Confessions tagged with 'humiliation'.

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The firm I work for was recently acquired by a rival company that I had previously worked for and I had left after the owner made advances on me after he found out that I like himself was gay.I was called into the office after the acquisition and figured like so many of my coworkers I would be fired.When I entered the office there were four other people the boss 2 vice presidents and their female personnel assistant.Tyrone the owner told me that my job was being eliminated but that I was being considered for a position as his personal assistant with a substantial salary increase but also more responsibilities and certain expectations.I knew exactly what was implied without being told and knew the offer was only available while I was in the office so I obediently dropped to my knees with everyone looking on undid his pants kissed his low hanging balls then took his massive black cock into my mouth and sucked him to completion and swallowed his load and while still on my knees I signed the contract.

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For just about as long as I can remember I've been over sexed or something. Always doing some weird sexual thing. When I was five or six maybe even earlier I remember sneaking into my sister's room, she was 12 or 13, and feeling her crotch. I didn't know what I was doing but there was something dirty and hot about it. She was always wet when I did it and I was surprised that my hands got all wet when I played with her. Sometimes she would wake up and kick me out of her room.

But you would never tell Mom. Probably those were the times she was just starting to menstruate and had gotten into that it would have been quite hard to explain how I got blood over me. I don't know. Other times, most times, she just laid there like she was sleeping. But now I know she wasn't. That's one instance. A year or two later we moved into town from the country and I met a friend that lived in town just down the alley from me. He had two brothers. One younger and one older. The oldest one, (about five years older than me) would always sneak in and feel and play with me on sleepovers. Needless to say, I was always hoping a sleepover would happen. When it did I could always count on it. It felt so good. But I always pretended I was sleeping through it all. This went on for several years. Later when I was about 14 we ended up sleeping in the same bed for a ski trip we were taking the following day. I woke up when he cold towards him, facing him, stuck his penis between my thigh and my testicles and and humped on me that way until he came all over me. As usual, I pretended I was sleeping through the whole thing. I remember we both got up to clean ourselves off. It was a very awkward moment to say the least. Of course both of us new that I couldn't have slept through that. Neither of us ever said word about it to one another then or after. I haven't seen him now in probably 30 years. But I've often wondered if he would actually fuck me if we did meet again and I lured him into it.

Then a little later in my teen years we moved again to a fairly large town. I finished grade school there and went to high school. When I was 13 my sister had gotten a dog that was always licking. He would hurt and wouldn't stop unless you made him. One day I got the idea that he would probably do the same thing to my crotch. I was right, he did, and that's when I had my first little boy orgasm. The more pee and pre that came out of my little red penis the more he would lick and lick and lick. It was an amazing feeling. Until my sister moved away a year or so later I frequently let that dog lick me like that.

Then when I was 15 in my last year of grade school I had sex with my first girl. She was 15 too and in the same grade. We had sex a lot. She was completely slutty manipulative young girl, and I wasn't the only one she was doing. Eventually that was found out and her other boyfriend became very jealous and the whole thing ended.

All through the beginning of high school I masturbated constantly. Couldn't get enough of playing with myself. Finally I met another girl at the end of 10th grade, she was in ninth. She was gorgeous. All we did was fuck. I had gotten my driver's license and a car and we would go out, park and fuck. It was amazing that she didn't get pregnant. In my senior year I was still seeing her but she had met someone else, this motorcycle guy. She dumped me, took up with him and ended up getting pregnant.

But even during that time I was always doing weird things on the side. I can't remember the timeline exactly, but I remember taking Polaroids of myself with an instant camera. Pictures by the hundreds of my kind of girly body. I would hide them in the drawer in an old cabinet in the basement and masturbate to them while I took more. This became kind of expensive. So I would go to the local pharmacy and steal film off the shelf because I couldn't afford it all. So I was also a thief. But I never got caught.

Anyway, one day I got the idea that I wanted a friend, who was a known big mouth for spreading stories, to find the pictures and show them all to over school. . My face was never in any of them. And I actually believed that that would happen. I knew he would do that. So I dropped the pictures in a roll in front of a classroom door he was in just before the class bell rang where I was, for reason, convinced that only he would find them. Why for some stupid reason I thought he would be the one to pick them up is beyond me. What actually happened was the teacher exited the room first before the bell rang, (as particular teacher always did, found the pictures and looked shocked when he unrolled them. I was watching from just down the hall behind my locker door and thought, holy shit! Well nothing ever came of that but I remember it well.

