When I was 13 I used to go out a lot at night. ( I was raised by a single mom and she worked at nights ) I didn't go anywhere I particular. Anyway one night I was walking home early in the morning. It was starting to get bright. And I came across a guy who was smoking weed at the beacon. ( a secluded area especially at that hour ) only reason I walked that way was because it was a shorter route.

Anyway when I saw him he came right to me and said hey mate what are you doing here. I just said I'm going home. He then told me to come chat with him a min. I was quite frightened and didn't want to anger him so I did. He was mainly talking crap about his life like job and his Mrs. Then he asked if I wanted a hit of his weed I did and started to feel dizzy. He was then talking about how his wife would never suck him anymore and he said he was ready to rape some body. I was definitely scared wanted to run. He asked if I ever done anything with a guy. I said no. He laughed and said if I ever wanted to try he would give me £100. I laughed ( not that I found it funny just again I was scared and didn't want to offend him ). He then got a bit more serious and said suck me off now and go home with £100 , don't be a cunt. I told him I was just 13. He said he didn't care at this point any humour he had, had gone. He took his dick out and started stroking it. He then stood up facing me. I said OK for £100 ( I didn't want to do it but I was pretty sure he wouldn't have gave me a choice so I tried playing along to keep him calm. It didn't work) as soon as he got hard he dragged me to the ground and told me to open my mouth and I better not use my teeth. He then stuck his cock right down my throat I was sick right away. When i was finished gagging he did it again this happened another 3 times and then he just started to fuck my face. I do admit I was crying for most of it. When he finally came it went straight down my throat which had me gagging again but at that point I had nothing left to throw up. He then acted like he didn't just rape me and smiled at me and said thank you. He then gave me £100 and then walked away. I was still kneeling on the ground in complete shock. After I don't know how long I got up and walked home.

At the time I honestly did not enjoy it but looking back. Now after years I do get turned on by this and do wish it happens again.