So last time I told Carol when I was 10 years old, my dad came home to basically got me watching porn videos come on his porn videos, and how common before I could even think he had me naked sucking my dick.

As I said I enjoyed that very much, and it continues even to this day and I’m in my 20s, but now I will tell about the time that he first made me shoot sperm; after I had gone into puberty at age 12.

I was romantically in love with my dad since I was about eight, and so when he laid me at age ten, it was a dream come true. So one hot summer night, dad (no mom, he had custody) my voice cracked and he knew net net magical time for me had come.

He took me into our bedroom and slowly undressed me and he saw under my hard circumcised dick, the hair had began to grow and he said, “Now when you cum, semen is going to shoot, it’s like you make me do when you suck me. It is about time you got some dick milk for me to drink.”

So I hugged him and told him that I loved him I wasted no time pulling down his pants and getting him naked. I went to my knees and began slurping and gagging on his large circumcised boy toy. I sucked him hard and just as he was about to cum, he stopped me, saying that he wanted to grind our dicks together missionary, so we could cum together.

So I laid down on the bed and spread my hairless girly legs. He rubbed me down with cooking oil as well as his dick, that big baby making machine that had created me inside man 12 years before that.

I spread my legs and he came in between them. He pressed his dick on mine, which his weight headfirst back down onto my tummy just below my belly button. The pain began to slide up and down his dick on mine, and almost immediately started edging toward orgasm. My legs were hiked out to each side of his waist with my knees in the air! My arms were spread out on either side on the bed! I was moaning and crying out girls in the porn movies we watched together before fucking. That grinding was driving me wild with lust. Then he started moving both of his knees forward very fast, and then thrusting his legs backward! Omg and he was still able to keep grinding and sliding very large dick Square in the centre of mine sliding up-and-down with his tickle spot rubbing mine. He kept sliding and grinding on me and I was grinding trying to meet his thrusts! I had known for two years when you sound like in the moment he was about to cum, and I could just not back any longer, and I felt a massive tickle all in my weenie and I cried, “Oh Dad am cumming”! He cried out that he was cumming and I’m still learning huge amounts of semen all over my stomach and I felt for the first time in my life, and fluid flowing out of my dick and it’s muscles contracting and shooting more. It was the most amazing thing that I have ever felt in my entire life, and he just kept saying to me, “let it flow baby. Let it come out sweetheart.”

After that Hijab out of me and I was covered with globs of our comingled semen. I lay there in stunned ecstasy. When we had regained our streak we continued on a much more sex that lasted most of the night, and by two in the morning, my berry store orgasm and I did not have a drop left of puberty cum inside me, tap on my body was wet with sweat and cum. I even had it in my hair and in my ears. That it’s a wonderful memory than I have.

I was wonderfully groomed into life as a bi-sexual boy when I was four or five years old by several boys between ages six and eight by being stripped naked, laid down on my back and sucked in the privacy of a garage. I am so glad to this day that it happened and I jack off to the memory of it, as I have done since it it happened, using olive oil. Olive oil is the best sex lubricant you can use. If I could, I would suck my own dick while fantasizing about being bing the boy doing the sucking and once more being sucked as a child at the same time.

I got to spend the night on lots of occasions with Bobbie. I was five and he was eight, and our parents never suspected that the only reason was for sex. That was the only game we ever wanted to play and with each other, and every time we saw each other, even from a distance, our dicks got hard. My tummy would burn with butterflies for Bobby and also a seven year old boy named Adam. But this is about Bobby.

So the first time I got to do a sleepover with Bobby, we were allowed to share his bed and when it was time for lights out, we didn’t protest and beg to stay up late, because we anticipated what was going to happen in bed when his mum turned out the lights and closed the bedroom door.

I was sleeping in white and red race car pjs and briefs while Bobbie slept in blue pjs. We had been playing hot wheels on his bedroom floor and my dick was rock hard. I sat down cross legged with my long shoulder length curly blond hair falling over my shoulders, and Bobby could see the tent it was makining under my pyjama pants and he reached over and pulled the pants down just enough for my circumcised little dick to pop out like a spring and stand up straight. I thought he was going to suck me then, but he only stroked it. When we heard his mum coming he put my dick away under my pants.

Light we out now and we were in bed. His mum closed the door and I was so excited as I lay beside him that my hand were immediatly into his pjs. I wanted to start sucking his dick but he said to wait and just stroke with my hands, until we could hear his mum getting fucked by his dad. Soon we heard the bed banging in the next room and his mum crying out, “fuck me Dan! Omg fuck me Dan I’m cumming”!

