I’m a ftm and I recently discovered I am so turned on by the idea of being breeded and forced to detransition by someone’s cock. The only thing that’s been able to make me cum recently is thinking about a huge cock filling me with cum and turning me into a woman by breeding me the way nature intended. It makes me so wet to think about but I could never talk about it in my real life. It’s too shameful to want to be a woman again, even though all I can think about is being the perfect breeding machine for a guy who wants to fill me with his seed until I’m feminine again