I’ve never been into women… until recently.

I’m f32, dating a sexy m33. I’m very plain and have bad self esteem issues. I’m chubby and have stretch marks from having kids.

One day I came home from work early, and I could hear moaning. Assuming my bf was playing a prank, I burst into my room laughing… but it wasn’t a joke. He was balls deep inside my best friend.

He quickly jumped up and apologized over and over, said it wasn’t what it looked like. I’d had my suspicions about the two of them, but he assured me I was crazy.

I was devastated, so heart broken. I cried everyday. She’s everything I’m not. She has red hair, she’s thick, pierced nipples, tattoos. I kept hearing his moan in my head, seeing the look of ecstasy on his face, I heard the bed slamming into the wall and her screaming. Weeks went by of us arguing. He assured me he’d never see her again, he only wanted me, I was beautiful.

I went through his phone and to my heart break and horror, he’d been fucking her for months. He told her when he fucked me he pictured her, he jerked off to her, he used condoms with me but refused to with her. He’d joke about how I’d give him head unknowingly after he’d been inside her. They were insulting me and he said he got turned off by me.

I confronted her, destroyed. How could she? She was my best fucking friend.

She told me I’m a fat, ugly loser and my bf deserved better. She graphically described him pleasuring her and the things he’d say.

I attacked her, I couldn’t take it.

And she kicked my ass. Surprisingly, I don’t know why, during it her words started turning me on. She grabbed my hair and told me I’m a fat disgusting slut. She said he didn’t want me at all, just her. She asked if I could blame him, and beat me until I said no. She asked if I wanted to see the pussy that stole my man and I cried and begged her not to, but she lifted her skirt and shoved my face in her pussy. She overpowered me and told me to lick it. I cried and begged and pleaded, busted and heart broken, but she told me to eat it. So I did, and she tasted so good. After a minute I was reaching up to touch her big tits while she grinded into my tongue and told me my bf eats pussy better, that I’m disgusting and desperate for eating the cunt ruining my family. I was rubbing my pussy and soaking wet. She grabbed my back fat and gagged, then pushed me down to ride my face. She made me tell her she can have him, that I’m not as good as her, that she’s better in every way. I told her I’m disgusting, I’m desperate, I’m ugly, I’m fat, I’m a useless whore. She came all over my face and then smacked me. She spit on me while I cried.

She’s still fucking my bf in my bed. She still beats on me and humiliated me and now he does too. I listen to them fuck and play with myself desperately. I lie where they fucked and fuck myself. I read their texts and tease my nipples. I picture his face and hear his moan constantly. If he isn’t around she forces me to pleasure her while she tells me how disgusting I am for enjoying it. God I’m disgusting.

And I’ve never been so happy. I hope he does get her pregnant. I’ll raise their baby while he fucks her perfect pussy every night.

Once my ex brought her female friend over. I was horny so I push them both to drink. I drugged my gf drink but not her friend. My gf was high and drunk in not time and her friend was drunk. With music playing, they both ended up stripping and dancing naked. My gf eventually passed out on the couch. While I kept talking to her friend. There came a point that she kept fingering herself and telling me she missed her bf's cock. I was already touching her whilst next to my passed out gf. We ended up fucking next to my gf's face. I came in her. she then went sleep in the guest bed room. I woke my Gf up and had her suck my cock until I was hard again. Eventually she passed out again. So I went to her friend who was now a sleep and didn't want anymore cheating as she felt bad. I fucked her anyway. Later found out she was pregnant. It's been now 2 years since then. Not sure if it's mine or not..

My bf cheated on me. Instead of getting mad, I got weirdly turned on .of course I was heart broken but he wanted better. He was a very attractive lean man, toned and tattooed. I had 4 kids and was loose, saggy, and 230 lbs. I had a friend, we’ll call her Jade. Jade was younger than me, blonde, cute c cup tits perky as hell, the fattest ass I’d ever seen… I started fantasizing about her fucking my boyfriend. I’d invite her over and I’d always tell him she was a total slut. I left them alone hoping he’d fuck her hard. Of course, it did work, and before long every time I left he was throwing her around fucking her hard everywhere in my house including my bed. She’d laugh about how clueless I was, he’d tell her how sexy she was and how it was the best pussy he ever had… I had hidden cameras and loved to watch how hard he’d fuck her. He NEVER fucked me like that, ever. She didn’t tell me I was fucking him, ad he didn’t either, but eventually she started texting me kind of bullying me and calling me down, sending me random sexy pictures. She’d ask me for pics of my fat or stretch marks and call me names… omfg it was so hot. I just wanted her to sit on my face so fucking bad.

A couple years later, I found out he had been seeing his ex again. Not sexually, just breakfast and stuff. I didn’t get mad at him because I wanted him to fuck her. I often fantasized about them fucking when he and I would have sex. So eventually, of course, he did. Sexy little Latina, fat ass, chubby but sexy chubby. He threw her onto my bed and said “look, you’re making me cheat, that’s what you want isn’t it?” She said “yes” and I melted. He fucked her all while calling her a whore, and she said “but you missed this pussy huh? I bet you get boring pussy now” and I’ll never forget his reply “you have the best pussy in the world, I always picture you when I fuck her” I came instantly. Now I watch the videos of him cheating and play with myself constantly. I can’t help it I know it’s wrong but omfg it gets me off so hard.

I’m 37F and I love being degraded. But not just degraded, I love being degraded for my boyfriends pleasure. It’s so hard to find like minded people. But I often fantasize to younger women with perfect bodies having sex with my boyfriend, I’ve asked him to tell me who he finds attractive and role play I’m her. I love hearing they’re better than me and he’d prefer them over me. I’m 5’2 180lbs and flabby and loose since having kids. I love how hard he gets when he thinks of other women and I want him to cheat on me. I wanna see it, read it, hear about it. It gets me off so hard, any ideas how to get him to do it for real? I want him to cheat and come home and tell me about it while I play with myself. I wanna hear they’re tighter perkier younger better. Ugh.