a puppet and does whatever Connie or I tell him to do. Its also been over a year since we began making him masturbate in front of us. It started when one night Connie walked into his room and caught him jerking off. At least one night a week we make him strip and masturbate in the living room. Once he is naked we make him put newspaper on the floor and more often than not have one or more of our friends over to watch also. Connie tells him it punishment for his dirty mind. I don't think his erection is any more than about 5 inches at the most and know he is completely humiliated when we make him do this. As he strokes himself he also has tears in his eyes and never looks at any of us. Connie is the one who makes him move around and always makes him turn and bend over. She makes him speard his cheeks apart when doing this forcing him to expose his anus and a back view of his scrotum and penis. She does this just to embarrass him more and I can't imagine what he is thinking when Connie makes him do that. He knows he has to cum on the newspapers and afterwards has to roll them up and put them in the trash. To make matters more degrading we make him thank us for watching him and telling us what a bad boy he is. Dawn enjoys mocking him also whereas most of the other girls don't say much to him. Dawn likes asking him embarrassing questions often telling him how small his penis is and asking how often he masturbates and if he has a girlfriend, which he does not. He is still a shrimp but no longer a foul mouth brat and is truly afraid of Connie and I.

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