He told me to listen to what his mum was saying and for me to pretend that I was her. I agreed and begin to tell him to fuck me. He threw back the blankets we were under, and pulled off my pants and underwear leaving me naked from the waist down. My dick was standing up tall and hard and straight as he started sucking for all it was worth. On and on he sucked and we can still hear his parents through the thin walls, banging and fucking so hard and I knew that if I was in such sexual heaven, I imagined what it must be like for his parents. Especially his mum, who is making sounds and play words I have never even dreamed of. When I was that age I could have an orgasm although no sperm would shoot out and the next thing I know I was crying out what she was crying out, “OMG I am cumming”!

Now he took his mouth off of my dick and got naked and said, “now you can suck mine”. As I said up he pulled my shirt off and I was there and naked with my long blonde hair coming over my shoulders of smooth white creamy skin. He has short brown hair, almost a crewcut. He said I had hair like his mum and then I made a good girl. And then I was going to get fucked like a girl because I was sexy like a girl.

So he laid down and I eagerly took his long hard dick into my mouth and begin sucking on it. He instructed me the whole time about how to use my tongue and where his happy spot was to make him cum. I was on my knees between his legs with my hands on his hips bobbing up and down and I was rubbing my tongue hard just underneath the head of his dick, and he was moaning and groaning, every minute or so I would look up at his face and his face had a look of pure joy, and the next thing I know he was saying “suck me! Suck me make me cum Pat”! And I started sucking even harder and faster, remembering Healh not a few days before he had slapped me in the garage like a vacuum cleaner, and I know now that had i’ve been in puberty, he would’ve shot sperm all over me and all in my mouth—and so I would have as well when he was doing me.

After he came, he got up off the bed and went into the bathroom that connected his room in his parents room, and comes back with some sort of oil, and made me get on the floor on all fours. He run my entire five-year-old body with oil as I sucked his dick and the next thing I know he went around behind me and I could feel his dick sliding up and down on the outside of my butt hole between my cheeks. I knew what he was going to do already because Adam had done this one morning at his house with me in his bed. I dropped down to my elbows and in went his dick. We can still hear his parents fucking in the next room, and it grew louder and louder, inside the fuck me I was just imitating what I was hearing from his mum and that really excited Bobby, and he pounded on me until his orgasm came and both of us were in boy sexual heaven.

We heard his dad cumming because he hollered it out and then we heard his mum cry out “oh God I am cumming Dan”. So I cried out in imitation of her, “oh God Bobby I am cumming”, because I could feel the tickling and burning go from my tummy down into my hairless balls up the shaft of my dick, and I felt the head of my dick getting larger, and The muffle expanding and contracting, expanding and contracting is another orgasm was healing the happy spot blood ahead of my tiny dick.

When I was quiet in his parents bedroom, Brandon put the oil away in that bathroom and close the door and bottom and jump in his bed but we did not even think about putting our pyjamas back on. He was about it 5 inches taller than I was, and his dick was an inch longer than mine was. He spooned me what is dick against my butt saying, “this is always what my dad does with my mum after they fuck”. So we covered this up in the blanket then we both fell asleep.

I love naked young white blonde or redhaired boys. Five to ten years old. No ugly body hair and they are so sexy and beautiful; sleek feminine bodies with lucious flat chests. No facial hair and no ugly pubic hair. Their dicks are perfect and so beautiful, and how they are so hard and bouncy like springs. To suck and make love to a boy’s dick is simply devine. To watch the pleasure on a preteen prepubecent boy that you are hopelessly in love with as you suck him to orgasm is worth a thousand words. Doing it for him because you as a man are so in love with him that you want only to make him feel the intense pleasure that he gives you when he sucks you to cum. You are so in love with him that were it not taboo, you would put the darling in a wedding dress and marry him. To have him all to yourself, never to cause him pain, but to give his dick the orgasms it deserves, and brush his long luxiurious hair with a brush. To message his shoulders and feet and to whisper words of love in his ear as you spoon with him. His body is slick with oil as your dick slides between his soft feminine butt cheeks. You cum in the spooning and as you hold your eight year old boy-wife to your chest, your heart is beating with love for him. He is the love of your life and would die for him, your precious little boy-wife.

When I was four yearss old, a week or so aftercthat eight year old boy had mouth fucked me in the garage, there was another special boy. He was about 6 or 7 years old and was friends with the boy who had laid me down in the garage. We had a large backyard with a fence.