After high school and graduation I had a dry spell from my deviancy for a long time and spent most of it pining after the girl that had dumped me for the motorcycle guy. Later on she was divorced from him but quickly met another. I wanted to marry her but they had gotten involved and I was too late. They got married and after years of apparent unhappiness with him we began to talk to one another again. She going to periodically call me. I had moved about 150 miles from her at that time but we began to see each other. I would drive down, get a motel room and we would have sex for hours two or three times a year. I felt terrible, and I think she did too because we were both cheating on her husband. They ended up getting divorced as well. But in the interim I had met another girl (my wife) where I lived and we had decided to get married. That put an end to those meetings. But I was in touch with her occasionally and was ready and willing to cheat on my new wife with her at the drop of a hat. It never happened, but I was ready. But the only reason it didn't happen is because she called it off. So I couldn't really claim any decency there. It made me feel like a scumball, a liar and a cheater. Never what I wanted to be. Here I was in my 30s, married, with a child and great wife yet ready to risk it all for some nostalgia and a piece of ass.

Well, I never saw that girl again. But during my marriage I reverted back to allowing dogs to lick me. It's like sex wasn't enough. I had to be doing something perverse, weird and filthy.

Being self-employed, I would come home at every opportunity while my wife was at work and I hadn't much to do. I would strip down, get the dog to lick me and take pictures and videos. I had two or three tapes full of me with the dog or just masturbating. That made me feel creepy too. But I did it anyway. I ultimately destroyed all the tapes fearing that they would be found. But now I wish I would have kept them just to watch what I had done back then.

These are just a few of the things.

Once I came close to molesting my 12 yr old nephew. I didn't thank God, but I showed him how to jerk off. I have to wonder, whenever I see him, if he ever thinks of that. I'm sure he does. You just don't forget about stuff like that. It's quite a shameful feeling. When you're young and stupid you don't realize the gravity of the things that you do.

And throughout all of this and more I was constantly masturbating finding sex wherever I could find it. Taking pictures and videos of myself when I couldn't. Looking back, it's as if my entire life has been consumed with sex.

I ended up being divorced after 14 years or so and then started dating online as those sites became available. This was in the late 90s. For years I dated and dated and dated. Had sex with nearly every girl I dated. Lost count. I think there were probably 15 or 20 of them. And none of those relationships ended nicely. I had always convinced myself that I was looking for another wife. But actually all I was looking for was a piece of ass. Finally I just stopped dating because nothing would work and it was frustrating, anxious and aggravating. Got sick of all the drama. Even though I could look back and realize that I had caused most of that drama.

So after a few years of no dating and unceasing masturbation, I found myself getting online to chat with men. I was a slender guy, always had been and had a rather feminine appearance about me I guess for a guy. Never was a big guy. So it was easy to attract the attention of guys that were leaning that way with photos and chat. I would send out pictures of myself to them online, sometimes videos. I had also become quite fond of cross-dressing now and then. Wigs, makeup, the whole bit. Almost got caught by my wife once.

Anyway. Finally about 7 years ago, I think driven by pre-teen and teenage years and the memories of times with my friends older brother that had seemed so hot, I decided to give it a shot. I was experimenting with craigslist and began meeting guys for sex. I told myself it would be a mistake because if I liked it, I knew I would want it again and again. It's just the way this shit works. But did it anyway. Well, that's exactly what happened and now I seek out men constantly for sex. So much so that now I've lost count of the number of men I've been with! I hate myself for it but at the same time have a perverse love for it. I never wanted to be gay. Never imagined I was or could be. And I still don't feel that I am but now I always bottom for guys around my age. It's so degrading and so filthy, yet somehow it's exactly what I want. Right now I'm working on turning a guy I've been meeting occasionally into a Dom if I can. I'm still in pretty good shape, short and thin. I portray myself as submissively as I can to him and it seems to be working. He's becoming more and more dominant and forceful. He's even asked me if I'll start dressing for him after I showed him a few pictures. I'm ashamed to say I enjoy all of this but I do. And there's some kind of turn on realizing that I can manipulate someone to do to me what I want them to do just by appealing to their base animal instincts. Use me and humiliate me. It's so weird. Just weird. I don't understand it. Never understood any of this.

