When I was 12-13 I started going round my older cousins flat. He was roughly 30-35 I can't remember exactly. He smoked a lot of weed and did other drugs too and i used to get him to buy my cigarettes from the shop. I smoked weed too and would sometimes ask him for alcohol to just depended on my mood. One night I snuck out of my dads and walked down to his I wanted to chill and smoke some weed. As I sat on the sofa he asked me if I wanted to watch some porn. I reluctantly agreed because I had never watched it properly and I was really curious to say the least. And I'm not even joking after 20 mins or so my pussy was absolutely dripping and I had no idea why I was getting the feelings that I was getting it was strange but amazing. I was fairly open with my cousin and told him and ask was it supposed to be like that ? He asked if I would show him so he could check. Now I wasn't stupid so I technically knew he wasn't just wanting to look but I was doubtful aswell because of our age differences I didn't think anything would happen to that magnitude. I stood up un buttoned my trousers slid my knickers down and sat back down on the sofa. I laid back and spread my legs he moved over to me on the Sofa lent over to the floor and picked up my knickers he showed me the wet patch and laughed and said I can already see how wet you are just by your knickers. He dropped my knickers back onto the floor and looked down to my pussy he asked me if it was ok for him to have a little feel. I remember more than anything I felt nervous this was the first time I'd let a man touch me like this. sure I had plenty of idiot young boys who barely knew what they was doing but I remember feeling so nervous because a fully grown man wanted access to my body. I don't remember feeling any hesitation I don't remember feeling that I didn't want him to. I wasn't sure what was going to happen but I knew I wanted to try. I didn't reply I just nodded. To which he stroked his finger from the top of my pussy right the way down. It slipped down with such ease at that point I knew I was extremely wet and this must be what real turned on feels like. I giggled and told him it tickles and he said that's good. He asked me if he could tickle me properly and I said what under my armpits haha! Showing my age that I had no clue what he even ment and he said no on here to which he got his thumb straight on my Clit and began rubbing it it circle motions. I moaned instantly. The wave of pure pleasure that went before me was like no other. I wasn't sure how the night had got to this point but I was 100% sure that I didn't want it to end if he carried on doing that. After a while he stopped and I sat up I felt a bit embarrassed I didn't really know what to say. He went and sat back down on the sofa I wondered had I done something wrong. As he sat there all I could see was this massive bulge in his trousers. I wanted to see it but wasn't confident enough to ask. He started to roll a joint and looked at me and smiled. I want to let you know something he said to me I said yes what is it ? He said your pussy is the nicest pussy I've ever laid my eyes on and if you let me I want to make you cum, cum and cum again all night long. I was a bit shocked but in a nice way and a replied do you want to fuck me ? I can't lie I'm really nervous. He replied to me how about we make it fun do you want to play dares in the dark. I started giggling again and agreed. After he finished rolling the joint he stood up walked to the light switch and we began the start of our naughty game. He said I dare you to get naked. Knowing I couldn't be seen my nerves slowly went so I stripped down. I dared him to do the same. So we was both back on the sofa fully naked. He asked me how far I would let him go and I said I didn't know. He said ok. A few more dares passed. A few kisses a few touches and he dared me to lay on my back and let him stick it inside me. I started hypo-ventilating before it was even inside me from what I could feel it was absolutely massive nothing like anything I'd fucked before. I felt the head of his cock touch my hole and he just pushed it in. I gasped and started to moan. He told me I was really tight and he probably wouldn't last long and where did I want him to cum? Not knowing what to say I said anywhere you want. I could barely think all I knew is that I wanted him to fuck me so hard. He pounded my pussy for a good 10 minutes while he rubbed my clit. I could feel my orgasm building but was struggling to relax enough to release it. He suddenly told me cum for me baby I want you to cum all over my cock and I just exploded I cum so hard it was insane I told him I'm cumming I'm cumming and in that moment he pulled out of me and sprayed his hot cum all over my body some even hit my face. I couldn't believe my first time cumming with a man was my cousin. I had to compose myself for a moment I was dizzy and overwhelmed not to mention high as fuck. He got up and switched on the light and I was just laid there like a hot mess covered in a grown man's cum. He laughed at me and I laughed back. As the night went on we fucked 3 more times I sucked his massive cock and he even cum in my mouth. This went on till I was 15 i snuck down to his most nights. I was totally and utterly obsessed with him and more his cock and he made me into his dirty naughty little secret. We don't fuck anymore :( I think the novelty wore off as I got older it just wasn't naughty or fun anymore which is a shame. I still masturbate and dream about it a lot. And if I could jump into a Time Machine and go back I would. Older men fucking young girls will always be the hottest thing ever for me. Stretching out tiny holes with massive hard dicks is the only thing we need and deserve!