At the early age of around ten and eleven I liked to see men pee in the bathrooms. I went to the mall and would go to the bathrooms and watch men pee. I could spend all my time there. If I was lucky I saw a man step back to put his penis away, if I was even luckier I made eye contact and got a smile back.

In my last year of high school I had a Latin teacher. He would rub my shoulders, hold my shoulders with his big hands. I would lean back against him. Sometimes I imagined it was his cock, and not just the belt buckle. I walked into the bathroom and he was the only one at the urinal. I stood back to see if I caught a look at his cock. He turned, his cock in his hand, he told me I could touch it, it wasn't going to bite. He stepped over to door and locked it. I guess my mouth was open, he told me go ahead and try it. I sucked my first cock. He had me lean over and he ran his cock up and down my butt crack, stopping at my butthole and pressed his cock against that asking if I liked it. He asked me if I thought I was man enough to take it. Best feeling ever, he was methodical as it was my first time. It took a while, a few minutes maybe for him to get it all the way in. I never felt pain just the most amazing feeling. When he went ahead and fucked me and came it even felt better.

It was a secret, never to be talked about with anyone. But that was a long time ago, he moved after a few years and returned to Belgium where he was from. But I always have that memory.