Confessions tagged with 'masturbation'.

#3226

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When I was in high school I liked to put on make up and dance naked in our basement for my friends. After school sometimes two of my friends would come over to play and we would wind up masturbating. So one time I had an idea -I put on some of my Mom's lipstick, eyeshadow and mascara and then turned down the lights, lit some candles and put on some loud banger music and just started dancing naked in front of my two friends. I was gyrating and grinding on and around a column like at a strip club. Eventually they both opened their pants and started stroking themselves so I started too while doing just crazy moves all over the floor. I shot my load first onto the floor and slipped on it and then sat in it and rolled around on it while they took turns shooting their loads onto my body lying on the floor.

The next couple of times we did it I ended my performance by kneeling in front of each of them and sucked their cocks until both came into my mouth! It was really cool, we did this a few times until Mom noticed her make up was missing. I liked painting my face like a whore and dancing naked in front of other boys and swallowing their cum.

#3168

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My young daughter has started exploring lately. My gf and I have caught her rubbing herself against the arms of the couch, the edges of her tv chair, and a couple of her bigger stuffed animals. Both my gf and I grew up in more conservative homes, so we don’t want to discourage her or make her feel like she’s doing something wrong, especially since it’s in the privacy of our home.

My gf works at the casino so she’s gone during the evenings so we always have our tv time before bed where my daughter usually crawls into my lap while we watch our shows.

The last couple times, things got a bit weird. When she started to get tired, she began to rock herself while in my lap, and since she was right against my dick I got hard. The first time it happened, I gently picked her up and said that it was time for my to tuck her in because she seemed tired. The next time, though, I let it go on for a bit. I zoned out on what exactly was happening and just enjoyed how it felt. The last time it happened, I let it go on longer than I should have and almost came in my pants. I got up abruptly and said daddy has to pee bad and I went to the bathroom to finish myself off.

I feel guilty that I let it go as far as I did, and for how good it felt. My gf and I are on opposite schedules so we don’t fool around very often. Sadly that was the first activity I have had in months and I feel so conflicted

#3150

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I am a 25-year old pre-op transgender woman from a borderline nudist family (we weren't the kind of people who immediately stripped down to nothing once we were alone in the house, but nude beaches and nudist resorts were a thing in my upbringing) and I have seen my mom naked on countless occasions. For a while it didn't mean much; however as i entered puberty I began to notice. Every time I saw my mom in the buff, i would fixate on her butt and how it jiggled while she walked. I didn't think much of it, until my late teens, when my masturbation fantasies started to involve her. At first it was just her body, then it graduated to just being in the bath or shower with her. Eventually it turned into handjobs and blowjobs, and finally full penetration to her pussy or ass.

Much as i've tried to fight it, i still fantasize about her frequently; sometimes i wish that, just before i switch genders full time, she would be allowed by me to fuck her and let her taste my cock. Other times it goes to other extremes; i sometimes fantasize about one night when it's just us, knocking her unconscious-either by a blow to the head or by roofie-stripping her naked, tying her up and blindfolding her, and just having my way with her; fondling, penetration, the whole nine yards.

However, I've already taken it to some pretty heavy extremes; one night while my folks were out of town, i went onto their bedroom computer, and found some pretty hot photos of my mom; in the bath, naked outside, getting penetrated by men (not all of whom were my father). My personal favorite is one where she is doing nude yoga in our living room, with her backside facing the camera. Her glorious booty showing off. I saved that and a few others to a flashdrive and revisit it frequently when alone.

I don't approve of these feelings and know they'll probably never be reciprocated, nor my fantasies come true; however i still have fun feeling so naughty pleasuring myself to my own mother.

#3147

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My introduction to masturbation was somewhat traumatic. I was 4 years old and my step father told me he wanted to teach me how. I know now that this is a form of molestation, but at the time I trusted him and did as he said. After my mom divorced him, I still continued masturbating for my own pleasure. At that young age I would hump the arms of couches or lay on my stomach and hump my hand. My family scolded me and told me a multitude of lies to get me to stop; God is watching, Jesus cries when he sees me do that, Mickey Mouse doesn't let little girls who do that go to Disney, etc. Honestly, the feeling I got from masturbating was so incredible that I just decided to do it in private instead.

