This is the first time I am telling this to anyone...

I used to spy on my mom in the shower. It probably started when I was in 7th or 8th grade, around when I started dating girls, which would have put my mom in her late 30's at the time. I do not know why, but she ALWAYS left her bathroom door cracked open. I continued to spy on her whenever the opportunity presented itself for YEARS to follow. I even recall spying on her after I moved back in after graduating from college.

For some reference, my mom was attractive, tall for a woman at about 5'6" with fair skin. She was always conscious of her weight, so she definitely wasn't heavy, but wasn't skinny either. She had perky pale white b-cup breasts, but her best feature was her pale white ass which was big and round and sloped gently down to her thighs.

She never caught me once. I was pretty careful about it, only taking the chance when no one else was home. She also had pretty poor eyesight and removed her glasses when showering. Her shower doors were the clear glass variety, so while peeping through the opening in the door my biggest obstacles were the fogging glass and the occasional towel draped over one of the railings on the shower door. I made sure to quickly and quietly leave her bedroom the instant the water flipped off, followed by an immediate jerk-off session in my bedroom or bathroom.

For some context on me, I was a 3-sport athlete in high school, popular and good-looking (by most people's accounts). I dated the best looking girl in my grade, and was sexually active beginning my Sophomore year, so I was a pretty normal (and fortunate) kid.

That's about it, secret revealed! I'm a 31 year old male now. I still recall the butterflies I would get in my stomach and the amazing anticipation I would feel leading up to it. To this day the mother/son genre is still one of my favorite fantasies.

My parents are away on business trips almost every weekend so I stay at my grandma's house. Since last year I think there are somewhere between 7 to 10 neighborhood boys who have seen me naked and have watched me masturbate. They climb up on the garage roof which is connected to the house and can not only see into the spare room I sleep in but also the bathroom. They are all younger than me but the only one I know is a kid who lives a few houses down from my grandma's house. I know his name is Ryan and have seen him outside but have never talked to him. It started with just him but then he started bringing other kids with him. I don't think any of them are even in high school yet and think most of them are 12 or 13. I'll be 17 in September and have been letting them see me naked now for over a year almost every weekend, mostly on Friday and Saturday nights. A couple times I know there were as many as 4 boys out on the roof watching me. It makes me so horny I just keep doing it and on purpose open the windows and blinds so they can see in real good. They usually come after about 8pm so I just tell my grandma I want to shower and watch tv in my room. I sit in the dark waiting for them to climb up on the roof then I go into the bathroom and start getting undressed. Most of the time there are two or three of them and I am so excited about it I want to masturbate right away. Once I'm naked I let them see me shower and shave my legs but not only that I started shaving my pubic hair about 8 months ago. I don't usually masturbate while in the shower but sometimes I am so hot I do. Most of the time I go back to the bedroom and masturbate on the bed. I think knowing they are watching me is what makes me cum so many times. Except for Ryan I don't know who any of the other boys are and because they come when it is dark outside I don't really know how many different boys have watched me for sure. I live about 15 miles away from my grandma so I don't have to worry about seeing any of them where I live. I really don't want to know who they are and don't want them to know me either. Ryan might have been watching me before I found out he was but when I did notice him on the roof I was excited rather than upset about it. I never did anything like this before but all I know is that by them seeing me naked it makes me so aroused I can't control myself. I used to complain to my parents about having to stay at my grandma's asking them to stay home alone. Ever since I began letting the boys see me naked I don't complain anymore and am dissapointed when my parents stay home some weekends. I use to hate it when they went away but now look forward to it. I can't believe what I let these boys see me do and there where times I even changed tampons knowing they were at the window. When I masturbate on the bed I purposely have my legs wide open facing the windows. I even get on my hands and knees spreading my legs with my butt facing the windows. I do things in front of them I never considered before and intentionally walk right up to the windows naked. I even play with myself standing up sometimes and also play with my breasts. I know I should feel shame or remorse about doing this but it excites me so much I don't have any regrets about it. At home I never do anything like that but do masturbate often. I have dated a few boys but have never had sex with any of them. I did let one of them feel me up once but even none of them ever saw me naked. I'm not sure why but having those boys see me nude most weekends has made me very happy and more aware of my sexual feelings. I've been masturbating for a few years now and think I was still 12 when I started. With the boys watching me it is much different because I orgasm a lot more than when I am alone. Just knowing they are on the roof I keep masturbating after I cum the first time and just continue to have orgasms. I don't really know but those boys are old enough to masturbate themselves. I can't see them but am pretty sure they get erections when they watch me or at least I hope they do. I never let on that I know they are out there and hope they think I don't know they are. I never look directly at the windows but many times have been able to see some faces, even though I still don't know how many boys have watched me.

