So I’m 18 years old and I’m from Canada I for minute now my grandmothers have passed away and my family got them cremated, and they sent them to us in a box. I loved them very much, and they took care of me when I was younger but anyways for a while now, anytime I masturbate, I like to do a very dirty, nasty and perverted things probably a result of my fucked up childhood and one day when I was home alone, I decided I wanted to open my grandmothers ashes, so I did. And followed. Was my heart pounding incredibly fast as I decide what to do next so that I thought it would be really hot and if I rub them all over my dick and masturbate and believe me when I say I came so incredibly hard so much so that I decided to scoop her out and put her in a little bag so anytime I felt like touching myself I had her already with me but if I’m being honest with myself, I feel a guilty about it but when I get riled up, I can’t control myself, this is obviously something I can’t tell anybody, but I wanted to share it on here