So this was years ago but I'm not saying how many haha. Like most weekends I would stay with my aunt and uncle (my dad is my aunts brother) always loved staying over there cause my uncle was working from home and would spend the whole time with me, you know actually pay attention to me. I had a crush on him since I was 8 aswell haha. He spoke to me like an adult and would always talk to me and answer my questions no matter what they were. Then I worked up the courage a few months after I turned 12. I asked if I could see his dick (said penis then lol) he turned to me all serious and sayed. "If I do you have to promise you can tell no one. I shouldn't do stuff like that but I know you wouldn't ask me if you weren't sure" so I promised and then all of a sudden I had his dick inchs from my face. Well long story short that whole night till my aunt got in from work was alot of touching and alot of cloths on the floor. Fast forward a year and I'm in high school and 13. I asked my uncle if he knew about drugs. Well at me and my uncle had all night as my aunt wasn't gonna be back till 7am. So sniffed cocaine together (I know but that's what I asked for) and then both of us high as fuck I was on my knees with his dick spreading my ass. Never went a week since without his dick in me. They split up but I still see him I'm secret for him to empty his balls in me and we sniff and smoke together. I will never regret this and honestly I want him officially for the rest of my life. Needed to put this somewhere haha hope someone enjoyed this.