I (14) Female have been wanting to get FUCKED by an older man, I don’t know what it is but every time I see a older man fat,muscular,skinny,tall or whatever I just want him to fuck me

I got started watching porn when I was 8 and every since then I’ve been constantly masterbating (like every night) at first I would just hump my pillows cuz I was scared to touch myself but as I got older I got more and more comfortable

All though I’m still a virgin I have given one of my guy friends head. Like 3 times and it was then that I wanted to have more

So every time I see an older guy in public I would show off. I know it’s wrong to feel this way but I just can’t help myself

(I’ve also done drugs 😅)