Reading this over I've realized that I've missed a few things. But, it's just been a perverse life. What can I say. It seems I spent much of it ashamed and confused. I'd like to go back and erase it all. I need to stop it. I feel trapped now and I'm an old man. All lights suggest anyone is don't mess with this stuff.

#4588

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Hello all,

I am a 24 year old female. I am skinny and have pierced nipples.

I love to fantasize about some men I know face fucking me and humiliating me.

For example , there is a guy that works with me that is in his 50s. He’s really strict and can be kind of scary. He’s really nice to me though because I turn him on. Anyways , I master bate thinking about this:

He gets me in the bathroom of our office building, and tells me to undress . I take my tights off and start to unbuckle my mini skirt... ;)... I take my panties off and I stand there , my legs open, looking at him . He smiles and gives me a satisfied look , then walks over to me. He unbuttons my blouse and lowers my bra a bit so my pierced nips are popping out of the rim. I look at him , desperate for my nipples to be clamped. He backs up again, and stares at me for what feels like many moments. Then, his face goes very serious, and he swooshes spit around in his mouth. All of a sudden, he spits on me , once , then twice. Get on your fucking knees. I’m on my knees and I’m trembling. I open my legs wide so my clit is hanging for my master.

He grins and says “look at you...”

I squirm, and beg to be finger fucked.

He comes over, puts four fingers up in my pussy hole, and starts to give me what I begged for . I start to squirm again and look up at him. All the while my legs are still wide open and my nipples so needy to be tortured. !

Fuckkkk I squirm again. He looks into my eyes, spits on me , “shut the fuck up”

“I’m sorry”

He keeps fisting me.

I start to have an orgasm so I heap my skirt and shove it in my mouth. “Look at you Sophia” . I’m in ecstasy. Whoops I was too loud. “Shut up bitch”

(To be continued...)

I hope you all liked. I’m actually super hot and petite for my age and I bet a lot of my friends have fAntacized about doing things like this to me

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Ever since I can remember, I loved wearing pretty feminine clothing - panties, slips, dresses, cute stockings and shoes. When I was 13 my uncle caught me in my cousin’s pretty royal blue nylon bra and panties with me using hairbrush in my touché and rubbing my self through my panties. He walked in on me just as I was orgasming in my panties. He just smiled, closed and locked the door behind him and pulled out his penis and said to get on my knees. I was scared and said no. He smiled again and asked if I would like my mother, sisters, aunt and cousins to see me right now. I remember crying as I got on my knees. I sucked my first penis. He also had me masturbate again while looking in the mirror. This started my current life. He helped me become the sissy faggot I am today and love him for it.

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Im female 17 and i feel so gross but im my bffs submissive. If we're alone she always takes her pants off and makes me eat her pussy. Lately shes been making me lick her butthole while she watches porn.

I dont know why but i get so turned on when she forces me to do things. She once made me blow her boyfriend and she laugh when he came in my mouth. Its so humiliating but i got so turned on by her laughing at me.

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Stats:

Age: 46

Height: 5’4’’

Weight:120

Hair: Blonde

Eyes: Hazel/almost Yellow

Body: Athletic, firm Bubble Butt, Tanned, Shaved from the neck down,

Measurements: 34c 28 33

Breasts: firm with dollar sized light brown areolas with small nipples

Personality: Sweet, with wild submissive side. She wanted me to quit my job and travel the world with her. I discovered she was worth 11mm dollars.

Church

I was at church on Sunday and as a routine some folks arrive late. I was in the last row of the first section where the ushers stopped folks from wandering around and queued them up to be seated. As luck would have it the seat next to me was empty. Missy saw it in the low light of the auditorium and sat down.

We didn’t talk during the service but at the end of service she headed for the front for prayer leaving her purse behind. I used the excuse of ‘guarding’ her purse so I could talk to her. She thanked me for guarding it and I took the opportunity to invite her to lunch. Apologizing she told me that she had plans with her girlfriends but she gave me her number so we could plan a date.

I called her and she agreed to have dinner with me. We met at a quiet place where we talked and laughed over dinner and drinks. After dinner, since it was a warm and perfect summer night we decided to drive to the lake. We got to the lake and I parked under the only light in the lot. Being after midnight there were only a few cars scattered in the lot.