Fast forward to the first grade, and two of my male friends and I had been discussing touching our privates at daycare. I knew what a penis was as I had a younger brother, but they had never seen a vulva before so I showed them mine. This turned into a PUBLIC mutual masturbation session. We all sat on the sofa facing the TV (far away from supervision) with our arms twisted behind us and our hands down the backs of our pants playing with ourselves. I'm not sure how that worked for the boys, but I was playing with my anus and it felt incredible. Other boys and girls apparently knew what we were doing and told us we were gross but we didn't stop. We also challenged each other to go to the bathroom and touch our own pee. This was the beginning of a slight urine fetish for me. At that age I also had a girl friend who I would talk with about our mutual crush on one of the counselor's teenage sons. How we thought of this, I don't know, but we agreed that it would be exciting to live under his mattress, cut a hole for his "Weiner" to go through, and lick it while his mom came in the room. Actually, she said she wanted to chew on it but I thought that might hurt him so I told her chewing might be bad...I'm sure she would have liked to thank me later. She and I never had any other sexual encounters and never masturbated together because it was then that I began to realize I liked both boys and girls.

I continued masturbating, but did it in my own since I moved away from my friends. We had moved in with my aunt and my mom worked nights so even though we shared a room, we were never home at the same time and I claimed it as my own personal masturbation space. I'd come home from school, run upstairs, lock the door and strip. We had a footboard with a large knob on it that I would hump (even when it hurt) and I humped our desk and desk chair too. For Christmas when I was 9 I got a my sized Barbie, whom I scissored with at any chance I got. I didn't even know what scissoring was, but I knew I wanted to put my privates on hers. I also masturbated to Victoria's secret magazines and Adult Swim shows.

When I was 10 or so, I found my mom's stash. Strappy leather kink-wear, Playgirl magazines, and a small bullet vibrator. I would strap the leather harnesses onto me (even though they were too big) and yank the strap that went between my legs until I orgasmed. I used the bullet all the time and his it in my pajama drawer, which my mom found. I told her I thought it was a back massager and she told me it was, but it was broken and she had to throw it away. Little did she know... I also had this stone egg that a teacher bought me on a field trip to a cave. I loved putting it in my underwear and rubbing it against my clit, but regret never slipping it inside of me.

My early teenage years were filled with me finding anything I could to fill my holes. First I started by using my drum sticks (I was in band). I would put one in my vagina and one in my anus. I loved it when the two would touch one another inside me. My mom found out about this (I have no idea how) and instead of confronting me wrote "Ew...gross" on one of the sticks so that the next time I pulled them out for a bit of fun I was MORTIFIED. I threw them in a dumpster and switched over to Sharpie markers. I would stick up to 8 of them in my anus which brought me to orgasm so quick! Even now at 23 I do this despite my wide array of dildos and plugs. I would bring the same Sharpie markers to school and would nearly cream my pants when someone would borrow one from me.

I gave my first blowjob at 14 to my boyfriend. I loved sucking his penis, and I loved it even more when he would tell his friends about it. I gained a reputation and I couldn't care less. After we broke up, I would give guys blowjobs, then they would take me on a date (McDonald's -_-).

I had anal sex for the first time also at 14 with my new boyfriend, but let's just say it was a HUGE mess. Thankfully he didn't tell anyone at school because I think it was just as embarrassing for him.

I had vaginal sex for the first time at 16 with another new boyfriend. The guy had cheated on me and told me he'd never cheat again if I let him "put it in me" so I let him. I didn't have an orgasm, and he wasn't big enough to "pop my cherry". Afterwards he said "You weren't as tight as I thought you'd be." Weeks later he "popped" it while fingering me and got mad that I "didn't tell him I had my period". I just let it go rather than telling him the truth.

After I dumped him, I had a steady boyfriend for the next 4 years. He never gave me oral, and I was never satisfied by him but I loved him so I faked it.

