I laid on a kid boy friend and slid on him but didn't cum on him while he was alseep. we were kids and friends and so this was just a typical day of sleeping times and fun games and so this day I could hear them talking and I got horny and he fell alseep so I got on him but couldn't do it. I didn't even seem to care if I got caught. I was so used to doing it for the dirty old money man.

you would swear I raped him. first I just looked at his thing and had a little play and slid on him a few times.

you really can't insert a sleeping kiddy dick in that is not erect and fuck I was only 8 or 9 and we were both kids.

I just did what the homo file diddler pedofile taught me to do.

stop acting like I raped him. I didn't cause him limp dick syndrome, and I was not the one who shoved batteries up his ass hole or rubber dicks down his mouth.

suck off. of course I felt bad later as grown ups. I forgot about it til I was an adult. what would you do? dob yourself in as a pedo as a kid?

a kink for sleeping male bodies. cuz awake they run away too quick cuz I am so ugly?

writing this dreams down doesn't make me a fucking deviant or rapist and we were both just kids.

this was after sexually assaults and other kids doing it to me, laying on me , trying to put it in me and going anal instead.

my relatives both male and female touching my tits and bum and pussy.

what should i say about anyone about this?

I tried it on heaps of people. should I feel bad. I was programmed to do it by a rapist pedo anyway. sorry god.

but I can't feel guilty for this for ever!

I forgave myself a long time ago. and it seems to me its others who can't forgive me for telling the truth about it all.

pedos are adults who molests kids not kids who play with kids. other wise we all would be pedos under age with kid girlfriends and boyfriends, fuck me!