When I was in my teens my brother who is two years older than I am had no qualms about how he looked or what he did. He never closed his bedroom door, slept in his boxer shorts and never had covers on him in the morning.

One morning while I was walking past his room I stopped and looked at him, his underwear was sticking straight up and I could see part of his penis in the access hole on the front. I stood there staring at it listening to him snore away in his bed. I crept closer and soon I was next to his bed looking right at the head and shaft of it. It was the first penis I had ever seen in my life so far and I was amazed at its size. I thought to myself at the time how in the world does that fit in his pants. He was not moving at all and I probably stared at it for ten minutes before I snapped out of it.

I would look at him every morning after our parents headed off to work and finally one morning the same thing was going on, he was on his back and his penis was visible through the hole. He moved around a bit after a few minutes and suddenly there it was poking right out the hole staring at me. I went flush in the face and actually lowered myself to the floor fearing he would see me. I looked up again and he was still fast asleep and it was still sticking out big and hard. I stared at all the veins and wondered at its shape, I had been doing some searches online about penis's and had read quite a bit about them actually. I got the nerve up to run my finger over the bottom of the head and made it twitch, I laughed to myself and touched it again.

I had been checking in every morning on him and over a months time had seen his penis probably a dozen times, sometimes I had to pull the hole over a bit to make it pop out but he always slept like a log. Then one morning as I crept up to the bed I saw something I had not seen before as his penis bobbed there was a tiny bit of fluid coming out of it, just a small clear fluid drop on the tip. I was so used to touching it without him noticing at all that I just reached right out with my finger and touched the drop. It stuck to me and I found it a little odd but then remembered the pre-cum part of the information. I wondered to myself why would he have pre-cum coming out if he is not having an ejaculation. I was putting my finger back down again when suddenly he spoke to me.

"What in the heck are you doing?", he said to me.

Looking back it was a very fair question so I answered him very truthfully. He just stared at me with a very confused look on his face. You really have been coming in here and staring at my penis every morning? I told him that it would not happen again but then he looked at me and told me it was all right then he smiled at me and asked me to wrap my fingers around it. I stood there for a moment then leaned over and started wrapping my fingers around it. He told me what to do to it and I was really getting into it watching and feeling it in my hands. He told me okay I am about to cum so point it straight up in the air. He laid back with his eye's closed and I watched his penis start shooting white cum out and all down my hands, I stopped for a second and he told me do not stop stroking it yet. The cum kept coming out and flying up a little bit but after a few more strokes he told me to stop. There he said to me now you know what a penis does other than pee. I got up and went to wash my hands and over the next few days did more investigating online about orgasms. I asked him a few days later if I could do it again to him one morning, he laughed at me and told anytime you want to give me a hand job you just come right in and do it. He of course said it to me like he never thought I would do it to him again. I walked into his room the next morning around 10am and there he was on his side with his boxers poking out. I knelt down and started working the hole around to make it stick out. He looked at me like I was crazy but rolled over onto his back and smiled at me. I had some Vaseline with me and told him that it must have been uncomfortable last time I did it without any lubricant. He just smiled and told me to knock myself out. I loved feeling his penis in my hands and have always loved giving hand jobs there is just something about the way it feels to me that is amazing.

I had also researched fellatio and decided one morning that I would do it to him, it took a lot of courage but I thought that I had come this far so why not. He was absolutely mind blown when I finished him up swallowing his sperm and sucking away on him. I would ask him if something felt better or did he want it done a different way and he gave me a few ideas now and then but for the most part I think he just loved it. I am sure that my first real boyfriends and now my husband love that I enjoy their penis, I am in my forties and still love to have a penis in my hands and mouth. I had a boyfriend in college who told me that he could not believe how good I made him feel.

So all of this just to tell you that my brother came by a few weeks ago and was pretty stressed out after his divorce was finalized. After a few hours of talking he felt better so I told him come on, lets go back to my room for a moment. He followed me down the hallway and into my bedroom, he looked at me funny when I told him to lay down on the bed and undo his pants. I told him it would be a great stress reliever for you so just do it. He was so stressed he did not even say anything further just laid down with his pants down, I climbed on top of him and gave him a nice long drawn out blow job. He admitted to me after I was done that he did feel a lot better now and could not believe that I was willing to do that for him. I looked at him and told him how do you think I have a husband who is completely successful and we have all of this you see around. I give him one almost daily and have since we have been together. Do you remember when I was in the hospital for a week a few years back I told him, he did and then looked at me sideways. I told him that one evening when my husband came to visit me I was feeling okay but they still wanted to keep me over one more night. I asked him to help me to the bathroom in my room to make it look good to my roommate, when we were in there I sat down and told him to get his penis out I needed to give him a blow job. It felt so relieving to me to give him one, I think I needed it more than he did that time. My brother had no words for me other than asking me if he could come by every now and then and get one from me. I told him sure but it will have to be in the afternoon. So I love to give blow jobs and hand jobs that is my dirty confession. I am pretty good at it according to about six men and I even learned how to deep throat but to be honest my husbands penis is only like six inches long so not a real hard thing to do, he loves it though when I swallow the whole thing down and lick his testicles, I can even suck those into my mouth with his penis. Drives him crazy.