I think of my self as a straight male, when younger only with women. as got older less women wanted to have sex. And it tock more to got off. porn got darker. gay to bestiality, checking more and more on inline. doing exhibitionish on wed cams. but most lee men on there. I let then tell me what to do on cam for then full face and nude. know lots of them tape it. checking out dating site but have more men checking me out. one day I fig what the hell. meet with a cool older guy, I let him blow me. I fucked him. then I told him I want to blow him. so I did, the next week I meet a other guy my own age. state out sucking each other. then I was the one doing the most sucking. then I told him he could fuck me, so he did cumming in my ass. when he left I play with my ass to get the cum out to eat it, I would meet with gay, crossdresser, and straight men. I have not been fucked to many times most times cant take in. I been master to sum and slave to others. when a guy cum I will all we swallow or eat they cum off them. I meet them where they want t my place there, at parks. I meet all types. guys that are ok looking, guys with big dick that I still didn't know how I take them. I meet a few of x coworkers even sum old boss and friends. I do have a new coworker that we had sex in the past, he has bot said a word about it yet. but there time its a ugly disgusting men sum times vary fat,. that no one els would blow. I will blow them. I like the humiliation of it, iuse think I was small butt I been with lots of men with small dicks, its odd the size diffentes out there.. I let women witch me blow they man. in been in lots of 3 ways fmm and all male. I have two dick in my mouth.

I been trying to find guys to tape me blow them. or do it live on web cams. I get off on the disgrace of it. I all so been looking for sum one to make me blow a dog or sex, I am not sire how far I will go to,

Came back from school one day and my step mother told me to get undressed right in the middle of the living room. As she folded it up she then asked for my bra and panties. Got a flat NO when I asked her if I could do it in my room. Stood there completely naked as I watched her lock them up in my room with the rest of my clothes. "If you want to sneak out to the street, your going have to do it with no clothes on" Realized my two step brothers would be coming home soon from school, asked her if I could at least have a towel and got a flat NO. She told it was part of my punishment and just let them walking on me. I still remember them walking in and asking my step mother why I was naked. She just said "the street in no place for a 15 year old girl" and intentionally humiliated me by leaving me naked in front of them. She just kept washing the dishes in the kitchen, while my step brothers walked around me making comments about my tits and pussy. I was left naked for the whole afternoon and even made me have supper with no clothes on. Spent the entire night exposing myself with my step brothers teasing me, winking at me and checking out my private parts and stripped of all dignity. Always had a feeling she enjoyed degrading me because she got stuck with me after my parents passed away. I her eyes, I could never do anything right.