My brother is three years older than me. We often sat in the bedroom listening to music when mom and dad were fighting. I know I'm kinda small for my age, but never considered myself queer or anything like that. He used to tease me a lot, but he was my brother and that's what brothers do.

One day there was a huge argument and we went into the bedroom. Dad was pissed and left for a while. Mom said she was going over to Joyce's house for a bit. We were in the bedroom listening to some of Jake's records and he sat on the bed next to me. Finally he turned and asked if I was gay. I told him no, I didn't think so. "How do you know?" he asked. "I don't know, I just figured I wasn't." He looked down at my crotch and said, "I think it's time we found out." "What do you mean?" I asked. He said he wanted me to suck his dick.

I really didn't know what to do, so when I didn't do anything he figured I wanted to. He stood up and unzipped his fly. "Let's see if you can suck dick as well as Debbie." That was his ex-girlfriend. When he pulled his cock out through his zipper I didn't know what he was doing. Then he pulled my head in closer so my lips were touching his cock. "Open up and suck it." I slowly opened my mouth and he pushed his cock in. I figured for a 16 year old he had a pretty big cock. It didn't take but a couple of minutes and he was hard. "Oh, fuck, Terry, your mouth is better than any pussy." He was fucking my mouth now. He made me gag a couple of times, but I started to really enjoy it. "Okay. Now when I cum you're supposed to swallow it."

As soon as he said that he started cumming. It took me by surprise. I had never even tasted my own small amount of cum when I jerked off, so this was a real mouthful. I was able to swallow it all. I thought it tasted different, but not bad. I didn't know what was supposed to happen next, but he pulled his cock out of my mouth and tucked himself back in. "So, you like that, don't you?" he said as he reached down and grabbed my cock through my pants. It was hard. Not big, but hard. "I guess it was okay," I said. "Well, maybe you need more practice."

He had me suck his cock any time we were alone. After about a month he just unzipped and pulled his cock out and I started sucking. Then he decided to see if I really was gay. One afternoon we were alone and I was sucking his cock. He pulled his cock out of my mouth and told me to strip. I thought he was gonna suck me now, but instead he had me kneel on the floor with my chest on the bed. He knelt behind me and started to play with my asshole with a wet finger. Then he shocked me totally by shoving his cock into my ass. I jumped at the pain, but it eventually subsided. Once I relaxed a little it started to feel good. I decided I really liked having him fuck me. And it almost made me cum when he started shooting in my ass.

He finally pulled out of my ass and turned me around. He made me suck the cum off of his cock. I loved it. We did this for the rest of the school year. He got another girlfriend and spent most of his time with her that summer. I never did suck him or get fucked by him again, but ever since I started sucking him I look for as much cock as I can get. That was six years ago and I am a full-fledged cum sucking, ass fucking queer, just like he said.