Inside, I had been naked in the bathtub and it was sometime in the afternoon. I got out of the water playing with my weenie which was hard, because I had been thinking about getting sucked that day. My mom saw how tall and hard my dick was but said nothing but to get dressed. I saw no reason to wear clothes. I wanted to be naked already and go to the garage with my boyfriend. I never told her or anyone about the sex, because I knew that if mom found out, she would put a stop to it and there would be no more weenie games.

But I argued with her to let me be naked. She hollered no! So I ran outside with her chasing me, and when I got out the back door, that other little boy was there on the other side of the fence. When he saw me naked, he got the biggest smile on his face ever. I ran to him and my weenie was hard and bouncing up and down. It felt so good being naked out in the sun with him loving everything he could see. But mom grabbed me by the arm and dragged me into the house and dressed me in undees, a muscle shirt and red shorts. I had to wear shoes also and so she sent me back outside.

That boy was still out there and so I ran to the fence. He said, “Our mom’s won’t let us be naked outside. So we have to hide. Let’s go someplace and take all of your clothes off.” I didn’t get the hint when he said “all of your clothes”, that I was the one that was going to be naked. I was afraid after what mom had done to me. So I shook my head “No”. So then he whispered in my ear, “I know about you in the garage. He told me. We can play weeners to like that, if you are naked”.

I immediatly felt my tiny weenie get hard under my shorts and was all in for it.

So he climbed over the fence and we checked to see if mom was watching. She was not. He took me into the bushes between my house and the next. These were some kind of shrubs and there were no windows for anyone to see us out of.

Once we were safe, I just stood there and so my new playmate slowly undressed me, starting with my shirt. He by the way was a lot taller than me. I was a very petite little blonde boy. Even the other four year olds were taller, stronger, and bigger than me, even their weenies.

So he was so gentle with me as he removed all of my clothes except my shoes. My weenie was sticking straight out and he ran his hands over my entire body. He was not naked, only me but it was ok. I was having the time of my life, having discovered a wonderful thing called sex. I had found out that a weenie, or dick as he called it, was for a lot more than just peeing. He went to his knees and took my joy stick between his hand and was licking it like an icecream cone. I was in weenie tickle heaven. Yes, a boy that young can have an orgasm, even years before puberty.

He was sucking and making slurping noises and just like my garage boyfriend (the 8 yr old) had taught me only a week before, I moaned, “Oh my weenie tickles! Weenie tickle! Weenie tickle”! I did not learn to cry, “I’m cumming”, until years later. Even those beautiful little boys that taught me how to have such joy as oral sex would have not known that word “cum”.

As I weenie tickled to the sucking, I leaned forward and hugged him around the head saying, “I love you.” He wanted to pull away but I was hugging him so tight he couldn’t with my dick still buried in his mouth, hard, throbbing and tickling all up and down and especially in the happy spot just in the middle under the head. (I am circumcised). In fact, it was the rubbing of the top of his tongue on that spot that gave me such a quick orgasm. I wish now that my dick was still that sensetive. My first boyhood orgasms were wonderfully intense. Not even my first orgasm inside a woman at age 18 were that intense. No one but a boy could ever do that for me. Every time that a boy has sucked my dick I have “came”. But only one woman has ever been able to make me cum as an adult.

Now when I let him go, he stood up and kissed me full on the mouth, holding my naked body in one arm while his hand was stroking my weenie. I asked, “B, where did you learn how to play weenies so good”? He replied, “From A, in the garage like you, and from my big brother. Promise never to tell? If you do, your mom will spank you and we’ll never be able to be boyfriends again and play weenies”. So I promised on a pinky swear, and only now, decades later have I revealed my boyhood joys.

So anyway, the next thing we knew, my mom was hollering for me. He was not naked and now I know why. He wanted all of his clothes on in case he had to run away, and run he did. Over the front fence he went and there I was, alone and naked with an erection still wet from his saliva. My mom burst in, and seeing that I was naked again, she whipped my bare butt with a switch, screaming and calling me a “dirty little boy”, for being naked, and for, “playing with your pee-pee”! She dragged me around the house (I was still naked) and through the kitchen door. She threw me into my bedroom and locked me in it for the day. So I knew then that B was right. But I was not going to let her stop me from being naked with those boys and playing weeners. It felt too good and B loved me. He and A made me feel good and never beat me up or hit me with switches.

So all naked games would be secret. I never let her know any of it, but at night I lay in my bed wishing those boys were in it with me, and that I was laying naked between them, safe and warm with their skin touching mine.