I'm 20 years old, not as dumb as people think of me but have let myself be manipulated by an older woman. Paula is 53 and since I was 17 has slowly inticed me into a submissive situation. Its not that I couldn't stop it if I wanted to but I am so used to it I now crave her attention. I was in high school when I first began doing chores for her, mostly painting and cutting grass etc. She is older than my mother, not at all an attractive woman but she always treated me and paid me very well. I lived 8 miles away so she would pick me up and take me home all the time. Her and my mother knew each other slightly and my mother approved of me working for her. She came for me every Saturday morning and would always insist I stay for dinner before she took me back home. It wasn't really like working because she catered to me all the time insisting I take a break often. She began insisting I wear the work clothes she bought for me and before dinner time always insisted I take a shower. I should have known she was a little crazy right from the start but she was so good to me I never questioned her. Only a couple months went by when she would come into the bathroom as I was in the shower. The door didn't lock but I never thought she would do that. The first few times she came in it was very embarrassing and I'd cover my penis with my hands. She began telling me there was no reason for my modesty and in a short time convinced me to let her watch me shower. She said she used to watch her children shower but I found out from my mom that Paula never had any kids. I think I got used to it because she would always give me an extra $10 everytime she watched me. I never told her I knew she didn't have any kids and I'm not sure why but I started likeing it when she was there and often got a hard on. I know I was still 17 at the time when she told me it would be ok for me to masturbate. I was to embarrassed but after a few weeks of her telling me to I finally did as she just smiled and watched me jerk off. After that things got wierd when she started asking if she could wash my back and I wasn't sure I wanted her to but I let her do it. Every Saturday she would wash more of me and as old and ugly as she is it got me turned on when she washed my penis and testicals. I always got a hard on and she would tell me to masturbate and I would. I'm not sure how long it went on like that but then she began jerking me off all the time. I never had anybody do that for me before so I never tried to stop her. She mentioned often that I shouldn't tell my mother that she bathes me but there is no way I would anyhow. I was 18 by then and she began asking if I would stay overnight and she would take me home on Sunday. My mom thought she had extra work for me to do but thats when Paula began giving me massages Saturday nights. I was embarrassed by it the first time mainly because I was laying there naked. She had already jerked me off before dinner and now she was putting oil on me and jerking me off a second time. I still don't understand her but I do whatever she wants me to. I have never seen her naked and she has never wanted me to touch her. I think she has a fetish for young guys and just found out a few weeks ago there is another young guy who goes to her house during the week. I don't stay overnight every Saturday but do most of the time. She gave me her old car last month so now I drive there myself every week. She likes seeing me naked and she likes jerking me off. I think she is crazy but I must be too.

Renee is 7 years older than me and the only reason I kept dating her was for the great sex. Then three years ago she somehow talked me into letting her and her three kids move in with me. It was mostly because of her financial difficulties. Jerry is the oldest and Laureen and Jeanie are still in high school. My house has 3 bedrooms but I bought it (as is) 5 years ago. It had extensive damage on the second floor from a fire but the price was a 3rd of market value at the time. I explained to Renee at the time that the upstairs was still a mess. It was gutted by the privious owners and although I did a lot of repairs there were no doors on the bedrooms. The framing was not even done but only the drywall work and none were even painted. The bathroom was the biggest problem since there are two doorways, one in the hallway the other in the master bedroom. I had spent so much money on this house and was still in the process of finishing the kitchen and putting on a new roof. I just couldn't afford to finish off the upstairs and it still remains that way now. Sheets were tacked up over the doorways when they moved in but right from the beginning there was very little privacy. It was awkward at first because we all saw each other either naked or semi naked on a daily basis. The girls would come into my room when either Renee or I were naked or in bed. Within the first month Jerry walked in one time when Renee and I were having sex. Renee just laughed it off so to speak and over a short period of time it became a common occurance for Jerry or the girls to see us naked. It was almost like a mini nudest colony. The bathroom was complete as far as the plumbing was concered but it was like grand central station. The girls thought nothing of walking in while either myself or Jerry were in the shower and would even sit and urinate. The shower has a glass enclouser so we can actually see each other. They even did this with Renee and she never complained or tried to do anything about it. It didn't matter the gender because even Jerry would come in when I was in the shower and even if his mother or sisters were showering. I don't know how they lived before they moved in with me but it seemed they were accustomed to seeing each other like that and now seeing me. I think it embarrassed me the first few times but I soon became just like them. I didn't care if they saw me naked and I liked seeing Laureen and Jeanie naked. I always get home from work around 3:30 but Renee don't get home until 6 pm. I always shower when I get home and Laureen seems to be the one who always comes into the bathroom while I shower. She sometimes comes in to pee but a few times a week she comes in and either sits on the toilet seat or just stands there talking to me or asking me dumb questions. Jeanie does it often but Laureen is relentless and it is obvious how she stares at my penis. Just the way she looks at me causes me to become aroused and I used to try to turn away so she wouldn't see me getting hard. After many months I stopped trying to hide my erections from her and now just keep showering. Same with Jeanie but Laureen stays in the bathroom most of the time even watching me dry off. I do the same to them sometimes but I never do when Renee is home. I also watch them from my room and just push the sheet aside enough to see into the shower. I have watched Laureen masturbate many times but have never seen Jeanie doing it in the shower. If she does masturbate she must always do it in her room. They saw Jerry naked as much as they have seen me but Jerry joined the Navy last year and went away last April. Renee and I both sleep naked and for that reason alone I know Renee is aware her daughters see me naked often. What Renee doesn't know is how often they come into the bathroom when I shower. Its Laureen more so than Jeanie but both have stood in the hallway pushing the sheet over and looking in at me. I almost always get an erection whether they are in the room or watching me from the hallway. I jerk off more than I'm willing to admit knowing one or both are watching me. I never masturbate when they are in the bathroom because I don't want them to think I know they have seen me doing it. A couple years ago I began shaving my pubes and do it often when one of them is in the bathroom. Once a long time ago Jeanie asked me why I shaved my pubic hair but all I said is that it is more comfortable that way. Other than that our nudity aroung each other is never discussed. If Renee and her girls don't have a problem with it, I don't either.