I’m 37F and I love being degraded. But not just degraded, I love being degraded for my boyfriends pleasure. It’s so hard to find like minded people. But I often fantasize to younger women with perfect bodies having sex with my boyfriend, I’ve asked him to tell me who he finds attractive and role play I’m her. I love hearing they’re better than me and he’d prefer them over me. I’m 5’2 180lbs and flabby and loose since having kids. I love how hard he gets when he thinks of other women and I want him to cheat on me. I wanna see it, read it, hear about it. It gets me off so hard, any ideas how to get him to do it for real? I want him to cheat and come home and tell me about it while I play with myself. I wanna hear they’re tighter perkier younger better. Ugh.