So on morning, everyone was still sleeping. I was in my undees with no shirt. It was around dawn. I climbed out my window and ran down the block to B’s house. I went to his window and tapped. He was awake and it blew his mind that I was there. He opened the window and I climbed in. He whispered, “P, what are you doing here”? I said shyly, “To play weenies”.

His face lit up with joy and he took me into his bed and off came my undees. My weenie was hard and bouncing like a spring and this time , he got naked. He layed next to me and said, I am going to love you like my dad does my mom. I spy on them all the time. And so he leaves the bedroom, and comes back with baby oil. I was amazed, wondering why.

So he began kissing me and taught me how to make out. He carressed my entire body with his hands and messaged my muscles rubbing me all over with oil. He then oiled up his dick and said, “Get up on your hands and knees”. I did as he wanted, and the next thing I knew, was that he was putting oil on and in my butt hole. It tickled and I was giggling. He gets behind me and I can feel his weenie between my butt cheeks. Then he wraps his arms around my stomach, and with his oily hands, he begans to really squeeze and to stoke my teenie weenie. “Tell me your happy spot “, he said. “Under the top of my pee-pee,” I cooed. So he works that spot with one hand while cupping and messaging my balls with his other one and the oil made me go into a big weenie tickle. It was totally amazing. But then he did something I had never dreamed of. He grabbed me by the hips, and began pushing his dick up into my butt. It hurt and so he said, “It is ok P, just go down on your elboes and it will be easier, so I can weenie tickle inside you like daddy does mommy every night. It is called sex, and fucking. After that, you get to fuck me”. So I said yes and he worked his way in as I went down on my elboes whimpering.

I took it full and he fucked me hard and when it quit hurting, I felt so tickly all up and down my weenie, it was like I had to pee but nothing was coming out. Wow!! I heard him saying quietly, “Oh weenie tickle! Oh fucking weenie tickle! Weenie”! Then he falls foward on my bare butt and his weigh forced me down onto my belly with his dick still full inside and he moaned, “Oh fuck me do the pee-pee”! That morning I learned three things, anal sex, how to use oil and the saying, “Oh fuck me do the pee-pee”!

Years later when my 7th grade P.E. Coach would lean me in the corner, oiled down in the shower after school, and fuck me on the dick with his, making a flood of new puberty sperm shoot up on him I would cry, “Oh fuck me do the pee-pee”! I loved it.

So amyway, back to that morning in B’s bed. He let me up and then gave me at long last, what I had sneaked out of the house for, a nice long dick sucking and again it felt like I had to pee the entire time. Then finally, I felt a nice warm butterfly feeling in my tummy under my belly button. He was going down on me hard with no hands and making a gagging sound. That feeling moved down into my balls and then right up the bottom of my weenie and hit my happy spot. I felt the entire head of my weenie get stretched and big, and I felt the semen hole open ( although I was to young to shoot any) and I bucked my hips into his head. He was sucking from between my legs and as I came, I sat up and hugged him around his head like before and kept my tickling ween deep in his mouth! I cooed, “Oh fuck me do the pee-pee! Oh fuck me do the pee-pee”! Then I said, “I love you B”.

He was struggling for air and gagging, because when I told him that I loved him, I had pushed my weenie down his throat. He was stronger than me by a mile and pushed my naked shoulders back and my dick out of his mouth. I laid down flat and then he was on top of me. My balls and theighs were wet with his saliva and skick with oil. He spread my legs and butt fucked me again and my legs were wrapped around him like he told me. Again, it felt like I had to pee the entire time and my tummy was full of butterflys! What a morning! I was in love for the first time.

Suddenly when we came again he said, “You better sneak back home before we get caught. I love you to P”.

He rubbed all the oil of of us with a gym towel. So I got my little breifs back on and went out of the window and ran home as fast as I could. But it was hard because my butt hole was very sore. I through the window I went, and silently closed it behind me. I got under the blankets very, very happy and fell asleep. The next thing I knew, the sun was bright and my mom was waking me up saying, “Get up P, it is 10:00 and your friends B and A have come over to play.”

