I grew up in an offshoot of the FLDS church, like Sister Wives or Big Love, but way stricter about certain things. Having left years ago, I'm 41 Male and have been out for 20 years, I can tell you some of the things you see on TV are tame in comparison to what my family believes. And the shit that happened...

Anyway, my father has 22 kids to 4 women. All of the girls are taught to be subserviant to men in all ways. That includes the 6 boys. Even my Moms were conditioned to never speak up to us.

Around 8, the prophet sat me down and told me that I was a man now (it's a weird belief in the church that 8 is the age that kids become adults) and that meant I had to start doing adult things. At first it was stuff like collecting tithing, doing home teaching visits, and helping with the sacrament, but by 12, all the boys, and I mean ALL of us, were helping the prophet find the right girls for him, the ones that would be in his eternal family. I think he would have us help because kids talk to kids differently than they talked to their parents. I was 13 when he wanted me to pick which of my sisters would be a good wife. My sisters were happy to be in the running, so they kept trying to serve me to show which ones would be the best.

I was at the age where I was horny, so after a while, I started making them prove they would do anything. I made them pray naked, I would make them do chores in their underwear when my moms were busy, and after the prophet told me that masturbation wasn't really a sin if it was witnessed by your wives, I made them watch me maturbate to prove which ones would be good witnesses.

The three that were not scared were the ones I focused on and I asked the prophet which one he wanted. He choose my 9 year old sister, but I didn't tell them that because he said he would talk it over with my dad. I told all three they had another test and that night, all three came to my room where me and two brothers slept. I made them get naked and climb into my bed while we "examined" them.

We touched all three in ways we never should have, but I still think about. I told my brothers, 10 and 12, about the prophet's choice, so we looked at her holes but didn't touch them. My 14 year old sister let me put my penis inside her until I "expressed God's joy" while my brothers fondled and masturbated over my 11 year old sister. My 14 year old sister had not known any man, so she cried, but afterwards I promised to tell the prophet that she did what she was supposed to do. The 9 year old just laid on her back and let me touch her while I did this.

The prohet did marry the 9 year old, and a year later, he proposed that because I had deflowered my sister, she would be one of my wives. It was about 2 years after that my dad, the prophet, and some other men were arrested because, on top of marrying 9 year olds, they kept recordings on their wedding nights as "official records" of the church. Some of them got out onto the internet and people found us. If you've seen some videos of that kind of thing, there's a chance you've seen my dad.

Most of the kids got out and away, and we lost contact, though the sister I deflowered and I still talk. We've both gone through counselling and I've apologized to her, but at night, sometimes, I still think about and want to do it again.

Me and my cousin at the age of 12 started secretly messing around with each other. The first year was simple things kissing and touching but after a year of secretly messing around she was straddling me one night grinding her pussy on my cock.. we didn’t plan to fuck we both agreed no penetration but that night she was so wet grinding back and forth my cock slipped right inside of her. We immediately stopped and locked eyes. We agreed we should stop. She then started to move her hips up my cock just about to slide out and she goes back down. I said what are you doing. She said she just wanted to feel one stroke. And then again and again both of us saying “we need to stop” as my cock is sliding in and out of her wet pussy.. fast and faster she kept going and I exploded what seemed like the biggest load of my life deep inside her pussy.. no condom .. instantly we were both terrified that she was going to get pregnant luckily she didn’t.. we were 13 then and have been secrectly fucking all the way up until last year when I got married we’re both 28 now

Oh to be fucked by two men at once... pressed tight between their bodies while they rut into your cunt and ass, unable to move while the ache in your lower body grows and you hear the wet slapping sounds of their dick fucking into your gaping messy holes... they hold onto your hips and push you down onto their cocks while you whine and shake, begging them to stop because its too much and you can't take it... their mean laugh as they shove their fingers into your mouth and keep using you like a fleshlight...

I love it

I was using my dads laptop once and was bored and curious so started to look randomly through his files and found several video clips of him having sex with my mom. They were all pretty short like 5-6 minutes. Some of them were them fucking and some were clips of them doing oral on each other. And there was one that was only 2 minutes long and was my dad and some other guy didn’t know basically cumming on my mom. Of course I jerked off to them and would watch them whenever I was alone and could use his laptop. I had heard them having sex before but this was something else

I was trippin balls on shrooms and my sister brought home her boyfriend and her boyfriend's friend. She bangs on my door...I opened it and she asks if I could leave the house for a little while. I guess she wanted a threesome. I'm really rolling, so I know it's not a good idea to leave, so I tell her not to worry, I'm just gonna lock my door and pass out.

I look over her shoulder and her boyfriend is begging me to leave. I look at him and just tell him I'm tripping balls and close the door.

So then my trip gets weird, because all I can think about is my sister getting plowed by 2 guys. I don't know if you know what shrooms are like, but once something gets in your head, it just goes. Like I swear I can see through the walls and she's butt naked getting double penetrated, right? So I start getting paranoid thinking our parents are going to come home any minute and find my little sister, whose in high school, getting railed while I'm tripping balls.

I leave my room and find my sister giving one head while the other's eating her out. I'm not sure how long I stood there, but I watched her she didn't seem to care, so I said "Fuck it" and whipped my cock out.

Here's the thing... I'm not sure if I actually fucked my sister or just came on her face. It was like a dream and if I fucked her, then I just got up and walked into the shower. At this point, I'm not sure and she hasn't said anything.

I haven't had many partners, I am at best shy, at worst a nervous wreck. I went for a hike on a rainy day and ran into this girl on the trail... We made meaning less small talk. Wondering in the back of mind if this was going to happen, if I should let it happen. She brought me to the clearing by the river. My nerves a wreck, my 13 years of failed marriage, the isolation. She knew what I needed as she invited me to her. I clumsy fondled and grouped, I sucked her breasts. She asked me to fuck her her. She offered a condom, on impulse I didn't take it. She bent over for me to take her, and I fumbled to find where to enter, she guided me up and I pushed in. As I pumped, something awoke in me. I was free, for the first time I could remember as I was thrusting in this beautiful amazing woman, I felt free. Her moaning louder, awoke in me passion, I am not dead I am alive! I thrusted harder and deeper, each time her moans louder encouraged me to thrust again even harder. My hands grabbing her hips, her hot cunt wrapped around me, I tried to speak to say something important and I thrust deep and pull her tight, exploding in this amazing woman. I didn't want to part, I didn't want it to end, as I keep pushing forward in her, pushing my cum, mixing it inside her, squeezing any i still have inside her. The gentle rain cooling my brow. That's when she told me she was 16...

I (F,19) dream of having just having an older, schlubby man to fuck me. I don’t know what started this, but it’s such a strong want I don’t know what to do about it. If we lived in a world where I could have unsafe sex with no repercussions, I’d want one to just constantly fill me with cum. Oh, but I’d only let him do that if he treated me like a princess/godsend…it’s not even the weirdest fantasy I have but one I think about often.