When I was 14 I found a big interest in my younger cousins, 12 and 10 at the time, but I never explored those feelings until a few years later, when I was 16 I was out with my cousins. I was inside an elevator with the younger one, 12 at the time, and just took creepshots and slightly probed my boner on her ass, not enough to make her notice but enough for me to feel it. The older cousin, 14 at the time, was just with her baby brother on her bed, he was climbing on her back which I used as an opportunity to grope her ass, she couldn't tell that I groped her since her brother was all over her back.

A year later, we then had a sleep over. I waited till they were both asleep. I slowly touched the younger one's thigh, 13 now, with my cock and rubbed myself on it. Then I tried moving my hand under her shirt and tried to find her tits to grope. She kept moving so I had to find something else. I groped her ass and tried to move my hand under her pants slowly, finding her panties but it was too tight to move. Best thing I could do was to rub her cunt through the pajamas and jerk off on her face and record it. That was a fun time.

I haven't done anything physical since.

I stalk their Instagrams and just jerk to them, sharing them with older people and hearing what they'd wanna do to them.