This is my first post here, I recently discovered this place, and I feel I have no one else to talk to about this...

Ever since I discovered the concept of sexuality, the thought of animals, especially household animals, has impacted me somehow. I had a lot of friends who lived at farms or homes with lots of pets, and whenever I saw any of them, horses, cows, dogs, you name it, show erections, mount one another, or even hump me, I always got so flustered for some reason...

Well, I'm very much a dog person, and my aunt and uncle, aka. my adoptive parents have a very lovely, young dog. I have had trouble keeping in touch with them ever since I moved out in my early teens, and thus haven't kept much in touch with the family or our dog. I think I've seen them twice a year the last 4 years maybe?

But the last time I visited them, I broke down. They left me alone in the house with our female dog, named Fie, for about 2 hours. My uncle had recently celebrated his 40th anniversary at his job, so he had a ton of booze stacked up in his garage. I grabbed a lot of it, got drunk, and I couldn't help myself, this was my only chance. I'm a transgender man, and my dream would definitely be to suck or get fucked in the ass by a dog, but the coarse tongue lapping over my clit was amazing. It was dark outside, and I didn't bother shutting the curtains to the living room but imagining someone witnessing it makes me even more excited.

This happened about a year ago and I'm still reminiscing about it, and I want to go much further if I ever get the chance. My family hasn't brought it up since, so I think I got away with it. Ever since then, I've almost exclusively been able to crank it to bestiality porn, and I can't help fantasizing about getting the chance to play with an actual red rocket... I feel so guilty for feeling this way, but imagining the fun I could have if I finally got myself a dog... A male dog... I can't help myself.