(F/20) In my last confession, I explained my sexuality, but I feel I should provide context for this one. I’m bisexual, but I'm closeted due to the stigma surrounding it and coming from a culture where anything other than heterosexuality is looked down upon - typical situation.

I have openly dated a female, but that was during a time when I was homeless and underage, so being open about it wasn’t really an issue then, but that’s beside the point. For most of my life, I’ve been sexually attracted to both sexes and expressed that to many of the romantic connections I’ve had in the past, all with men except one.

My most significant relationship was with a guy who was very possessive, obsessive, and loyal. If I even hinted at the idea of a threesome with another woman, it would cause a lot of tension, which is understandable. However, it's not uncommon for people to fantasize about adding a third person to their sexual experiences, including their partner. I can't solely blame him for not wanting to explore this, as I also struggled with jealousy and possessiveness. Eventually, I found myself increasingly fantasizing during intimate moments with him.

After the breakup, I maintained my morals and belief that threesomes were off-limits, and I would often feel jealous or upset if someone I was talking to suggested involving another person in bed. I rejected any suggestions of bringing men into the bedroom, despite secretly fantasizing about it. To me, the idea of romantic loyalty being limited to only two people was ingrained, and the thought of adding extra individuals to the bedroom seemed strange and morally unacceptable.

A person I met, who shared similar interests in sexual fantasies, would talk about involving others in intimate activities. That was a fantasy I always had but felt uncomfortable discussing or thinking about. However, because of their openness about these desires, it made me want to explore and indulge in these things that I had only known as taboo, especially to openly admit.

I've connected with several individuals online who anonymously share similar fantasies. As a result, I've become more at ease expressing my thoughts on these matters, which is why I've chosen to share them here.

I want to experience what it would be like to be a cuckqueen. I often imagine a partner of mine fucking another woman in front of me while they both express how good it feels, degrading me while I masturbate, watching them. I want to be forced by a man to indulge in lesbianism. I have a thing for thick, pretty women—women with big asses and huge breasts. I often fantasise about sucking a woman’s huge breasts; that is one of my biggest turn-ons, to the point where I would call it a fetish. Big boobs are my weakness. I fantasise about being rapped by a group of men while screaming "stop" and "no." I fantasise about dominating a woman with an hourglass figure with a male partner. I fantasise about fucking a woman with my clit. I fantasise about a lot of things. Thank you for reading.