When I was around 12 my family went to my cousin's 11th birthday party. During the party she decided to try my aunt's make up. She wore either pink or beige eye shadow (I actually don't remember for some reason), standard but not thick mascara, and white lipstick. I had never seen her more beautiful in my entire life. To make matters worse, I already had a girlfriend at the time who I was planning to take on an actual date once I turned 13. She wan nice looking, but nothing like my cousin that day. I immediately went to the bathroom to jerk off for the first time in my life. Once my real girlfriend was allowed to wear make-up if she had decided to do so, I was really hoping she would've chosen a similar look.