After we broke up I had a boyfriend with a death fetish for a year who had to pretend to strangle me to death in order to have an orgasm. I'm into choking now, but honestly that guy was too scary even for me. I wouldn't be surprised if he killed someone for real.

I finally came out as bisexual, but during my brief slutty phase could never manage to sleep with a girl, only desperate guys...

Then I finally met the love of my life. We complete each other both emotionally and sexually (he also has the largest penis I have ever seen!!!!!). He wants me to finally sleep with a woman if I get a chance, he wants me to peg him and tie him up and spank him and I love it! We take turns being the one in control, but honestly we get the most pleasure out of making sweet love and adoring each other's bodies. The most important thing for me is that we encourage each other to masturbate and we don't hide it from one another. We talk about techniques, when we do it, where we do it, etc. He is truly the person of my dreams.

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Due to spinal issues, I have ED - meds don’t work well. I went the Men’s clinic and a test was done. A nice looking nurse practitioner doing the test. Injection to try get an erection for a blood flow. It’s a needle into your penis. I didn’t get erect by enough for the test. When I got home my wife is asking a lot questions about it. I went into bathroom, dropped my pants and jerked off a pretty hard cock. It felt so good and I was fantasizing about the nurse.

The following week I had to return to learn how to inject myself with the same nurse. She explained everything and then I pull down my pants, do the cleaning routine. She said pull the head, stretch it out and inject in a certain area. I do it and she says, pants up and I’ll be back in 10 minutes. It seemed like 30 minutes but it was on 10 minutes.

During the 10 minutes, I was thinking of nothing but sex, tits, pussy, -anything to see if I good get a good erection. It was like I want the nurse to see it hard. She asks me to rate my erection, geeze,,I am thinking like a 2 maybe barely a 3 and she agrees. Okay off you go we will go the pharmacy.

I am driving back to work holding my cock as I drive as I felt good to a little hard and getting harder. I finally pulled off to area when I could see anyone coming in this half empty strip plaza. Parking lot is deserted. I park but leave the engine running, unzipped my jeans, and jerked off, I unloaded cum in minutes. I was not looking to seen or perv but I just needed to cum.

When I got home I went on omgele and jerked off with some female late 20’s thinking about my cock which was hard and I came while watching her finger her hairy pussy which I love.

#2882

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Ok Im going to be totally honest here and say that Ive always benn kind of homophobic. I never wanted to, like, beat up gay dudes or anything but I always figured being gay was kind of sick and pathetic. Ive called gay guys names behind their backs forever, mostly "faggot". Ive never even felt bad about it until now.

Anyway, I was always proud to be straight. Im 23 and have been with a few girls and only watched straight porn and stuff. Sure I preferred the dudes to have big cocks but not because I wanted to look at their cocks or anything.

So I have an older brother who I always figured was as straight as me. Im staying with him for a few weeks over the summer and when I got there a couple of days ago I got there in the morning instead of afternoon when i was supposed to. I cant find him when i get there so I go upstairs to look. When I get there his bedroom door is open and I hear a lot of moaning. I sneak over and look in and I see my brother on the bed on his back with his feet up on some dark skinned dude's shoulders and the guy is fucking his ass hard.

Just looking at this guy from the back I can tell that hes lean and muscled and I realized I was staring at his clenching ass and jiggling balls. I got hard and almost came in my pants. All i could do was get out of there as quiet and fast as i can.

I ended up driving around the city for hours but my erection wouldnt go down. Twice I had to pull into a back alley and jerk off until I came. Im even touching my dick as I write this in my brother's spare bedroom. When i close my eyes I can still see him getting fucked by that dude. I have no idea what to think or what to say to him.

The worst thing is that now Im thinking of my brother as a faggot and Im calling myself one inside my head too. I shouldnt but thats what im thinking. Does this mean Im gay?

#2827

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I’m 16 and I’ bought my myself a dildo and vibrator. My parents don’t know and I use them late at night. I want to fuck older guys and they want to fuck me too, at least the ones who like very small tiny girls..