#493

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In 2003 I was 19 and thought I was a pretty tough guy. I lived in a rough area and made a mistake by dating Monica a few times. She was an attractive girl but tough and a little crazy. One night we got into an argument and she hit me across my back with a baseball bat. I did smack her but she kept coming at me scratching and swinging the bat at me hitting me several times. I finally punched her so hard I knocked her down and broke her nose. I thought that was the end of everything until about two weeks later. It was late on a Friday night when this big guy came up to me and began beating the hell out of me. I had never seen him before but later found out it was Monica's cousin. I was never unconcious but he picked me up and put me in a van where Monica, and two other girls were sitting. I'm still not sure whose house it was but her cousin and Monica dragged me into the house as I was still hurting badly from the beating I just took. Now there were two other girls there and they were all cursing at me and the one heavy girl smacked me across the face so hard I almost passed out. Of the four other girls the only one I had ever seen before was Monica's friend Angie who was the whore of the neighborhood and the one who smacked me. I was hurting so bad I could hardly move when Monica's cousin put rope loops over my wrists, punched me in the face again and pulled me face down over the dining room table. He tied my hands to the legs on each side and I don't know who started it but the girls began to undres me pulling my sneakers and jeans off first. I was helpless and once they stripped me my legs were pulled apart and tied. I couldn't move and was bent over the table with my feet on the floor and all I had on was socks. Thats when one of them began beating my ass with a belt or some kind of strap. When I began screaming Angie shoved my underware into my mouth. They just kept beating me and I don't know which one or if they all did but they even hit my testicals and penis. I can't discribe the pain I was in and was on the verge of passing out many times. Aside from the physical pain they were inflicting on me they kept making me apoligize to Monica, whose eyes were still black and blue from when I had punched her. I never knew what they used but they began shoving something like a dildo into my rectum. There were pauses at times but they continued beating me and forcing whatever it was into my rectum. I knew Monica hung around with a tough crowd but these girls where animals. There were times I couldn't control myself and they made me beg them to stop and I would begin crying and saying anything for them to let me go. I have never been so humiliated in my life and had never been in so much pain and once peed on the floor. It finally stopped just before daylight Saturday morning and I don't know if he was there the entire time but Monica's cousin untied me. Angie was the one who did the most talking and told me to get dressed. Her, Monica and the other three girls all threatend me along with her cousin. Her cousin even said he would kill me and I did believe him. The whole time they were threatening me I just sat there naked on the floor. Monica's cousin handed me my clothes and stood me up to get dressed. By this time I was so humiliated I began crying again. The embarrassment wasn't just that they all saw me naked but also that I cried and the fact they made a complete fool out of me. Some of the things I said are pathetic and the way they laughed when they penitrated my rectum. The pain they inflicted on me was unbareable and the way they had me displayed to them is so degrading. They continually hit and pulled on my testicals and penis and the way I reacted was a total disgrace of me. Once I was dressed Angie grabbed my hair and led me to the front door. I was threatened again by all of them and I just walked down the street not knowing where I was. I must have walked 6 or 8 blocks before I was able to get a taxi. I was in a daze when I got home and thankfully my mother was still in bed. I went in to get a shower and when I looked at myself in the mirror my face was a mess from Monica's cousin beating me. My balls and penis hurt and I had welts all over my ass and thighs. I stood in the shower for at least ten minutes before discovering my anus was still bleeding. I think they were putting a dildo in me but I never did see it. I slept until late afternoon and only told my mother I was in a fight. I was hurting for about 3 weeks from it all and stayed away from Monica's neighborhood after that. I don't think about it much anymore but two nights ago I saw Angie who must have put on 30 pounds since I last saw her. She recognized me right away and called me a son of a bitch. I was almost tempted to call her a fat whore but knew better and just walked away. That whole crowd is nuts and I never saw Monica since that night or any of the others, and hope I never do.

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