First I did seek help over this

Finding out that you've been raped and molested should have had a bigger impact then I thought it did but it wasn't have all the fanfare you expected, it was about a year ago when I was approached by a young lady and asking if I was *saying my name* and showing me a pic of a diapered 3 year old me she said her daughter was watching an old video on the computer her uncle left them, getting talking she invites me over to watch it and figure out what to do about it

At her house she pulls it up it starts, there's a old naked man (its her great grandfather she noted) then it pans over to show a birthday cake with the door in frame as the camera focuses on the door opening and an old man with a child in a diaper enter you can hear people saying my last name in greeting as the door closed as the camera steps back to get most of the room I was set on the table in front of the naked man the man that sat me down wished him a happy birthday as he undoes my diaper the camera zooms in showing my baby dick as the old man started to suck on it after a minute the guy lifts me up and put the tip of his dick to my butthole hearing careful hes still a virgin as he slowly pushed me down i started to cry after 5 or so minutes I was still crying as he was fucking me hard he cummed in me then I got passed to the next guy as he slid his dick into my gapping ass and fucking me hard as I cry harder he cums then its repeated with 4 others, the last 2 that fucked me I was laying face down on the table sobbing the video pans to show my gapping butthole that's leaking out cum then ends.

So im not sure tbh but I think im bi. But dont think id ever date a guy tho, im just into the sexual appeal. First time I was ever turned on by a guy was my dad…(a whole other level of shame when you are confused i feel) He was dating a pretty attractive woman at the time and i know based on the unusual amount of sexual comments my dad made all the time, i had assumed they were prettt sexually active. So one night, after everybody went to sleep, i was mad horny and had the idea to get my dads phone off the charger, (and this was when i was around 12, i think it was 2012 or 2013 when it was oddly common for people to not put passwords on their phones or ipods) started snooping. Sure enough there was tons of dirty shit to go thru. I scrolled way up and started at my (ex step mom)s dirty talking. Cant remember everything she said but i remember it being very detailed. But what really got me what my dads response. He said he was in his truck and at a red light and she had caught him off guard. But he also said “that was so hot. Second i saw that, made my cock twitch. Im so hard”. Shit fucked me up. I took a picture of that part of the convo with my phone. Not too long after my dad decided to pull over and send her a dick pic. Instantly came. I felt bad after wards. But i couldnt stop thinking about that picture. I had to prevent myself from saving it because i felt it was wrong. But i went back to it and jacked off to the same photo and more conversations plenty times after that. Ever since i have had sexual thoughts about him. Not when i see him in person, but only when im jacking off and super horny. Iv downloaded texting apps trying to get him to send me a dick pic but he still hasnt. Hopefully some day…

I am a male and the other persons are also. I was in grade school just a normal kid like to ride my bike and hang out with the other neighborhood kids. My aunt and uncle and my older cousin lived a few blocks away my cousin would come over to swim we had a pool

My mom didn't mind he was 3 years older than me we'd play video game and hang out I look up to him and I loved when he'd come over. Mom had one rule we had to change it the basement bedroom so we didn't track water thru the house. He came by this particular evening we went swimming about 10 minutes he said he was ready to change so we got out and went downstairs to change we'd seen each other naked a million times but that night was the first time I had ever seen him so hard and big I tried not to look but I couldn't help it. He noticed me and said you never seen a hard one before I told him mine it gets hard sometimes he asked if he could try and get me hard I said heck yeah how are you going to do that we were already naked . He spread my legs and started sucking me I thought I was going to pass out with pleasure I had never felt anything like that before I didn't have sperm yet but I know I had some kind of orgasm he stop and rubbed himself on my lips and told me to open my mouth he told me that he wanted me to do that same thing to him after a Second I took him in my mouth I could hardly get half of it in my mouth but that moment I knew that this was something that I loved doing I did things I'd seen in guy movies he started to shake a little bit and making weird noises and the next thing I know is I had a mouth full of his cum he told me to swallow and keep sucking it took a second to swallow all of it and I kept sucking him. He picked me up and put me on the bed and started sucking me again I never wanted that feeling to stop he could get my dick and balls in his mouth his saliva was all over my dick and I told him that my butt hole was wet he asked how good did him sucking me feel I told him it was the best feeling in the world. He asked if I wanted to try something that felt a million times better I said yes without any hesitation he explained that he was going to to put himself inside of my butt hole as he put me on my hands and knees he rubbed his spit all over my butt he then told me it might hurt a little bit he pushed inside of me and I thought I was going to pass out from the pain I thought to myself I wish he'd stop but he kept going until he was all the way inside me. He started pumping in and out of me he grabbed me by the hips and buried it inside me over and over he flipped me on my back put my legs on his shoulders and he then told me he was going to make love to me like a girl and when he came inside me that I would belong to him then and he was going to do this anytime he wanted that I was his gurl now. I'm in my mid 50s and those were definitely the best times of my life