As we talked, I leaned over and kissed her. She kissed me back and the petting got hot as my hands roamed over her sweet body. Over the next 30 minutes I had unbuttoned her blouse and freed her sweet pert tits. As I fondled her tits and sucked on her nipples, she grew more and more horny and dropped any resistance she may have had.

My heart raced as I unbuttoned her jeans and unzipped them. I laid my hand flat on her tummy and nervously slid it down to her shaved pubic mound. The jeans were very snug. she slid down in the seat and opened her legs in an effort to give me better access and allow me to touch her pussy. After a frustrating minute or two of trying I pulled my hand out and pulled the jeans off her. Once she was free that encumberment I removed her open blouse and bra tossing her clothes in the back seat. That pretty body was now naked next to me as I reengaged kissing, fondling and fingering her very wet pussy.

Out of the corner of my eye I saw three guys standing about 30 to 40 feet away talking. After a few minutes they saw what we were doing and turned to watch. Missy had not yet noticed them. She was too distracted by what I was doing to her. Without warning or word, I suddenly stopped and turned to get out of the car. “Where are you going?’ she managed breathlessly. Ignoring her question I closed the door behind me as I exited and walked around the back of the car to her door.

I opened her door as the interior light illuminated her very naked body. She looked at me with a confused gaze, I offered her my had to help her out of the car. She slowly reached for my hand, turned and placed her pretty bare feet on the pavement and stepped out of the car.

Hearing voices she turned to see her audience as she was still shielded by the car door. “They will see me I’m naked!” she observed nervously. “Uh Huh!” was all I managed as I pulled on her hand and closed the door behind her. She was now fully exposed to her new found friends as she stood naked as the day she was born under the light of the parking lot.

Leading her to the front of my car I turned her back to the hood and lifted her up until she was seated on the edge of the hood.

Placing my hands on her shoulder I pushed her back gently until she laid on the hood. Then I lifted her legs so her heels were on the edge of the hood.

As I posed her the guys moved in for a closer look until the flanked me on either side. Not saying a word to us, I continued to position her by putting my index fingers on opposing kneed and gently pushing them apart spreading her pussy wide and revealing her pink. She moaned uncomfortably and nervously tried to talk but couldn’t find the words as her eyes darted to the faces of her admirers who were now ignoring her face and taking in her tits and very wet pussy.

I let her go for the time it took me to unzipped my jeans and pushed them down to my knees setting my hardon free. She was humiliated as her eyes were still darting from face to face when she felt the head of my cock rest against her hot wet pussy. “but this is our first time!” she blurted. “And you will never forget it!” I replied as I pushed my cock balls deep inside of her. I fucked her for about 2 minutes when she began to fight her orgasm. “I don’t want….they will see me cum….” Was all she could breathlessly mumble then exploded in her first orgasm of the night. She was a squirter which humiliates her even more to be seen doing that. It was powerful as she fucked me back with wild abandon.

Now turned on that strangers were watching her at her most intimate moment, not only being naked and having sex in front of them but orgasming in front of them. Up until that point in her life the only witness to her orgasms was her ex-husband. He also was the only one to see her pink until tonight.

I fucked her another 10 minutes until she came again, harder this time squirting her cum on my cock and balls. Her wetness dripped down the crack of her ass. I pulled my cock out of the tight wet pussy, pushed her knees to her chest elevating her butthole to the desired level and placed the head of my cock at her back door. “I have never done….” Is all she got out before I pushed the head of my 7-inch cock in her hole eliciting a gasp of pleasure and simultaneous pain. I pounded her tight asshole hard. It felt awesome as I pushed my shaft balls deep in her ass and almost all the way back out over and over bringing her to an anal orgasm much to her surprise.

I continued swapping holes making her orgasm as I invited the guys to feel her tits while I fucked her. She loved all the attention and her orgasms all ran into one long cum session. When I dropped her off at her house at the end of the night she was too spent to even get dressed. She kissed me and thanked me for “the best night ever”. She told me that she was afraid that I was going to let those guys have her. She was glad I didn’t but it really excited her being seen naked by strange men. “They saw between my legs up close!” she said almost giddy. She gathered her clothes, kissed me and walked inside naked.

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I need a mommy bad. I’m 14 I identify as a female and I’m down for almost anything. I’ll be so good for you mommy I promise. Preferably a mommy with another minor so it can be a horny triangle