Confessions tagged with 'abused'.

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#4614

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I have this fantasy about having my pussy in a glory hole where random men pass by and fuck it! I like to be watched and have my pussy pounded.

I want to be treated like a slut

#1095

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Came back from school one day and my step mother told me to get undressed right in the middle of the living room. As she folded it up she then asked for my bra and panties. Got a flat NO when I asked her if I could do it in my room. Stood there completely naked as I watched her lock them up in my room with the rest of my clothes. "If you want to sneak out to the street, your going have to do it with no clothes on" Realized my two step brothers would be coming home soon from school, asked her if I could at least have a towel and got a flat NO. She told it was part of my punishment and just let them walking on me. I still remember them walking in and asking my step mother why I was naked. She just said "the street in no place for a 15 year old girl" and intentionally humiliated me by leaving me naked in front of them. She just kept washing the dishes in the kitchen, while my step brothers walked around me making comments about my tits and pussy. I was left naked for the whole afternoon and even made me have supper with no clothes on. Spent the entire night exposing myself with my step brothers teasing me, winking at me and checking out my private parts and stripped of all dignity. Always had a feeling she enjoyed degrading me because she got stuck with me after my parents passed away. I her eyes, I could never do anything right.

#493

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In 2003 I was 19 and thought I was a pretty tough guy. I lived in a rough area and made a mistake by dating Monica a few times. She was an attractive girl but tough and a little crazy. One night we got into an argument and she hit me across my back with a baseball bat. I did smack her but she kept coming at me scratching and swinging the bat at me hitting me several times. I finally punched her so hard I knocked her down and broke her nose. I thought that was the end of everything until about two weeks later. It was late on a Friday night when this big guy came up to me and began beating the hell out of me. I had never seen him before but later found out it was Monica's cousin. I was never unconcious but he picked me up and put me in a van where Monica, and two other girls were sitting. I'm still not sure whose house it was but her cousin and Monica dragged me into the house as I was still hurting badly from the beating I just took. Now there were two other girls there and they were all cursing at me and the one heavy girl smacked me across the face so hard I almost passed out. Of the four other girls the only one I had ever seen before was Monica's friend Angie who was the whore of the neighborhood and the one who smacked me. I was hurting so bad I could hardly move when Monica's cousin put rope loops over my wrists, punched me in the face again and pulled me face down over the dining room table. He tied my hands to the legs on each side and I don't know who started it but the girls began to undres me pulling my sneakers and jeans off first. I was helpless and once they stripped me my legs were pulled apart and tied. I couldn't move and was bent over the table with my feet on the floor and all I had on was socks. Thats when one of them began beating my ass with a belt or some kind of strap. When I began screaming Angie shoved my underware into my mouth. They just kept beating me and I don't know which one or if they all did but they even hit my testicals and penis. I can't discribe the pain I was in and was on the verge of passing out many times. Aside from the physical pain they were inflicting on me they kept making me apoligize to Monica, whose eyes were still black and blue from when I had punched her. I never knew what they used but they began shoving something like a dildo into my rectum. There were pauses at times but they continued beating me and forcing whatever it was into my rectum. I knew Monica hung around with a tough crowd but these girls where animals. There were times I couldn't control myself and they made me beg them to stop and I would begin crying and saying anything for them to let me go. I have never been so humiliated in my life and had never been in so much pain and once peed on the floor. It finally stopped just before daylight Saturday morning and I don't know if he was there the entire time but Monica's cousin untied me. Angie was the one who did the most talking and told me to get dressed. Her, Monica and the other three girls all threatend me along with her cousin. Her cousin even said he would kill me and I did believe him. The whole time they were threatening me I just sat there naked on the floor. Monica's cousin handed me my clothes and stood me up to get dressed. By this time I was so humiliated I began crying again. The embarrassment wasn't just that they all saw me naked but also that I cried and the fact they made a complete fool out of me. Some of the things I said are pathetic and the way they laughed when they penitrated my rectum. The pain they inflicted on me was unbareable and the way they had me displayed to them is so degrading. They continually hit and pulled on my testicals and penis and the way I reacted was a total disgrace of me. Once I was dressed Angie grabbed my hair and led me to the front door. I was threatened again by all of them and I just walked down the street not knowing where I was. I must have walked 6 or 8 blocks before I was able to get a taxi. I was in a daze when I got home and thankfully my mother was still in bed. I went in to get a shower and when I looked at myself in the mirror my face was a mess from Monica's cousin beating me. My balls and penis hurt and I had welts all over my ass and thighs. I stood in the shower for at least ten minutes before discovering my anus was still bleeding. I think they were putting a dildo in me but I never did see it. I slept until late afternoon and only told my mother I was in a fight. I was hurting for about 3 weeks from it all and stayed away from Monica's neighborhood after that. I don't think about it much anymore but two nights ago I saw Angie who must have put on 30 pounds since I last saw her. She recognized me right away and called me a son of a bitch. I was almost tempted to call her a fat whore but knew better and just walked away. That whole crowd is nuts and I never saw Monica since that night or any of the others, and hope I never do.

