I’m ftm, 23, and for weeks I haven’t been able to stop thinking about my partner getting me pregnant. I’ve been so tempted to stop taking my birth control and just let it happen - they love giving me creampies. I love when they fill me, and I can’t help but wonder if they secretly want to breed me for real too. These thoughts have been getting distracting and I can’t help but zone out when I’m supposed to be doing work or paying attention to things, and sometimes I will have to stop what I’m doing to relieve myself. I know it’s not practical to have a baby, especially with the stage in life we’re at, but it’s just such a hot fantasy.