I love fantasising about my cousins especially when they were younger (11-16). In the past, I've given some of them hugs which I know made them uncomfortable and it gets me so hard thinking about it. Whenever they post pictures on social media I make sure to zoom in and find some time to myself to "fully appreciate" them.

When they were 11, 14, and 16, I fantasised about kidnapping them all, and making the older two torture the younger to absolutely destroy their relationship. Psychological torture, like starving the youngest whilst forcing the others to eat.

If I ever get a chance with any of them, I would definitely take it. The middle one especially, I'd love to drug her, bind her tits, whip her cunt until it bleeds, and then break her holes leaving her outside in winter as a naked piss-soaked cumrag. I'd keep myself unknown, and then every time I saw her at family gatherings, I'd know I had a part in the broken shell she would become.