#444

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I was raised by my oldest sister and her husband Aaron who sexually abused me for 5 years. It started when I was only 9 until a few months after my 14th birthday. My sister denies it but she had to know it was going on all those years. The only reason it stopped when it did is because Aaron was killed on a construction site in 2002. I was to ashamed to ever tell anyone what he was doing to me and as much as my sister insists she didn't know about it, I am sure she did. She was a bartender at the casino and worked mostly nighttime. Aaron was a carpenter and was always with me at night. If my sister was at work I would always see him naked but even when she was home Aaron never was fully dressed and either in his underware or a robe without his underware on. My sister knew he spanked me and I told her several times he would always make me take off all my clothes when he did spank me. She never once told him not to and even til today insists she never knew he did. The bathroom door never had a lock on it and I am sure he put a regular door knob on it just so he could invade my privacy, mostly when my sister was out or at work. The first year he didn't touch me much except when he gave me a spanking. He not only came into the bathroom all the time but would tell me when to get a bath or shower and would just walk in and watch me. I was constantly threatened by him about telling anyone and he often spanked me for no reason just to intimadate me. He not only did these things for sexual stimulation but I truly believe he like to embarrass and humiliate me. That first year I saw him masturbating as many as 2 or 3 times every week. I was 10 when he first began probing my body telling me it was for my own good and that all he was doing was "making sure my body was in good shape". He did this at least once a week always when my sister was at work. He first made me shower or bathe and when I was done he also would shower and come into my room naked. He always told me there was nothing wrong with us seeing each other undressed. I had to lay on the bed as he always started by touching my breasts which were only budding at that time. I don't remember crying but the shame of it was horrifying to me. He would pull my legs wide open and finger my vagina. The worse part of it was when he put the vasaline on his finger because I knew he was going to penitrate my anus. If I complained about it he would beat me unmercifully and threaten me with daily spankings if I didn't adhere to his orders. Without realizing what he was doing it was during that year, when for the first time he got me to orgasm after fingering me for a long time. I don't think I even knew what it was at first but the more he did it the more I reacted to it. He began masturbateing me several times a week and as long as I did what I was told he spanked me less over time. By the time I was 11 he was not only masturbating me but had gotten me to masturbate him as well. He still spanked me sometimes but the threats were always intimadating. I was not only afraid to tell anyone but also ashamed of it and by that time knew I was being abused. He had me trained by then and I suppose the ways he touched my body became sensual to me and I began to enjoy having orgasms. I didn't even mind when he penitrated my anus and many times I had multiple orgasms especially when he began performing oral sex on me. I think I was 12 the first time he made me give him oral sex. He told me what to do and I refused the first time, which I should not have done. He pulled me over his lap and beat my rear so bad I I almost passed out from the pain. The next night was the first time I ever tasted his cum and I hated it. He held my ears and hair and I gagged many times but I knew if I didn't do it he would beat me. He always would cum in my mouth but he never made me swallow it and allowed me to spit it out. I never could get used to the taste of it and he made me do this once or twice a week. My breasts were developing and I began getting my period by the end of that year. I'm not sure if I was 13 yet but one night after giving me oral sex he turned me on my side, laying down in back of me. He had one hand playing with my vagina but I could also feel him penitrating my anus with his penis. I honestly thought it was his finger at first which he had done to me many times before. It did hurt somewhat but was not as nearly as painful as I would have thought. He did have me aroused at the time and that was the start of full session of sexual abuse. By the following month he had also had intercouse with me and this continued until he got killed on his job. Even then I never told anyone and never confronted my sister about it for several years afterwards. I don't see my sister very often and now that I am older can't imagine why she never put a stop to it. I have lived with my boyfriend for over a year and have never told him about it. The only one I ever told what Aaron did to me is my cousin Amy but I made her promise not to tell anyone else about it. I know I was just a kid but I am still ashamed of it, not only for what he did to me, but also because I never had the courage to tell someone. Had he not died when he did I don't know what would have happened or how long it would have gone on. I don't even mention it to my sister anymore because she always got angry when I did. She certainly knew he spanked me naked but doesn't want to believe he molested and abused me over those years.

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One night when my wife (24), best friend (23) and me (27) were all drinking we drugged my wife, when she passed out we stripped her naked and my best friend eat her pussy and then fucked her several times cumming in her twice and making her cum as well after which I fucked her as he had his cock in her mouth. Then we both fucked her together me her pussy and him her ass. We cleaned her up afterwards and to this day she does not know.

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