I had just turned 18 years old. Dad was in sales, so he was gone a lot. The man across the street, Mel, would help around the house and yard when dad was gone. He was about 6'5" tall with a huge gut. There was never anything inappropriate with him and mom, but he was just a good friend. One afternoon mom was at a lodge meeting and I was home alone. The doorbell rang. It was Mel. I said that mom was gone, and he said that he was here to see me. We sat down in the living room. He said now that I was a man he was going to let me in on a secret.

I was all ears. My dad never talked about "man stuff." He didn't beat around the bush. "Terry," he said, "You might not know this, but every man wants to suck another man's cock." I looked a little confused. "I know you've thought about it, haven't you?" I admitted to him that I was curious a little. He was wearing only a t-shirt and blue shorts, and as he talked he stroked his crotch. He could see that I wasn't running away, and finally stood up and pulled his pants down.

His cock was huge compared to mine. "I know you might be a little nervous, but I think you are really gonna enjoy this." He sat back down and told me to come over and kneel in front of him. I was shaking a little, but I did it. He told me to close my eyes and open my mouth. As I did he guided my head down onto his cock. "Fuck yeah," he said. "Treat it like a lollipop." I could barely get past the head, it was so big. "That feels fucking great. Now lick it up and down." I did. He then told me to suck on his nuts. I did this too. "You fucking like this, don't you?" he asked. I shook my head yes. He scooted down and pulled his legs up a little and told me to tongue-fuck his asshole. I wasn't too sure about this, but he told me again in a stern voice. I was afraid not too, so I started licking his ass.

After a couple of minutes he had me suck him again. I bobbed up and down on his cock. He grabbed my head and guided me. He kept saying, "Oh, fuck, that's great." I sucked him for about five minutes when he pushed my head down as far as I could go. He tensed up started cumming. He was holding my head so I couldn't pull off. I wasn't sure what to do, so I tried to swallow it. Some dribbled back out of my mouth, but I was able to take most of it. He kept me on his cock until I had cleaned him completely. "Fuck, man. That was absolutely the best head I ever had." I felt both proud and ashamed at the same time.

He told me that I could never say anything about this to anyone. He said nobody would understand. I then asked him if all men really wanted to suck cock. He said no, just the pussy boys, but he could tell that I was one of them. Now I really felt low. He assured me that this would be our secret, but he expected me to suck him off any time he needed it. I sheepishly nodded yes, and he told me that next week he would fuck me, too. He did, and I've been craving cock ever since.