I was raped by Michael Jackson. I know that sounds unbelievable and chances are you probably wouldn't believe me but I suffer from severe rape and sexual trauma PTSD from being raped by him. It happened in 1985 when I was around 12 years old. It was the most traumatic thing I've ever experienced in my life. I only ever told my closest friend (His name was Ash) at the time, but he called me an attention seeking whore and told me to fuck off. And I guess I've just kept it a dark secret.

I'm 47 years old now and from that day of being raped I constantly had nightmares of fucking Michael Jackson (sometimes it would be anal. Sometimes it would be oral. Sometimes it would be with dildos or even kinky events like ball gags). At first they were traumatising nightmares and they had kept me up all night and I remember always waking up with tears rolling down my cheeks. But now... I think I'm starting to enjoy them.

I slept with 5 men over my years, each time we'd have sex I'd pass out because I'd think I'd be having sex with Michael Jackson instead. Every naked male I see reminds me of him. I can't stop thinking about having sex with Michael.