26m still a virgin. I had several oppurtunities to be sexually active but even if i'm a porn addict from last 13 years i somewhat fear God and avoid actually having sex before marriage. I have always had a thing for young girls 14 or above which now i am starting to realize. I will be getting married in the next two years and it can be a normal partner near my age group but i really want to be with someone way younger than me. I keep fantasizing about dominating teen girls. Using them as a toy and fucking them while lifting in my arms. I wanted to get it out of my system as i dont fit anywhere. I avoid sex cuz i somewhat fear god but also have these kinks of doing small girls half my age.