This is a three part confession.

Part one is that I'm a divorced mom of a 12 year old girl. She and I are pretty open around each other. One day I went to her room and she quickly closed her lap top when I opened her door. I didn't make a big deal about it because I knew if i asked she would only say it was nothing. The next day she was at school and I went to her room and searched her room for her lap top. When i found it, I looked through her history and was amazed at what i saw. It wasnt just porn but incest porn. Of all kinds. Dad/daughter, mom/son but was a few bookmarks that had nothing but mom/daughter movies. Granted it was step mom and daughter or obvious acting the parts but still the concept was the same. Even the step mom stuff was "mommy". When i had gathered my thoughts back and decided to just put the laptop back and just let it all go, I happened to see a thumb drive. Against my better judgement I put the drive in the computer and opened the file. On there I found nudes of her from various places in the house but more so of her on my bed. Was a small video of her watching a movie on the lap top as she was on my bed and masturbating saying stuff like how lucky the girl in the movie was to be eating her own mothers pussy and so on. Another was her talking to the camera as if it was "me" and saying all sorts of nasty things as she masturbated. Some pictures of her wearing my lingerie or her pantyhose etc.

Part two of this confession is that I was extremely turned on by this. It is something I have kept hidden for a very very long time but my sister and i used to fool around when we was even younger than my daughter and up to about our teens. We eventually stopped and even stopped talking about it. Another thing about me is that I "notice" young girls. A LOT. The way they dress these days is so damn sexy. Seeing a tight little ass in leggings or spandex is just incredible. I often encourage my daughter to dress this way if anything so i can see it. And now with finding her porn I feel i can be even more encouraging for her to be even more expressive.

Part three is I want this. If my daughter wants to have or is this interested in incest and apparently lesbian incest, then i want to make it happen for her and of course for me. I have started to expose myself in other ways around her. Skirts and so on. And even like some of the pictures she has of woman in heels and stuff, ive started to wear them more often. I want to let her know its ok to go to the next level. Im constantly trying to get her to see me the way she sees those movies. I want my daughter to want to have sex with me. I've gone as far as "accidently" showing my breast through unbuttoned tops and no bra, I make hints for her to dress more provocatively, make a big deal out of it when she does. I tell her how hot she looks or how a certian article of clothing really sets off that part of her body, mostly her tight ass.